♥17 June 2006
A girl like me..♥
Time to blog!!! Ding Dong Ding Dong~~! HSIU YA! be serious!!!I never know..its so hard to miss people..yet cannot help myself but missing them...
Now..the A2 students are leaving the school. Although I havent been close with them, its a pity to state that I wont be able to see the active groups in the school when September comes..
My classmates are returning to their own countries too...Gonna miss them loads..
I guess people juz do the same thing when they leave their schools..they let people sign on their book..as an evidence tat "this special person" is once part of my life, whether to a large or little extent. However, I didnt do that while I was in Singapore..and I didnt regret. Instead, I obtained almost everyone's address and wrote a letter(christmas card..) during my december holiday. For those who didnt receive..er..i think..you didnt give me the address..or..I wrote the address wrongly..meihsing told me tat I created many troubles for the postman coz he couldnt find meihsing's address. Oops..here I apologize!
Every night, I would pretend to be sleeping until my mom left my room..and I would start writing down the fragments of memories with the dim light on my bed..most of the times, I would wet my pillows when I think of the delightful moments tat I have spent with you guys and gals. hahax..well..I am sounding fake now..but its true. =) [er...dont believe oso nvm lah..>_<"]Why am I doing this? Coz..instead of letting u all write down wat u wanna say to me..why not let me write down what I wanna say to u all? We maybe once very close, we maybe not. However, it doesnt matter..coz EACH OF YOU are special and nobody can ever replace your position in my heart.At times, we will say or pen down "frienz forever", "keep in touch", "love you forever","i will always be there for you"..these kind of stuff..some of you think.."ohh!! crap! all those are never true!" while the rest would belive with all her/his whole heart. To me, I know how hard it is to achieve these promises...
When I am online, I am always in the school, having lessons and busy eating lunch..(our school has wireless network~~) When I am online at home, its around 2am to 8am in Singapore time..and seldom you guys go online.(if i am online for the whole day..means I am never there..coz I am probably downloading stuff and forget tat my msn is on..) Anyway.. I really tried..I really attempted to be there when you guys have problems tat u need somebody to turn to..
Apart from my part, you guys have been pretty busy too..with the school homework..the stress you gotta withstand..the projects tat u needa complete on time..settle the relationship problems and etc. T_T..and there are so many people..my speed of typing is never fast enough...Sometimes, I promised to call..yet I didnt. Its not tat I forget..its juz tat...I cannot find the right time! You guys go to school in the morning..and I was in the school when you guys were free...and..dont scold me if I dont go back this year..gotta understand..its not the matter with my mom's permission..but the money she had earned through hardwork..(>_<) not tat i dont wan..After what I have written, you may think I am juz finding excuses for my wrong behavious...you may think thats all gibberish..but anyway, I juz wanna say...SORRY!p.s. my internet connection is very bad..so a lot of times, i cannot receive what you have typed and vice versa. This is damn irritating when others are telling me important stuff!Hope the 4e people had enjoyed the class gathering...=)Sometimes, words unsaid bring more misunderstandings thatn you have ever expected.oh..i believe everybody has talked bad behind other people's back and I wont deny that I never do tat before..but anyway, who is perfect? Juz tat..hahax..suddenly dun understan wat I wanna express...
Gd nitez to all!! Now very sleepy...(>_<)
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