A Girl Like Me..

♥28 December 2005

A girl like me..♥

Havent written blog for a long time..Went back to taiwan and only be back by today. Had a lot of fun in taiwan. Simply describe...I ate lots, did facial, rebond hair, read comics, played computer games, went shopping, mountain climbing, went to grandparents' house, wrote cards n letters, played puzzle, played piano, went to theme park on Christmas.

New Year 2006 is coming! New Year Wishes!

This Year, Year 2005, I have played three big games. Although I was unable to control the situation, I was the only one who knew everything ( at least more than others, I think.) Now I realise what consequence curiosity will bring upon me. Before people tell me something, they will say " Sometimes,it is better not to now this." WEll..I will always reply, " You only make me suffer by not telling me."

Yeah. Quite true. I want to know that everything happens around me because I do not like to be a perosn who does not know anything, like a real sotong as people had called me. In these three games, I had won none of them. For the first one, I did not bother too much and it turned out to be fine. No win no loss. For the second game, I have regretted for whatever I have done . I lost badly. For the third game, I took another step in order not to let history repeats itself. However, still, I regretted again though history did not repeat itself.

No matter what I do, things do not seem right!

They are chesses, I am observer. The players are not me and I cannot decide. I dont think anyone understands what I am writing. Its okay and it doesnt matter. Everything is over and have become the past. No use bothering over the past...

♥ My World My Life

6:19 PM

♥03 December 2005

A girl like me..♥

Class 4E is the best class I have ever been and I really appreciate everybody in the class a lot. I had never regretted coming to 4E though we had to face the huge stress. I had a lot of FUN in this class and there are no words that can express my feelings fully.

I could find my friends everywhere! In class and on the phone, I had found Shierly, Hafidz and Anh. Three of them are my best friends that share problems with me and I find my importance there.They are just...kind!

In msn, I had found Weirong, Daniel and Kok Chuang. These 3 guys are really sweet because they chat with me when I am extremely bored and comfort me whenever I am sad. Of course, they are more naggy too...(=_=) Hehex. I miss playing pool with you!

In 4E, Xiao yun, Wynne, Angela, Sarly, Meihsing, Jasmine,Daren were always together. They joked around with me and they were never running out of topics to talk about! ( though some are really bad gossips, I enjoy! hahax.)

I wont forget to mention about Netty, Natalia, Shierly, Gwen, Samantha and Sylvia.They are this group of crazy people that make people laugh their heads off. Without them, 4E wont be 4E...They are always lively and full of ideas to make their lives interesting. Of course, I had to thank them not leaving me out for any gathering! (>.<) Very touched!

Apart from that, there are quiet ones like Jinyee, Yirong, Leeping, Esther and Suaidah.Leeping always attempt to call me once in a while to keep information updated because we are too busy handling stuff in the school. Esther usually send me those kind of cute and touching sms though I dont have extra sms to reply her. Jinyee and Yirong would just smile shyly whenever I talked to them. ( That's adorable!) Su'aidah is as cute as a cat and she likes to eat fish. hehex.

Weiling pinched my ear till very shiok. Really speechless but she is an independent girl to me.

Those I am not really close to are Aesha and Jessica. Sorry that I did not have the time to get close to you...and I guess I did not treat you two nice enough. Here, I apologise.

Well, thats enough about the girls. Let's talk about the guys.

Chin yong, Jonas and Victor are definitely attention-catching! They would fool around and make all kinds of jokes to make you laugh! Of course, most of them are sacarism ! Hahax. Sorry if I ever hit you too hard. ( Maybe I should say this to all guys.) Anyway, they are crappy!

Those who are not so open to girls is Jun Xiong and Samuel,Jun Jie. Whenever I see them, I feel funny. How can guys reaction so different to boys and girls. To girls, they are quiet. To guys, they are noisy. Jun jie, I miss talking to you on the phone! hehex. Must keep in Touch! My DEAREST prom night partner.

Not really close to Gilvin and Mervyn. I know they are hardworking. However, they must be more confident in themselves!( Should be.....?)

Teck hua is the most noisy guy in the class. Wihout him, our class would not be as vibrant as it is. I think everyone feels the same way as me! Although sometimes he really annoys me on purpose, he has his cute side. =P

Joel who is voted for the most crazy guy in the class, is our chairman too! Honestly, he wanted this position just for his CCA POINTS!! -_- Really wonder what he had done because I had only seen vice-chairman( natalia) doing the job. Well, he worthes to be respected for his crazynesss.

Eric is the guy who is NEAR ME! Hahax. I dont know why but its fated that we sit together? Until the end of my secondary life, Eric, Kiat Sheng and Wynne had brought much memory. To express in a sentence, they BULLY ME!!!! hahax. I am pervertic because I like it. (+_+)

Well...I hope I did not miss out anyone in our class ? I have counted 40 people. Hehex. Hope I did not forget how to calculate the number of people.

Anyway... I just...

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Class 4E Rox!!!

WEll. In my secondary life, I will not forget about my outside class friends too. Most of them are in Class 4D. Samuel, Yangyi, Qinghui, Xiaoyan, Xianing are people that I hang out with.

In secondary 3, there are ChenYuan, An Zhen, Zhi Ying, PeiYing, Yingping, Wanlin! They still have one year in Secondary school and I wish them BEST Of the LUCK for their exams, especially the O levels! Biondi, Leewei, Nicholas, Kenneth and Ambrose are internet friends! hehex.

Samuel and Yiwen...Remember that night okay? I was never so honest before. Thank you for letting me trust people again.

Hope to keep in touch with each one of you.

Please do not forget me ! I will not forget you too...All of you had an impact on me...

Writing till the end
Tears are rolling down
Once more
I cannot bear to leave
But...
It's time to let go
Reluctantly...
I must get ready
For my new challenges
In my new life

♥ My World My Life

4:41 PM

♥01 December 2005

A girl like me..♥

Someone wrote this after the 9/11 world trade centre bombing...

This has been kept alive and moving since 9/11. In memory of all those who perished this morning; the passengers and the pilots on the United Air and AA flights, the workers in the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, and all the innocent bystanders. Our prayers go out to the friends and families of the deceased.

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,

I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time

that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss

and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,

so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
W! ell I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance

to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"

And certainly there's another chance

to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,

and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you

and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss

and you were too busy to grant someone,

what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"

"Please forgive me,"

"Thank you," or "It's okay."

And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

♥ My World My Life

12:03 PM

♥

A girl like me..♥

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Class 4E Rox!!!

Samuel and Yiwen...Remember that night okay? I was never so honest before. Thank you for letting me trust people again.

Hope to keep in touch with each one of you.

Please do not forget me ! I will not forget you too...All of you had an impact on me...

Writing till the end
Tears are rolling down
Once more
I cannot bear to leave
But...
It's time to let go
Reluctantly...
I must get ready
For my new challenges
In my new life

♥ My World My Life

3:45 AM