haiz..for 2 days i veri sad already. Yesterday i cried n 2day i cried again. Wat t hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!feeling lik crazy woman lik tat..damn every1 la.

Yesterday i beg my mom to let me go Thailand at t end of yr for 2 wks but my mom kept saying 2 dangerous liao. Then at last i gv up lor..as i am stil going back to Taiwan for nov hol. How i hope to go Thailand n c how poor the children there are..i oso wanna tak care of them mah..i know i am veri fortunate to own so many things already..anyway..gv up. Adam Khoo say we hv to grab our chance n try bravely..but..with so many constrictions. HOw to change myself leh?
Finally..i cried lor.but didn let mom noe la..later she sort of worried. Then becum crazy n sms pp around. sms samuel til 1 pm..really...siao..hahahaha

Then 2day is National day mah..stil hv tuition okay!!!! I feel so tired to study..not in mood la..At 5 oclock,my tutor is leaving n i am delighted. However...shit her la..stil gv me chemistry hw!!!! Chem is not t 1st paper i tak wat!! Hv not touched my Geo yet leh! sob..sob..
Then wo ren..ren til after she left.. I cried again lor. Feeling so wei qu n damn angry with her sia!

Wondering wat is life...always thinking tat qns but never get t correct answer. I hv been studying n studying...wat for leh??who noes. Then after o level when every1 is enjoying their life, i hv to study again.

write next time...samantha cal me now..