A Girl Like Me..

♥26 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

2day is so suay okay!

at first nat offer me to taxi with her and drop me at anoth bus stop.Of course i said yes!! I thought i could reach home earlier than before but no!That idiot bus didnt come until I had been waiting for at least 20 minutes! What the heck! I even saw jun xiong getting off from the bus when i was getting onto the bus. FINE!!! This means i wont be able to go popular today! It is okay..

On bus 197, I saw a very gross scene.. An old man and a 20 or 30 plus woman sat together. One hand of the old man was moving around or touching the woman's thigh while a hand of woman put on the man's thigh.."Asshole them lor"..I am thinking myself. They couldnt be husband and wife coz the age gap is too big!! I am more sure with t truth later on..I heard part of their conversation...>.<
**In chinese**

Man: U know those old men at the coffee shop near tanjong katong is very dirty and pervert!!

(Me Thinking: are not you same as them? u r so fake..)

Woman: Oh, i know you are different from them..

(my foot la..wat u wan is their money only..)

Man: of course I am different from them..blah blah blah..

(watever!!)

...CONVERSATION LOST...

Man: Even if you wanna trade with me..i will..blah blah..blah..

(of course u dont mind la..who knows wat u 2 have done already..)

Woman: OH!!(in tat kind of sweet sweet fake voice) I dont mean it..really i dont, i am different from those women u see. I dont want ur....

(wolau..u more fake..wan money then say la..act act in front of ppl..damn!)

Man: yah..u r different, or else i wont be together with u..

(ya..u r rite..she is 'more pretty n sexy' tat u choose her mah..wonder if u noe how old you are n wat u look like..)

...I GET OFF BUS...feeling a sudden urge of anger!!

OKay la..maybe i add a bit here n there..but i know lor!! I didnt accuse them wrongly..where got ppl put their hand on other's thigh de..only 3 years old kid believe la..er..NO LOR!! even 1 yr old baby oso wont believe..I guess they have already *** before..or GOING to...but no need to act till so damn fake mah! Not my business la..i busybody to hear their conversation..

>.< dont say i am dirty la..near my house hv pubs and i k see sexy woman being together with men in the night..My tutor say they wear cloth have pattern one..all white together, all red..then wat wat wat..Hate those idiot old bei bei in the coffee shop..my tutor say they'll stare at the gals lik dunno wat..(of course wont be me, i too ugly..haha)

Maybe the gals are forced into this...but anyway..WHO KNOWS!!!

So sickening to hear all these..

Then now my house have to walk a long distance..under the hot sun..even i wan die la..then got ppl reparing the gate..VERI noisy..guess bigger than 120dB liao!! So annoying 2day..haiz..

Gonez liao la!!

_~!BOOH!~_

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8:27 AM

♥23 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

Today I woke up at about 5 o'clock in order to see my brother off in the Changi airport. Expectedly, I didn't cry or do anything mushy to my dear brother. I don't know why but I hate that type of mushy atmosphere, so disgusting! Chen yao and 2 of other friends..Hope everything is alright with them..

Nothing much to mention..Anyway today is just another boring day! Everyone is screwed up with the english article 'I can make a difference' and some said that article is counted in english CA. Game over this time..>.<

Fish is new to MSN but he learnt fast. At least he typied faster than me when I learnt about computer for the first time. It is fun~~

Nothing more...Lonely at home~~

Mom, tutor and guardian have been repeating a sentence 'you have to work hard' around my ears for the past 2 days and still continuing...Stress sia!!

'Differnt people have different thinkings when an incident has happened. However, it doesnt mean who is wrong as this is cannot be controlled. What matters is what have you learn from the incident.' So true~~

For example, you might have selfish thinking flick through your mind when something happened and others dont. It is not wrong! But we must correct it..

Next week all secondary 4 pupils are required to go for flag day fund raising on saturday. Hooray! Another time to go out..though it is not so fun..-.-||

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7:06 AM

♥22 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

yesterday n today i went out..mainly is to eat lunch la..

FRI: i go so far til woodland to eat chicken..then go take comics n cd..SO tiring tat i slept on the car..nothing much to tok abt

SAT: 2day in morning leeping wake me up at 715...mm..went back to sleep..then 730 alarm clock ring..only wake up my right hand to press it off..then 745..my mom wake me up..FINALLY I get up frm bed..then sit on bed, daydreaming abt nothing..action veri slow lo..only until 8.10 then i am prepared..go bedok interchange..waiting for leeping n angela as i am too ealry..

While I am waiting by the chair, a old man asked me to sit aside so that he had space to sit. I obeyed his instruction and continued to read a book which was borrowed from school library. Abruptly, he started talking and I dont know who he is talking until he stared at me. well, this is not the first time that old people(stranger) talk to me and share their experience. What can i do? LISTEN!!
As i felt that it is good to listen to them..in fact i like to listen people talking so that i dont have to worry about what topics to talk about. He said about his old stories..mainly what i have heard is 'ya pian makes people lazy' and he said many others though i didn understand some of them. When his daughter came, he juz left and said good bye to me..=.=
(mama told me not to talk to strangers, i am guai, only nod my head)

After that, discussing about the compo..nothing much to mention.

Go Swensens and ate lunch with tutor, brother and Chen yuan. Chen yuan is my brother's friend and he is nice (should be..) Tomorrow have to wake up early..EARLY..>.<

TAts all i guess..bye bye to you all..(though no one reading..) hahax..lame

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11:35 AM

♥20 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

hey..everything is alright again..yu guo tian qing..^__^
has become happier!! hahax

another new worry is bio..how come study so long liao stil fail de..so sad over it..I dont believe it..i really FAIL!!! sad sad sad..must study longer??

Chem test coming soon..so fast de..>.<

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3:18 PM

♥17 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

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1:41 PM

♥15 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

Hoo~~today is a great day to me, I seldom have such a good mood recently..tats rite..i shd be happier most of the time and throw away all my troubles..juz wanna stop hurting myself and others..that is xin ku..look at the garden, look at the doggy..it is so great!! Pebble is adorable and its eyes are as innocent as babies, though it is not so energetic recently, i wonder if it is sick..poor little thing.

This is week i obtain 2 full marks..physics and A maths, i was quite surprised honestly..then..in my mind, i was thinking..i can only obtain full marks for little tests lik 10 mark one..how sad..but anyway!I am happy!!

weird..i keep saying i am sad and happy..>.<

This week is NORMAL..normal till i wanna commit suicide liao..haha...tats rite..wat i write doesn really mean wat i feel..?but i am not sure about it..time juz passes lik tat without waiting for u..No way i can grab it tight, make it stop..NO WAY!!!
Memories lighten with time..you wont feel the anger you have felt last time..at least not tat much i guess..of course..the happiess and sadness go with the same theory..

Forget the past is impossible but i ..continue to be..or..??
okay..right now, i am in a confusion state..so better stop here..or else if i continue writting, i wont understand or even know what i am writing..maybe i will say more things that are meant to hurt peopole..

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Bye~~

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9:12 AM

♥14 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

Another bOring day~~

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2:27 PM

♥13 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

This week is veri suay week lor..esp with mrs fong!!!

During ss lesson, i sat next to shie and then she asked me to message her..then i oso veri sian, so i obey la! After a few min, fong walked towards me and shouted
"U GAY OR WAT!! U BECOM MORE AND MORE NAUGHTY!! DONT U DARE TO TOUCH HER ANYMORE!!"
...she saw i touching shie hand..sia la..at tat moment, wanna cry already okay!!
but it is too embarrassing, so i tolerate lor..the whole class laughed...n...after tat..when whole class stopped laughing...damn hafidz he is stil laughing!! Wolau, tat time feel veri wat okay!!! Immdietaily..i sms him and asked him to shut up liao..
HAIZZ!!!!!! After tat..i do cried a bit during recess la..only a few tears..then many ppl say y shd i care abt her!! But i stil do lor!!! Hate her to the core liao!!

After going home, i told tis to my mom n my tutor, then they even say my attitude have prob!! i know my fault la! But she dun hv to say til lik tat wat!!!tat time i wanna commit suicide liao..i cried..and slept..when i wake up..oso duno how la..go n play pc..damn ppl online stil wanna tok abt it..so i left tat converstaion..heck care..

Then one day i went home n bought eggtart..sia la...it juz dropped out of the bag in front of the shop..but that salesgal is nice..coz she gv me another one without charging me extra money..i am grateful and thank you to her!!

i bumped into samuel when i was playing wif wei ling on the way home..then..i say sorry..he oso never say anything..wonder if he is angry..haiz..my fault..

er..wat else to tok ah..actually a lot of things to say one leh..tml have a party..but dun feel like going..think it is sianz..hahax..furthermore, mom oso wont allowed one..so forget it bah.

many ppl moving house leh..nat, anh, daren, me , sam!! all moving in dec or jan..haiz..but i think i worst..moving to smaller room.

Then...dunno y lor..hafidz...idiotic..never do his duty..never arrange wat date who do wat duty one...then i become the one who is wiping board every day!!..worse is mrs khoo ask me to pay for her..duno wat to answer liao okay..

mmmm..nothing else le bah..hehe..bye to u all..

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6:16 AM

♥03 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

Today is first day of school....SO SIAN!!! Everything repeats again..feeling nothing to do and shock to hear have tests on FIRST week of school..sob..gonna study hard for it.. Then Mervyn say wil have bio n chi test as well..if wat he said is true..I might strangle him..though i am not powerful enough..hohox..Juz kidding la..feeling headache leh!! How!! Giddy giddy...

Gotta Gotta Gotta....

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10:58 AM

♥02 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

feeling troubled n sick at home, so does my brother. He see the doctor n doc say it could be chang wei yiang..damn him lo..he looks young but we stil go to t hospital..Sia la! No okay! it is juz common flu..he crazy..make us to go hospital in middle of night..my mens come, so my stomach veri pain..must rest.

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11:03 AM

♥01 January 2005

A girl like me..♥

Happy New Year!!

School gonna open..but hw haven finished..coz i am feeling veri sick now...VERi troubled..dunno over wat..K c classmates again..but hor..=.=..dunno..

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6:42 AM