wow...tis time i hv a lot to say l.
After 4 days holiday, schol finally started again yesterday n i tin it is much more fun as well as crazy. 2 days be4 i sms pervert msgs with hafidz n then he went to tell everyone!(p.s. he starts it first hor...not my fault) He n i showed those idiot msgs around n everybody is lik 'OH MY GOD!!!' All of them say they didn expect me to be so..wel. They always tin i look veri innocent n has simple thinking but everytim i tell them tat i am not..they dun believ me! Now they go n say didn expect wat wat wat...wolau leh! hahaha...pp opinion abt hafidz oso change to a large extend..serve his rite la.
Then yest he say...bite butt la..hv sex la..banana..n lots lots la. wel..he say i bite sb(secret) butt n i was so damn shocked!!! He even told tat person..n i oso dunno y..tat person juz blushed.hahaha. Anh even keep saying i disgusting(but she stil cum n hug me!lol..)
yest during recess i received another gift frm yiwen. It is a photo frame n a card by so-called internet family..tin i am touched.
When i ask samuel to gv ambrose t comics..yiwen saw n asked tat she wan to read first...then i oso dunno wat to do. Watever la.they 2 so troublesome 1.
chem overall 70% n bio is 62%(same as daren) When some of us hv injection in library,every1 sad as i found out tat not only me, most pp grade is dropping.. Then we complain 2 each other a lot.(injection small case la..not painful at all)
Today is a sad n stressed day. I veri scared of geo as i only started studying t day be4 exam..hv to blame myself..play 2 much pc. Then i got my ss result 6/12..so damn depressed sia!!!!!!!!!!! after clas i even go n ask for marks but mrs fong juz wont gv me.haiz....
After tat i go toilet n cry. As i really k not tahan already, so many poor results n so many tests. Lucky only few pp noe tat i cried but...pp sitting around pp may feel i am a bit weird. Eyes swollen n red..during eng period..many times wanna cry again k!
During recess...hafidz kept wanna play with me abt 'sex issue' but i really not in mood to. I juz ignored every1 n dun wanna be with my classmates. I found yi n hui in canteen eating. They oso k c tat i am sad n cried..i feel grateful when they try to sooth me..even though i am stil sad.
I only cheer up after going back to clas when Daren gv me a doggy doll for late bd gift. I veri delighted to c tat little n cute doggy!!! Daren is such a nice guy! pp lik leeping,yirong,angela n daren said nth abt my weird behavior juz now n..i tin they mak me feel better. I am luving t class more n more liao,even lee ping feel in t same way.
hahaha..then in afternoon sex issue is brought up again. This time i argued with him loudly n every1 laughed..most kua jang is weiling..laugh til dunno wat. We tok abt giving birth n man's concave-shaped breast(sort of bah)..then in t end i k not finish my food as i laugh til veri full n no time oso..his fault la! every recess cum n disturb me 1.sia la..
To me, sex is a nomal thing as most pp wil experience it in future. Maybe i wont if i dun get married anyway. To me, making luv is k be toked, but k not be watched n k not be done..wahahahhaha...we shd look at tis in a more mature way mah. REMEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I AM NOT PERVERT,I AM MATURE!
Feeling relaxed after geo test..lik i am a bird n gonng fly into t sky,getting freedom! lol..every1 tok abt t answer n i tin i wrong wrong wrong lor. BUt of course! i wanna get gd result! even..i anyhow write..haiz.
After reading weirong blog, i find out tat one statement is unusual..'..hsiu ya will think i like to disturb her and always make her angry.. '..I have always been tinking is tat i disturb weirong a lot leh. I tin i oso disturb pp lik samuel a lot..but if they r disturbed, they oso wont tel me 1 wat. Unless they veri honest lor.
I tin i wanna write lots things on blog but everytim i forgot wat i wanna write 1..haz..poor memory. NO!!!!I AM GENIOUS! I BELIEVE IN MYSELF!!
WAHAHAHAHHAHA...evil laugh..learn frm daniel