Ah..exams..exams..tests..tests..asshole..asshole.. = =

Final yr exam has already cum so i must work harder..in order to repay my time for playing 2 much pc..although i am stil touching it now. I tin i am veri stressed up but i dunno if others r t same as me..guess they r too..coz.i really not in mood to observe anyone liao. I am Tired enough..almost everyday sleep over 12 o'clock. Then wake up so early..oso wont feel sleepy 1. Everyday before i go sleep, i will tin..'wat if i didn do well?', 'wat if i fail any of my subjects?'..a lot of wat if la..but k not change anything as life goes on.

Then hor, when pp get veri stressed, they wil blame other people..tats...TEACHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!
WEl, it is not rite to say tat they r wrong but teens lik us oso almost k not stand it any longer. Tis week we hv 7 tests leh!! Then mrs Tay so wat okay! i ask her if t test on wed is counted, then she say yes! HOwever!!!! it is not at all!! She cause me to study until wanna gv up, cause me wanna drop bio! it is becoz of her!! maybe it is my own fault not to study..so? i juz wanna push all the blames on other pp rite now la.

It is lik i am in the middle of a big circle, with 9 balls bouncing up n down on the circumference. 9 subjects rep 9 subjects n i hv to rush here n there at a fast speed to hit 9 balls to keep it up in the air, not to let it fall. Up means better grade n fall means t opposite. If i go hit tis, other 8 subjects start fall...n same to t others. It is so tiring tat i hv to keep 9 balls afloat in t air. How i wish to hv 9 hands to hit all of them..haiz..imagination run wild.

Luckily my chem n e maths test okay okay..Haiz..but must improve more..until lik mid yr lik tat. Then i wil be satified, but i tin..quite impossible..dunno la..everything squeeze up in my little brain liao.

Then hor, 2day i keep turning back to Chin Yong as i wanna borrow chem file!! I didn bring anything abt chem coz..Haiz..i forget. Last nite i go pack my bookshelf (full of bks!) until nice nice, then i forget to bring!! I stupid lor..Then Mrs Tay go ask me if i gonna turn the position of my chair, n face to face wif Chin yong. The whole class laugh n i feel so angry okay!! Ya la, wrong of me to study chem during bio lesson! SO?? Then sam oso kena sabo..coz Mrs Tay oso tok abt her!

Everytim i get teased becoz of my stupid act. Last time lik tat, tis time oso. Then daniel stil go n say..HAiz..i dunno la..maybe one day i wil juz break down bah..WHo to blame?? myself lor..stupid idiot.

Mrs Khoo say there is a student who has act over border on the friendship..then get hit, then fits. i am thinking..am i too much sometimes? maybe i shd consider abt my behaviour..

Then weiling say i seem not in gd mood for whole day. Wel, i dunno..maybe i look serious bah. Recently quite a few pp tel me abt tat..then i oso stop going down for recess..dunno y. i feel guilty when going down, doing nth but juz chatting..though i enjoy it, it seems not the rite time for me to do so.

i saw ying ping, ah zhen , zhi ying n pei ying 2day..wan lin not around. Then i feel so happy..hehe..dunno y!!wahhaah..

I am here..wishing everyone all the best for ur final exam..