wa...hehehe..handt blogged..for..a long time? never mind..its usual nowadays..

All along, I have been thinking about the definition of life. I don’t want to muddle through my life and regret in the end. Not just studying, Not just playing, Not just…any single thing would fulfill my life to the fullest. So from now on, I want to achieve what I can. You can say I am heading my way to the perfectionist. Come to think about it. Why not? Be strict to yourself and be generous to the others.

Even if I sacrifice loads of my sleeping time, I just gotta do it this time. I don’t want to cry like hell when I cannot get into LSE, my so-called dream university. It would be too late by then. It does not mean my life is over but somehow I knew its gonna be one of my biggest disappointments in life if I ever allowed it to happen.

All right, I just have to accept whoever I am and stop complaining this and that. I must have a high self-esteem and believe that I can actually achieve wonders. Here u go, girl..HOORAY~~!! Finally I find my aim of life, temporarily it maybe, better than none?

Do I care about fashions? In a way I guess so…I would love to draw like them. Beautiful dream.
First day of childcare at treetop

Honestly, I was kind of panicked when I first reached there coz I have no idea what’s going to happen to me. This is the first time I am doing something on my own, without my friends’ or any adults’ accompany obviously. Firstly, I met Juliet. She was one of the in-charges and she is also appointed to be the one who lead me through this volunteer work. I had met her before when I ventured to this place on Wednesday. Oh by the way, the place named Treetop is located 20 minutes’ walk from my college, CTC.

Firstly, Juliet started the topic on the rules that I have to follow. As I didn’t have the pass and still not having it, I will not be allowed to bring the children to the toilet. It’s an illegal movement unless I get the pass. I suppose the pass was something that acts as a protection to the children to prevent any possible harassment from strangers. What is it called...hmm…my brain is gone.

Next, she introduced the staff and the children to me. The staffs were warming and friendly, and there is no doubt they are patient enough to take good care of these children. Initially, some of the children aged 5 to 12 were unwillingly to say hi to me because I was a totally stranger to them, to be exaggerate, an alien. Although Juliet explained to me that it was expectable, I was a little upset. Anyway, things went well in the end because I mingled around a bit.

I know it’s a courtesy to memorize other people’s names but it’s all too overwhelming,
especially when there were like 20 children whom I have never met before. The truth is, I couldn’t manage to memorize a single name. = = …anyway, one child was asking me to help him pack up the puzzles but Juliet told him to do it on his own.

Those children were down with some…I don’t know, disease would not be a suitable vocabulary to be used here. They are more like problems. Some of them are really quiet and some are really noisy and active.

I was particularly fond of a little girl who had attractive blue eyes. She was adorable and she taught me a game which goes like this..

Run around the garden, like a teddy bear
One step, two step, three stop tickle tickle tickle..

I was supposed to tickle her in the end. Haha…what can I say? They are great kids.

Juz some of my recent photos.....cann lah..i know i am fat..i will slim down before i go back!!! wahahahha~~!!