<body>

That Piiggy


Name. Hsiu Ya (Sandy).
B-day .06.08.1988
School .LSE
Age .19
Email. Click Here
Facebook. Click Here
Gallery. Click Here


Cravings


To live happily
To earn a lot of money
Everyons is safe and healthy
Do well in my studies

Tagboard




Exits


Tag Me To Be Link

:TW:
Tony(cousin)
Sandy
Ellen
Miao
Dian

:SG:
Anh
Esther
Weirong
Yangyi
Samuel
Xiaoyan
Qinghui
Leeping
Sarly
Daren
Kenneth
Biondi
Leewei
Jonas
Chenyuan
Meihsing

:UK:
Jiayi
Shirlene
Wing

Music


♫ 0 Songs Currently Playing ♪ ™


Memories


2004-07
2004-08
2004-09
2004-10
2004-11
2004-12
2005-01
2005-02
2005-03
2005-04
2005-05
2005-06
2005-07
2005-08
2005-09
2005-10
2005-11
2005-12
2006-01
2006-02
2006-03
2006-04
2006-05
2006-06
2006-07
2006-08
2006-09
2006-10
2006-11
2006-12
2007-01
2007-02
2007-03
2007-06
2007-08
2007-09
2007-10
2007-12
2008-01
2008-05
2008-06
2008-09
2008-10
2010-08

Credits


Designer: Agnes
Base Code: Tammy
Image: Enakei
Image Host: Tinypic & Photobucket


23 July 2006

A girl like me..♥

I think I know what wynne means..and I agree!!! hahahahx..For instane, sometimes you put in all ur effort to like somebody, that doesnt mean he'll like you. Thats what I think? hahax..heck~

(=.="")...I feel so stupid right now..I wanna make a soft-toy for someone due to some reasons..
Then..I tried really hard!!! Its my first time..and..I failed. Err...I have already put in a lot of efforts..weirong, how come I never achieve my target one? hahax..=P

I know the will counts..but hor..its so ugly that if I gave it to someone, I would be blushing like hell. The strings are everywhere..one eye is missing..its filled with tissue papers..no idea how to sew the nose..sianzzz..now I wanna hang this soft-toy rabbit..

p.s. Wynne you want lavender? I have tons of it in front of my house..I pluck it for you. Free one..hehehex.. =D You wanna put in a small bottle or what? hmm..the plant I was talking about in the previous blog is lavender..I tried to plant on my own..er..but I think that one looks nicer...(-.-") hmm..if anyone reads this, anyone wants lavender?? hahahax..I pluck all of them~~

Damn! I am such a fiasco! ( Thinking of Mdm Rogayah now~)

Heyy~!!! Today is my brother's birthday!!! yay~~!!! Happy Birthday!!! Yesterday we went to...Irish Festival..but it was monotonus..except that the spare ribs is delicious.. Then, we went to the Game Ground. We spent quite a lot but its his birthday! hahax..I tried the dancing machine~~and!!! The screen wrote " FAILED "... see lah..stupid machine doesnt know how to appreciate my dancing.

haizzz...wont be online lately coz gotta catch up with my work. Aiya..and I havent chatted with some of the frienz for a long time..haiz. I dont know how they have been becoz I always have to go after chatting for a short while. SIANZ LAH!

do do do..do so much hw oso didn see me becoming smarter...
play play play..play so much games oso didnt see me becoming more normal...

die die die..i think i go and die faster...

Gd nite n sweet dreamz to all!!!



At least you can recognise it as a RABBIT..la..hor? =.=''



My World My Life

12:41 AM




20 July 2006

A girl like me..♥

To Esther : T_T....You are not coming anymore? haiz...I have seen your blog but there's no recent updates at all..its okay, I am still waiting. Hmm...then its okay. I send you the birthday gift, all rite? hehex. Such a pity that you are not coming over to England anymore..haizzz...nvm. If you are coming next time, tell me and we shall meet up!! Miss you loads...

To Weirong: DONT SPAM MY TAGGY BOARD AGAIN!!! haiz..Use the comment thing..(=_=")..next time I spam yours then you know.

Huh? Turf Club? Where does that come from or does it have anything to do with what I have written? hahahax...Dreams are supposed to be unrealistic..I have no idea how to explain this in English. 梦想是dream,理想是"___"..fill it up on your own. hahahahx...and effort can be percentage. 50% or 100% de...p.s. I wanna fly with my wings~~ lallala~~

-_-+....indirectly saying that I am stupid enough not to know how to water the plant lah!! wahahhaa..even I know how to water the plant! So wat!! The plant is already on its way to meet the death....T_T....sianzzz....

Money is not the root of all evils. I think GREED is the root of all evils...so...weirong is wrong!!! wahahhahax...weirong, bring happiness to the others is a more respectable talent. I agree with that..but everyone has that kind of talent, juz depend on whether you are willing to utilise your THAT talent fully...maybe you would say you dont know how...er..but i also dont know how..juz treat people sincerely?

=X..paisei..principles. hehehehx...pardon me for my poor spelling...

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I wannt blog sthg..but I dont know what to blog..hmm..talk about class 4e.
YOu know...I think everyone in 4e is kinda trapped, okay, maybe not all, but many of us.

4e becomes a burden, which traps us in the past. We are unable to open our heart to new people..or, we spend too much time on socialising with 4e frienz..okay. I ask ya..now, who will you talk to most of the time?
For me..its my old frienz..hahaax. =D argh.. become a victim! hahax..no lah..nowadays..computer has connection error all the time..hahax.

Anyway, 4e is the best class I have ever been to and of course, I appreciate it as much as all the others do. Its hard to think that I will have those kind of wonderful time again...aiya..I dont know what kind of message I am trying to convey over here...juz that..dont let 4e becomes ur burden? juz a memory tat should be kept? =.=""..ahh..forget it.





My World My Life

2:49 AM




18 July 2006

A girl like me..♥

To Leeping : Thx..and..er..I dont know about the msg thing coz its set by a different website. Maybe you would like to ask for weirong's help? hahax.. =D

To Yangyi: yangyi~~ hahax..How's Ashin's character like? I only heard that he is quite talented and is capable of composing wonderful pieces of music. And...Taiwan is nice!! hahax..I think. However, its also quite dangerous so if you want to live in Taiwan, its better not to go out at night. Hmm..but going out at night is fun..=.=""..hahax..maybe ask ur friends along..

To Weirong: Dreams are supposed to be unreal. For instane, I dream to fly!!! hahahx..no lah..hmm..how many people in this world actually achieve their dreams? I dont know..you need both talent and hardwork to achieve your dream and its not easy!!

And..even though all of us know that our thinkings are limited by the current education system, who can break free of that mindset? You?

I know whats pineapple leh...=D =D =D ....at least now I learn how to water the planT! =P Its never too late to learn..so..you cannot laugh at me. Otherwise, you are being mean!! wahahahx...


Initially I like UK becoz everything is NEW! But after 6 or 7 months..I feel sian.. hahahax. Furthermore, I feel more comfortable communicating in Madrian with the others..haizzz....Jun jie told me that you can see horses in the horse-racing places..dont know what its called. Horse gambling? hahahx..

You crap lah..in the end still have to earn money mah!! Bring happiness to the others is not so much a visible talent? =.=''...and I dont bring happiness to the others. Instead, I create more troubles. wahahax..

Wynne: =.=""...wynne you okay anot..laugh like me! hahax..going crazy too? Too stressed liao izit?

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Yesterday I watched One Litre Of Tears (一升的眼泪) and its the only show that makes me cry more than 10 times. I dont feel embarrassed coz its really a touching show..I have learn many principals from it. STRONGLY RECOMMEND!!! wahahahx...uh hum, its Japanese show. =D so..maybe SOME PEOPLE wont wanna watch..hehex..( but then..my eyes are all swollen this morning..sian..ZzzzzzzZ)

Okay, I am exhausted now. Gd nite n sweet dreamz to all~~ Muackx muackx~~!!

p.s. I am tooooo lazy to reply in taggy board liao..hahax..






My World My Life

4:13 AM




15 July 2006

A girl like me..♥

You know..Now I truly feel that time really flies without me realising..why is that so? Coz half of my holiday is already gone...T_T..and it seems that I didnt do many meaningful thing at all...hahax.

Eventually, I decided not to be so calculating..hehex..I shall do something meaningful in a short time. =) Juz wait and see lah! hahahax...though..its kinda waste of money..but then..better to give than take?

Oh! Today I went to my brother's violin concert and I met another guy. His name is Zhang Huan, another guy who comes from China. hahax..it seems that my brother is destined to have chinese friends..Chenyuan..Yangyi..Kevin..Huan..(except Qinghui~hehex..)

He's quite friendly and you know how much he scores for his GCSE? 5A stars and 9A(without star..)...hahax..smart eh? I think so..but dont know? Maybe the examination board is somehow different..-__-+..yes..here I am, attempting to deny that I am not stupid!! hahahax..

Okay..I am off the topic. The main issue is the concert. hmm...its an informal concert which was held in a church. (ya..church again...@_@) It went pretty well..apart from the little mistakes here and there..so! We shall put our hands together and give him a round of warm applause!! hahax..PAPAPAPAPAPA..(for ppl who duno, it supposes to be the sound of clapping hands) =D

Hmm..Sometimes, I just feel that I am useless and its a waste for me to survive on this world coz I havent got any special ability or talent. ( in chinese, a waste of rice and resources only lah..) I cannot possibly study forever rite? I mean..it'd be a terrible nightmare..hahax..nope. I mean..I shall earn money. Wouldnt you feel great if u a all-rounder? You are good in sports as well as academics.

Aint you confused about what is your dream? okay..maybe not dream..coz dream can never be achieved. I am referring to future here. I mean..what are you gonna be? A businessman? A Doctor? Or something that generates tons of money..? When you are young, you simply feel that nothing is impossible and you can achieve anything! Thats why children always have wonderful dream.s...

As you grow up, you realise that you gotta study very well in order to get these jobs..would you still wanna achieve your dream or juz on the way to give it up? I dont know..you gotta present your ideas clearly to the others..so! Language is important..it really is. Without being able to speak in proper English, I cannot even communicate with the others, let alone to find a job.

This is how the world works. Human beings are always in connection with one and another..and there's no way to avoid it. Even you are someone with an introvert character..or maybe u juz wanna stay alone in ur art room, painting..you still gotta sell the paintings!! wahhaax..wolau..such a crappy example.=_=""...

eh..but I am scared of death..so..touch wood. I'd better stay far away from the Death. lalalla~~its okay! I will make myself useful now! So..wats my purpose of my life...I think..think think..

.........................................................................................................................................................

well..since I cannot come up with an aim, why not...juz dont waste my effort and start doing my homework..hahax..I suppose homework do help me becoming a bit more useful? (=.="")...I am not nerd lah..T_T....

Quote ^_ Dont sign your life away._^




My World My Life

1:28 AM




13 July 2006

A girl like me..♥

hahax...yes wynne. i will blog..=D hahax..sometimes I am juz lazy to log into the blogger and post you see...hmm..hope you all have been getting on well? (>_<) Happy is the most important element ! hehehex...smile and smile~!!

To be frank, I dont have much dismay about my current life. I mean...I am safe and healthy, I dont have to worry about money issue and anything else that you can think of. Furthermore, I am not under great pressure on the academic aspect since its holiday now. The truth is, I should be delighted and contented with what I own..but I simply dont.

However, I am tired of doing my tasks and carrying out my responsibilities as a pupil daily. I gotta finish my homework though I havent touched it for like...3 days? You guys may think its pretty normal but the story goes differently when a tutor and I are living under the same roof. Not making any big fuss over here though...all rite. I am juz muttering to myself...I dont even know what crap I am talking about over here...

I miss the milkshake that I had at Miu Miu in Oxford and its especially so when the weather is so damn hot. I feel that the sun is scorching me and I can be "cooked" at any time. arghh....why is the weather so unbearable and even air-con is out-of-stock!!! God damn it...

Other than that, I helped cooking today's lunch! hahax..it was pretty sucky I think..but its still edible.

All rite, and I bought a lavender plant in Testco too...(>_<) haiz...I cannot believe that I made stupid mistake without even realising it. Guess how I water the plant? hahax..I simply put the whole shit in the water, hoping the root will suck up the water on its own and grow in a healthy way. hahahx...I studied in the biology that they do suck up the water mah..T_T.... The correct way is to pour the water in the soil instead..hahax..why am I so stupid like a pig...A PIG..not a piggy.


Quote ^_ 我们痛苦,所以幽默;我们幽默,所以快乐 _^




How I wish now I become emotionless so that laziness doesnt exist as well and I will carry out all plans I have scheduled. It sounds impossible eh? hahax..Although I havent been online, I havent been studying hard too.

Recently, I am damn unlucky. I went ice-kating and fell for the first time on the ice. What I got is a big bruise on my angle. Apart from that, I sprained my another angle and I walked like an alien. Then today!? I fall off from my bed...=.=''...haiz..speechless..

What else? Hmmm..How I wish if one day, I could take off all the responsibilities upon me. No more homework, no more expectations from the others and no nothing! I am allowed to do anything I want to and never worry about whether I have sufficient money to use. hahax..Daydreaming away again. It would be nice though..

I suppose that JC life is really hard to cope with? Even Anh..who had been working so hard for the past 4 years..had obtained unexpected results..That really amazes me. Maybe she is tired of studying all day long? Maybe...she starts slacking like me?

(>_<)... I have always wanted to live in my comfortable zone and I wish that even more after watching some videos on youtube. With the familiar language which allow me to express myself fully, with the familiar surrounding that I feel cosy juz by being in it...I want to go back Taiwan for sure. Haiz...who wanna stay in UK..I simply dont like it.

Now my favourite star is Mingdao, a handsome guy. Why do I like him in particular since there are millions of handsome guys in the world? hahax..maybe becoz of his character and how he talks make me laugh. I am not one of those young girls who chase stars or singers like crazy people...but I really like him a lot a lot. I admire him!!! Although his appreance attracted me in the first place, his character is even more impressive.

Quote: ^_ When you can see where your future ends, how are you gonna live..? _^




However...(-_-") He seems to be flirt flirt type..hahax. =P

Finally! FinallY!! I have finished watching Tian Guo De Jia Yi~~wakao~~the guys are so handsome...(>_<) Anyway...Juz wanna say..It really upsets me to see a man to let go of his true love and yet at the same time, he must smile.
A lot of times.. the person you like doesnt like you.. Its definite that you are gonna be upset.. and maybe silly questions like " Why wouldnt he like me..? " hahax..even you yourself know the answer. Why bother asking others for the answer?
Enough about relationship...getting tired of talking about it all the time..hmm..but I enjoy the show. =P
Oxford Trip was pretty interesting...but then..you know..I did so many things and I had so much fun tat I was quite lazy to write it down...oH!! I know...do it in points form....
1. hotel
2. Sightseeing Oxford on double-decker bus
3.Ghost Trip
4. Swimmin..rather..floating in the children swimming pool
5. Ice-kating
6. Restaurants
7. Visiting castles..including Harry Potter's dining hall! but then..no stars on the ceiling leh..T_T...dreams are broken into pieces.
Quote ^_ I will be more than delighted to see you happy, even if I have to hide my tears_^

haha...I took the whole night to finish this template. I didnt mean to do so but I was so engrossed in it that I forgot all about time...&...my homework. I havent even touched my holiday hw yet...
Initially I planned to finish all in the first wk of holiday..but then..it sounds impossible now. =P

Haiz..I supposed to be going for the 2nd horse-riding lesson tomorrow but the weather forecast predicted that tomorrow is gonna be a raining day. Sianz...The first lesson was fun though..yappy~~!!

Recently, my guardian's frienz have been coming over to watch football and they are so damn noisy. Shouting here and yelling there..my brother said this which impressed me a lot.
" If they were cats, I would say they were craving for male cats"
"However, they are humans. Therefore, I can only say that they are mad."
hahax..

恶魔在身边,天堂的阶梯,这该死的爱...超级好看!!
Waa....Its incredible how guys can be so handsome! I believe that I dont mind watching their lousy acting skills if they are handsome enough!! Rain is so cool and cute~~MIng Dao as well...muackx muackx. hahahax..crazy over handsome guys..

Quote ^_ What you feel now may not be what you gonna feel in the future_^


天国的嫁衣 折磨 - 183俱乐部

看你 哭著 转身就走 我却不知 该说什麼
是我 害你 一个人难过 每次想到我就好心痛
为何命运 如此捉弄 爱在 手中 又逃走
想说 爱你 却开不了口 在你面前我变得懦弱
*到底怎麼了 请你告诉我 让我相信
在我们的爱情 一道墙竖立 挥之不去
明明相爱却不能长久 最後还是无法去承受*
(我无法承受) 心若死了 要怎麼救
想你恨你 只更折磨 百天黑夜 不停缠著我
每次想到心就会喊痛 REPEAT *
Do you want me I need to know
Can you feel it let it show
I can't hide it deep within myself
Everytime I look at you I know

-------------------------------------------------------
Everytime I heard this song, my heart is throbbing...maybe its becoz of the show I have watched, maybe its the suffering tat love can bring...




My World My Life

3:38 AM