♥15 July 2006
A girl like me..♥
You know..Now I truly feel that time really flies without me realising..why is that so? Coz half of my holiday is already gone...T_T..and it seems that I didnt do many meaningful thing at all...hahax.
Eventually, I decided not to be so calculating..hehex..I shall do something meaningful in a short time. =) Juz wait and see lah! hahahax...though..its kinda waste of money..but then..better to give than take?
Oh! Today I went to my brother's violin concert and I met another guy. His name is Zhang Huan, another guy who comes from China. hahax..it seems that my brother is destined to have chinese friends..Chenyuan..Yangyi..Kevin..Huan..(except Qinghui~hehex..)
He's quite friendly and you know how much he scores for his GCSE? 5A stars and 9A(without star..)...hahax..smart eh? I think so..but dont know? Maybe the examination board is somehow different..-__-+..yes..here I am, attempting to deny that I am not stupid!! hahahax..
Okay..I am off the topic. The main issue is the concert. hmm...its an informal concert which was held in a church. (ya..church again...@_@) It went pretty well..apart from the little mistakes here and there..so! We shall put our hands together and give him a round of warm applause!! hahax..PAPAPAPAPAPA..(for ppl who duno, it supposes to be the sound of clapping hands) =D
Hmm..Sometimes, I just feel that I am useless and its a waste for me to survive on this world coz I havent got any special ability or talent. ( in chinese, a waste of rice and resources only lah..) I cannot possibly study forever rite? I mean..it'd be a terrible nightmare..hahax..nope. I mean..I shall earn money. Wouldnt you feel great if u a all-rounder? You are good in sports as well as academics.
Aint you confused about what is your dream? okay..maybe not dream..coz dream can never be achieved. I am referring to future here. I mean..what are you gonna be? A businessman? A Doctor? Or something that generates tons of money..? When you are young, you simply feel that nothing is impossible and you can achieve anything! Thats why children always have wonderful dream.s...
As you grow up, you realise that you gotta study very well in order to get these jobs..would you still wanna achieve your dream or juz on the way to give it up? I dont know..you gotta present your ideas clearly to the others..so! Language is important..it really is. Without being able to speak in proper English, I cannot even communicate with the others, let alone to find a job.
This is how the world works. Human beings are always in connection with one and another..and there's no way to avoid it. Even you are someone with an introvert character..or maybe u juz wanna stay alone in ur art room, painting..you still gotta sell the paintings!! wahhaax..wolau..such a crappy example.=_=""...
eh..but I am scared of death..so..touch wood. I'd better stay far away from the Death. lalalla~~its okay! I will make myself useful now! So..wats my purpose of my life...I think..think think..
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well..since I cannot come up with an aim, why not...juz dont waste my effort and start doing my homework..hahax..I suppose homework do help me becoming a bit more useful? (=.="")...I am not nerd lah..T_T....
Quote ^_ Dont sign your life away._^
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