♥27 April 2005
A girl like me..♥
Hehex..I havent been online for quite a long time..everyday is not studying, then it is sleeping, smsing, talking on phone,eating, listening to music. It is kinda of routine to me. Tomorrow is the first examination day of mid-year. It is not suprising that nobody in 4E is online today ( except for Tecky I guess.) Why am I here then ? I think I am over stressed and is gonna be crazy soon. Haha...not funny. When I read other people's blogs, it seems that almost everyone is complaining about the stress on studies, how much hw there are, how many tests...blahx3. All teenagers face this problem and it sounds so different when it comes to you. Just same as what I say, people are selfish. hehex..( it might be a wrong thinking...but who cares anyway) Many incidents have occured for the last few days and I dont know how to describe my feelings...I am not sure...but just forget about it will do. My way of facing problem doesnt improve after so many lessons...AVOiD it and dont think about it anymore..though sometimes certain thgs remind me of it. Just stay happy will do yeah? Isnt that what everyone is expecting of me or what I am expecting to others ?LaLaLa ~ ~ Life is full of ups and downs...In taiwan, I have never faced this kind of study stress before. I cannot say that Taiwan education system is not strict, but it was ME who did not pay attention in class at all. Of course, I was still loaded with tuitions. However, did you all think that I really listen ? No way man!! Tuition centre is another place to mingle around with interesting people who make you laugh till you are kinda crazy. Though they are not longer present in my life, or it seems to be that way.Sec 4E and 4D had gone through A-Z Career Courses from 2.30pm to 5.30pm yesterday. Quite monotonous in the beginning and I was falling asleep..or maybe I was too tired after having so many lessons. I like the part of analysing characters. W 36 CommanderX 37 Charm*** ( watever it spells )Y 41 ConsiderateZ 31 CorrectLook..it suprises me to be Y type of people. Most of them think that I should be X..never mind, not much difference anyway. One point comes to me is that...my Z is the lowest and Z are all clever people ( sob..I know I am stupid..haiz) Anyway, appreciate what I own as the grass on the other side of the cliff is always greener. Hehex... these 2 classes do not reflect the real population !! Problems only exist when you think they are. These applied to most of my problems, but maybe it is just my way of ignoring it. Who knows... :DOkay.. I think it is time for me to study. Maybe tomorrow I will be as nervous as an ant on the boiling pot ( translated frm Chinese ) . OH~ Damn, I hate the feeling of being NERVOUS !! WHY IS THERE SUCH A LANGUAGE CALLED ENGLISH !!!! >.<>
Cya..Bloggie..after writing abt complaints in my life. hahax, there is a song named...
WELCOME TO MY LIFE !!
WAHAHHAHAX...shoo shoo, dont want dont want. I am gonez.
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