♥17 March 2006
A girl like me..♥
I have many craps to write..hehex...( so free arh...yes..very free...as for hw...erm..and as for studie..ermmm...later then see how...=_=")
=comment for Anh= ( if she reads it..)
Its kinda troublesome to leave comments by logging into friendster. -_-..sry arh..I am lazy to log in for the second time..
Anyway, I just wanna say. I feel the same. =)
I agree that you will be disappointed that if you hold higher hope. But wont it be boring if you are not looking forward to anything? Even it might not happen..Maybe the thought of looking forward to it will make you happy? I think liife are full of ups and downs..
( you never know in a few years' time. Just believe that things do change after years, okay?)
=Schools=
I will be taking my AS examination in this coming June so I am kinda stressed up now..or not really..had been fooling around anyway..wahahx..but I am going to work hard!!! I must achieve as many As as possible ( though I only take 5 subjects...) so that I can go to LSE! hehehex....*picturing a beautiful dream in my brain*...
I was in a bad mood this morning because of my chemistry test. how much I get !? 15 out of 30..that's the worst result in year 2006! ( though i believe there will be more...-_-") Anyway, Ming sensed it and asked me to work hard. Zzzzzzzzzz.......entirely speechless.
After that, he helped to copy the chemistry note becoz basically I was doing nothing other than staring at the teacher blankly ( not in a rude way..). Well..I was supposed to be thankful but his handwriting is @#$%^&..it is comparable with a few people in my used-to-be 4e class.. if you get what I mean. I guess I had to redo it again..hahax..thats ungrateful of me isnt it?
=English=
Many ppl commented that my English will be improving lots since I have come to England. But I think..that wont happen. So dont expect me to speak with a British English accent that sounds entirely alien to me..You see the way I am typing? It is not making much progress~~ My vocabularies are definitely very limited.
I had a English IELTS mock exam this week..listening..speaking..reading..writing..Easy anot? You will know if you do it..( but u wont do it..)...anyway..You will be wondering.."What the hell is the problem with Singapore O levels!"
=blog=
In the past, I used to think
"Why am I managing a blog?"
"What's the use of writing blog?" ..Blah blah blah..
These questions didnt bother me much but it stops bothering me now! hahax...
According to weirong, blogs are supposed to be read by the others. ( what if there is nobody to read my blog? Then shall I continue writing? )
In fact, I agree to that statement to a certain extent..* sounds like I am doing Social Studies again!! wahahax..*
I write blog because I dont wanna leave my life blank. You may say there are photos but you only take photos on special days. Who will go around and take photo everyday? Not crazy or what..
You dont take photos everyday but that doesnt mean that you are only living on those days you take photos! It is just fragments of my past..thats all..not to write to cater readers' interests or what..why should I do that anyway? I wont get any money... means i would do that if i got money..hehex..
You may argue that it is a waste of time..my effort may go down the drain when blogger is shut down...Well..I can only say. Anything lah..shut down then too bad lor. too suay already
And why write blog instead of writing a diary? Hmmm...Sometimes I wanna convey the message to all of you? Sometimes I am lazy to pen all my thoughts down?
Human beings are always changing. Can you remember the old way you used to think when you were young? For me, I dont.
=friends=
Do you know who is your true friend? Who is your best friend? Who is merely your friend? Do you know who really cares about you or they are just pretending to care?
And..does it matter?
If one day you have realised that you dont own any true friends, are you going to lose contact with all your friends?
I dont think so..thats extreme
I cannot remember clearly, but I know there is a saying " Do what others do to you to the others"...I dont know how to say..anything lah..
I was thinking..Well..If there is no beginning, then you are not going to do anything? eg. In the chat room, everyone will be waiting for others to talk to them. That is silly....=_="
But what I know is...If you have done something to the others but they are not doing the same. Initially, it is okay..it is fine. I dont mind..but as times go by, you will become tired..tired of beginning everything..Like my Taiwanese friends...all that..Well..although I am not demanding anything from them. Sometimes, you have to think positively. Something little you do may just cheer up another person's day!
I have my worries..I have my worries that I cannot maintain the frienship I used to have. But now, why should I care if they dont...I am not perfect so I wont have the time to keep in touch with practically EVERYONE! I wonder who could..DUDE~!
anyway, It's not that you dont know how to maintain a friendship, its whether you want it. One way or another.. nothing is counted as an excuse. But then...everyone has a new life. Cannot blame anyone de lah..means..kekex..also dont blame me..I am not saying i will do that though!
= a person=
Is there a person who used to be special in your heart?
Although years have gone by,
you are still wondering how their lives have become?
Is there a person who used to be very close to your heart?
Although years have gone by,
you are still bothered whether to talk to him/her?
Is there a person who used to leave deep footprints in your heart?
Although years have gone by,
you are still thinking whether to send him/her a Christmas card,
whether to wish him/her Happy Birthday?
Is there a person whom you have done something wrong to?
Although years have gone by,
you are still consdering whether to apologise?
( although he/she may not have remebered the accident..)
Is there a person whom you are constantly reminded of?
Although years have gone by,
you still have the urge at times to ring him/her up or send an email
just to ask " Hi! How are you?"
Is there a person whom you miss the most?
Although yeras have gone by,
you are still picturing the beautiful past you once have ?
just that it is impossible to have it again..he/she may not be there any longer.
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YES I DO!
I will end here..A bit exhausted after pouring out all my thoughts..
Dear Bloggie! Gd Nitez N Sweet Dreams~~
WAHAHA...I am crazy !!!!!!!!!!!
By the way..
Chenyuan's nickname is...nice!!!! (>_<)
Here it goes...从现在开始我只需疼你一个人 要宠你不能骗你 答应你的每一件事情呢都要做到对你讲的每一句话都要真心 不能欺负你， 要相信你 别人欺负你，我要在第一时间出来帮你 你开心呢，我就要陪着你开心 你不开心呢我就要哄你开心 永远都要觉得你是最漂亮的 梦里面也要见到你
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