Hoo~~today is a great day to me, I seldom have such a good mood recently..tats rite..i shd be happier most of the time and throw away all my troubles..juz wanna stop hurting myself and others..that is xin ku..look at the garden, look at the doggy..it is so great!! Pebble is adorable and its eyes are as innocent as babies, though it is not so energetic recently, i wonder if it is sick..poor little thing.

This is week i obtain 2 full marks..physics and A maths, i was quite surprised honestly..then..in my mind, i was thinking..i can only obtain full marks for little tests lik 10 mark one..how sad..but anyway!I am happy!!

weird..i keep saying i am sad and happy..>.<

This week is NORMAL..normal till i wanna commit suicide liao..haha...tats rite..wat i write doesn really mean wat i feel..?but i am not sure about it..time juz passes lik tat without waiting for u..No way i can grab it tight, make it stop..NO WAY!!!
Memories lighten with time..you wont feel the anger you have felt last time..at least not tat much i guess..of course..the happiess and sadness go with the same theory..

Forget the past is impossible but i ..continue to be..or..??
okay..right now, i am in a confusion state..so better stop here..or else if i continue writting, i wont understand or even know what i am writing..maybe i will say more things that are meant to hurt peopole..

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Bye~~