♥18 November 2005
A girl like me..♥
Finally...After 3 years of "torturing", O level has ended today!! Some people were so thrilled after exam that they shouted out loud (eg. ANh!) and Samantha tried to hug me. (>_<) Sorry to push her away, was shocked at that one moment and that is my reflex action. Feeling so guilty right now. Hehex. Anyway, smiling faces were seen everywhere and I noticed that even myself could not stop smiling like an idiot. Hehex. Before the exam, we were worried about exams. After exam, we were MORE worried about what to do all the time! Sounds confusing that we really have lots of stuff to do and to complete, especially those we could not or did not have time to do before the Os. For instance, some people planned to play games throughout the night (like weirong), some plan to find a part-time job to earn some income and some planned to read comics till falling asleep (like me...hehex). Well..everybody was too excited! However, I suddenly felt that I had lost one aim - to score in O levels. Somhow, I was a bit disappointed...this is the last time that we took exams together. =)Although today I was supposing to have fun with " Dinner ", I could not attend as my mom did not allow me to. Overall, it was quite okay because..I still have my comics and television!!For those who talked to me in msn, sorry for not replying as I was too busy reading comics to even care about my computer. ( I was wondering why I was still online... =_=".) Hahax..But it seems that they know me quite well. When I was not replying, they knew I was reading comics or watching vcd.eg. Kok chuang, Chen Yuan, Yangyi and Samuel. Hey! I did other things at times too hor!! Haix..Some girls like xiao yun's group also stayed at home. Their main purpose is to watch televsion, the 7pm as well as 9pm show. They sound to be crazy over " Prince turns into frog" ( go and translate into Chinese on your own..) I was going to lend vcd and watched till shiok. Wahaha!!Now my biggest headache is prom night. I didnt even have found my dress. Arghh~ Frustrated. It was so hard to find and I only had 6 days left ? (=_=) Anyone please save me..hahax...For the last two weeks staying in Singapore, I did not want to have any arguments with my friend. It would be nasty of me as well as a waste of time if I did that. I felt that...Sometimes you might feel lonely and nobody cared about you. Well...That's not quite true. Maybe you will blame your friends for not caring about you because they are too busy occupied with something.Just look from a different angle, I believe everyone does the same thing to others. Not to all people, but to some. If not, they are just TOO perfect. BUT!! GOD says nobody is perfect..( only those who are nearly perfect...wahaha)My mom does not allow me to have a part-time job. She said I would either mess up the whole thing or quit in one day's time. She looked down on me..Well..but I think that way too..WAHAHA!! haix..I am so useless...cannot even cook an egg.
Even at our age, some people start to realise something. They are brave enough and strive hard for their future dreams. Being determined, they don't give up earsily. They are not afraid of being laughed at, why should they anyway? It is great to have your own dream. Never be shy to say it out loud! For me, I wanted to be a kindergarden teacher because children are just ADORABLE!!! ( My brother's comment is..You are a pervert and your face will scare all kids till they cry..) That hurts arghh..=P Somhow, I gave up that dream. Due to the cruel reality, I think it is better for me to earn more money. I, being more materialistic, should be an accountant. Anway, I am interested in numbers (-_-+..though I am more interested in children..hehex..~_~). I want to earn money not only for me to meet my basic need, but to satisfy my wants too! Of course, most importantly, I must suppor my parents mah!! Wahahax..nvm..My brother WILL sure help me. I think he is more talented in Sciences. Same parents, same family background, undergo the same education,watch the same shows, eat the same thing....How come we look so different and our characters are soooo different! ( The only person who say we look alike is CHEN YUAN!! WEll..something is wrong with his eyes liao..wahahax...)-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=One way to be happy...Treasure what you have and do not think of those you do not have.One way to be sad...Always compare yourself with those who are leading better lives than you.One way to be angry...Think how your friends betray you.In short, It is easier to say than to be done. WAHAHAX!! BULLSHITING AGAIN!!Byebyex arh~ Hope everybody enjoy the time after O levels. For the sec 3s, try to relax a bit!! Eventually, it is HOLIDAY!!!! but dont slack lah...:DTo my dearest brother, I will send you items that I told you I would send 3 weeks ago. I will get it done by tomorrow. Just forgive me bah. WAHAH!!Now I am so happy. Later look at my result...see if I will be delighted anot. Maybe I will be feeling stupid why I was so happy now after I had received my result. For NOW...HECK lah..Very early LIao. I'd better get some sleep before being ready for the activities tomorrow. Good Night and Sweet dreams!
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