A Girl Like Me..

♥22 June 2006

A girl like me..♥

手BY 祈雨混音: 靈感音樂工作靈感淚

那是你的手曾經輕輕安撫我眉頭
但也是它摔開了我的手
洩了氣的氣球两顆心在萎縮的溫柔
你始終隻低着頭緊握你拳頭

透過這窗口有人會猜我們是朋友
最普通的朋友甚至不點頭
在記憶的上遊那是什么揪着我心頭
是不是你那双我熟悉的手

但抱過你的手還能放在誰背后
你想過沒有我們為何會牽手
是什么理由然后,沒有然后
甚至,不再揮揮手

那是你的手曾經把我捧在你胸口
但今天以后它不會再敲我門口
有一股腥紅的哀愁
緩緩的流出卡住我喉頭
你遠遠的抱着手肘隻站在外頭

但抱過你的手還能放在誰背后
你想過沒有我們上一次牽手是什么時候
然后,没有然后甚至,不再揮揮手
但抱過你的手還能放在誰背后
是什么時候我們上一次牽手

但抱过你以后有什么已被沒收
你想過沒有我們第一次牽手
是什么借口然后,没有然后
甚至,不再揮揮手分手,也不需理由

♥ My World My Life

11:01 PM

♥

A girl like me..♥

Exhausted

hmm...I have been fooling around for the past two weeks..as in..going out almost everyday like nobody's business. hahax..Although I made silly mistakes sometimes, It was indeed one of the most enjoyable weeks I have ever had in England. Now, everyone is back in his/her own country and I shall start my plannings for the holiday too. I'd not like to waste my two months holiday away without achieving anything.

Some of you are having exams next week? Good Luck To You Peeps~~

Wa...I am kinda worried for my As result which will be revealed on 17th August. T_T...I have a strong feeling that I didnt do well for this particular exam..how! how! how! Although I can retake the exam next year..I wouldnt appreciate that coz I would be stressed up like hell. Arghhh..its futile to cry over split mlik..but who will not be worried for their results..=_=...

What else..what else..nothing else..What has happened today? Nothing has happened coz it was only 9am..and I somehow became sleepy again..haha ..so..Gd afternoon to everyone..and Good nitez to me..ZzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz

Words can be simple. Like means like, dont like means dont like. However, its the feelings that make the whole issue seem to be complicated. Some people are confused about their feelings while the rest are clear. There is no so-called solutions..there's no justice..there's no decisions. There is only...whether its through.

Things juz go differently when you yourself is entangled with the issue..then..its time to view this from other people's point of view. In short, dont think so much lahh..hahahx..sad then sad, happy then happy.

By the way, who gives him/her the opportunity to manuplate your feelings? You ..Who should be the master of your own feelings? You ..
The guys said, " Women are made up of tears.." This is to stop the girls from crying..haha..but women are stupid enough to be cheated. =P
( Now I am doing smthg that is called "Easier to be said than done!")

Muackx Muackx Muackx~~ Love you all~~

You never realise..do you? Stupid...I surrender.

♥ My World My Life

9:42 AM

♥17 June 2006

A girl like me..♥

Time to blog!!! Ding Dong Ding Dong~~! HSIU YA! be serious!!!

I never know..its so hard to miss people..yet cannot help myself but missing them...
Now..the A2 students are leaving the school. Although I havent been close with them, its a pity to state that I wont be able to see the active groups in the school when September comes..

My classmates are returning to their own countries too...Gonna miss them loads..

I guess people juz do the same thing when they leave their schools..they let people sign on their book..as an evidence tat "this special person" is once part of my life, whether to a large or little extent. However, I didnt do that while I was in Singapore..and I didnt regret. Instead, I obtained almost everyone's address and wrote a letter(christmas card..) during my december holiday.

For those who didnt receive..er..i think..you didnt give me the address..or..I wrote the address wrongly..meihsing told me tat I created many troubles for the postman coz he couldnt find meihsing's address. Oops..here I apologize!

Every night, I would pretend to be sleeping until my mom left my room..and I would start writing down the fragments of memories with the dim light on my bed..most of the times, I would wet my pillows when I think of the delightful moments tat I have spent with you guys and gals. hahax..well..I am sounding fake now..but its true. =) [er...dont believe oso nvm lah..>_<"]

Why am I doing this? Coz..instead of letting u all write down wat u wanna say to me..why not let me write down what I wanna say to u all? We maybe once very close, we maybe not. However, it doesnt matter..coz EACH OF YOU are special and nobody can ever replace your position in my heart.

At times, we will say or pen down "frienz forever", "keep in touch", "love you forever","i will always be there for you"..these kind of stuff..some of you think.."ohh!! crap! all those are never true!" while the rest would belive with all her/his whole heart. To me, I know how hard it is to achieve these promises...

When I am online, I am always in the school, having lessons and busy eating lunch..(our school has wireless network~~) When I am online at home, its around 2am to 8am in Singapore time..and seldom you guys go online.(if i am online for the whole day..means I am never there..coz I am probably downloading stuff and forget tat my msn is on..) Anyway.. I really tried..I really attempted to be there when you guys have problems tat u need somebody to turn to..

Apart from my part, you guys have been pretty busy too..with the school homework..the stress you gotta withstand..the projects tat u needa complete on time..settle the relationship problems and etc. T_T..and there are so many people..my speed of typing is never fast enough...

Sometimes, I promised to call..yet I didnt. Its not tat I forget..its juz tat...I cannot find the right time! You guys go to school in the morning..and I was in the school when you guys were free...and..dont scold me if I dont go back this year..gotta understand..its not the matter with my mom's permission..but the money she had earned through hardwork..(>_<) not tat i dont wan..

After what I have written, you may think I am juz finding excuses for my wrong behavious...you may think thats all gibberish..but anyway, I juz wanna say...

SORRY!

p.s. my internet connection is very bad..so a lot of times, i cannot receive what you have typed and vice versa. This is damn irritating when others are telling me important stuff!

Hope the 4e people had enjoyed the class gathering...=)
Sometimes, words unsaid bring more misunderstandings thatn you have ever expected.

oh..i believe everybody has talked bad behind other people's back and I wont deny that I never do tat before..but anyway, who is perfect? Juz tat..hahax..suddenly dun understan wat I wanna express...

Gd nitez to all!! Now very sleepy...(>_<)

♥ My World My Life

1:04 AM

♥10 June 2006

A girl like me..♥

hmmm..yay!! Very happy~~ hahahax. Although its a bit childish to use "happy", but then..nvm..=D
I had finally finished my exam this wednesday after 2 weeks' of torturing!!! however, we are still having lessons next week..T_T..but..hehex..can go out!!! yay!! I am going out tomorrow too..and I had already went out today.

Hmm..I think I dont write down what I had done..you all would find it monotonous..=) SO yeah..forget about the details..and!! yo!!! Juz know I have enjoyed then =D..

Dont complain I never post any photos..I was juz too busy to..should be? hahax...and..now I am lazy to upload all the photos here..so I think..i juz put one or two here..then the rest..i upload on another webby bah. Others oso post photos oh!! I wanna see whether you guys changed anot..later I cannot recognise you all..then v sad. (n_n) Er..anyone reading? =P

http://community.webshots.com/album/551221970FaOsxx

We went to the Park Hill, frienz climbed the tree and fell. Tats e end of our trip.

zZzzzzZZz...I am sleepy now..exhausted after whole day of walking around..so yeah..gd nite n sweet dreams to all!!!

Er...the blogger uploads the photos for a long time..so yeah..T_T..tired..I think its okay to click e webby above..hehex..nitez..

♥ My World My Life

12:46 AM

♥09 June 2006

A girl like me..♥

#1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint
#2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

I have been tagged.................this sounds very stupid to me!

Favourites
Favourite Colour:Skyblue
Favourite Food: Delicious Food
Favourite Song: Qing Fei De Yi
Favourite Movie: NIL
Favourite Sport: Badminton
Favourite Day of the Week:Friday, coz I can rest 2 days afterwards
Favourite Season:Spring, the colorful flowers and green grass make me feel great
Favourite Ice Cream:Chocolate/Strawberry

Currents
Current Mood: Delighted
Current taste: Hot chocolate..juz drank it.
Current Clothes:white short-sleeve t-shirt and red shorts
Current Desktop:Scenery with a house in the middle of the field
Current Toenail Colour: Pink…(they are supposed to be?)
Curent Time:9.25 uk time
Current Surroundings:Cosy..
Current Annoyances: HOT weather
Current Thoughts: Why am I doing this stuff !?

First
First Best Friend: Dear Dear
First Crush: Don’t be so nosy lah...=.=””
First Movie:E.T.
First Lie: When I first learn how to talk? =P
First Music: Some oldie love song..hahax

Lasts
Last Cigarette: I am a good girl so I don’t smoke!
Last Drink: Hot chocolate..still drinking..=D
Last Car Ride:hmm..Last Saturday..Is bus counted?
Last Crush:Told you, dun be so nosy already still ask..
Last Movie: Cannot remember e name..
Last Phone Call: My house..coz I juz reached home.
Last CD played: Twin’s latest cd playing on my guaridan’s laptop

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: dated as in? going out together juz the two of us? Then yes~~ hahax
Have you ever broken the law:Who never broke the law?
Have you ever been arrested: I said, I am a goodie..
Have you ever skinny-dipped:Crazy..at least I had my underwear on.
Have you ever been on TV: yeah..Mr khoo’s speech..hahax
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: Maybe when I was a baby? Anyway, in my memory, No.

5 things you are wearing
contact lens..awww..there aint even 5 things on me.

4 things you done today
1.Took pictures in the park
2.Watch some shows downloaded from internet
3.Ate lunch at PizzaHut
4. shower..

3 things you can hear right now
1.Birds chirping
2.ME typing the keyboard sound
3.Construction sound oustide..

1 things you do when you are bored:
1. Tell others that I am bored and chit-chat

5 people?
1.Yangyi
2.Samuel
3.Qinghui
4.Daren
5.Anh

Hmm..People I have chosen are very busy so I don’t know whether they will do it. Anyway, I finished my part. =D Told you! I am a good girl..wahahhahax!!

♥ My World My Life

9:46 PM

♥01 June 2006

A girl like me..♥

CRAIG DAVID

"Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)"

[VERSE 1]
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
But why are you making this thing drag on so long
(I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
(silly games)
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state
(in a state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

♥ My World My Life

9:40 AM