A Girl Like Me..

♥31 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

2day is Teacher's day..at first i wanna gv mdm rogaya a gift..as she oso gv me biscuits to eat. However hor, yesterday natalia said tat mdm rogaya told her tat she wont be coming 2day lor...but then!!! When i go marine parade, i ran into yirong, then she said mdm got cum leh!!!!!! how leh..stil gonna gv??

In morning, never bring bk for silent reading..lucky KIND natalia go tear t bk n gv me n netty a part of it..ahhahah. Then weiling sat beside me, kept laughing coz of a chinese comics..aiyo..

Then Aceday...hv to dance mah. Some 3D pp..sia la..go n laugh at me, then eric say i am mrs Poh...only hair look lik mah! sob sob..idiot them..haiz haiz..hahaha...but quite fun..but veri n damn hot!!!!!!!!!!!

After tat our clas go to hall, i lend water from weilling...sia la! When i drinking, it ACCIDENTLY go into my nose..then......................I CHOK!!! wel..t water in my mouth...go onto mervyn n JJ's cloth..so sorry! But my skirt oso wet, lik i pee leh..So suay! Angela said tat i am easy to bully...really meh? then she n weiling ask me to be angry as they never c be4. wel..i didn la..coz nth to make me angry mah! hahaha!..hehe..wanna c?..wait long long bah.

After tat..performance quite sian. When i saw video..mrs wong's trademark! OMG!...hahaha.tinking of last nite wat nich n sam said.laugh laugh..

After tat, i wanna find Mr Goh as he say wil gv me hw..for last thu. BUT HOR!!! k not find him..then forget it..sia la. I ran to bus stop to find my bro then go back schol again! tiring k.

I go marine parade to buy lots things afterwards...hehe..saw some scholmates, but i dunno them.

Then go home tuition...wolau leh..so sleepy stil hv to tuition!!!! ..at last buay tahan, fall sleep in clas...then..kena scold lor..sad sad sad.

read others blog n seems they go back pri schol..so nice. I dun pri schol here so oso k not go 1..haiz.BUt if i k go taiwan, i oso wont go. I hate tat schol!

Eric kept saying i am Miss Poh..sob..sob..bully sia!

When samuel dancing, funny sia..really slow reaction..hehe..no offence. Who ask u to laugh at me! Then..at last..he dun dance liao..didn co-operate one.haha..piggy oink oink. Tis morning i greet him, he use idiot expression to reply sia..hahahahah..jk jk

Haiz..maybe moving house again..damn it.

Nth liao. i wanna be happy!!!

♥ My World My Life

2:29 PM

♥30 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

TO WEIRONG's COMMENT!!!..if u free..juz read..dun read juz forget it.

Honestly, weirong, i dun understand u.
i didn mean idiot when i type tat as i am not happy with u at tat time..ya..but i noe u dun care if i happy or not, u say it is none of ur busines..nvm..i dun care.

i dun hv answer to ur miserys but u r struggling, u r mentally striving for urself. we r always t same but we are always different as well, we hv different experiences of life but with lots similar thinking..guessing tis is a part of growing n learning.we hv lots of rebellious thinkings..

i wont tel u not to be sad, as i am sad. I wont tel u how to find a true friend as i dunno. I wont tel u how to
accept ur miseries as u noe those r not really miseries or u noe veri well how to handle it. U r lost..u r confused...

U k never be lonely as u hv lots pp caring for u, though they dun understand how u feel..n may treat u in t way u dislike. HOWEVER!! Isnt it gd to know tat somebody care for u? ur parents do, our classmates do, mrs beh do,every1 u noe do! It juz depends on t extent of their caring n whether u k feel it..well..honestly..t caring juz for a short time. After separating, i dun tin ur classmate care everyone except ur gd friends..

i feel wat xy says is veri true indeed..

..well..guess all these things r wat i wanna say to myself..sad..sad..

SMile to others N Laugh Out Loud bah..maybe it is all fake..maybe..maybe watever u tin..Juz brighten up ur day..wel..only sometimes it works la..but u never noe unless u try!

♥ My World My Life

4:54 PM

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A girl like me..♥

i tin read other people's blogs oso k affect mood one...idiot sia..every1 seem unhappy n write out their unhappiness into t blog! yin xiang wo de xin qing..i oso becum FAN liao la..

2day she say it feels peaceful n easy to be with me..then i am thinking..really ah?..wonder if others hv t same feeling..but i dun tin so bah..i stil k not do it..haiz..

Then hor, i 2day oso nth special one...wondering how cum others hv so many things to write,,is it becoz i am not FAN enough??hahaha...watever la.

Even u hv gd friends, u k not tel them everything as some people are only willingly to let u noe their secret, but not others. Therefore, if u tel ur gd friends abt them, they wil get angry n never tel u anything again..However, it really feels sad n depressed when others r toking n trying not to let u noe abt it. U ask them, then they wil say nth nth..but nvm la..not trusted then not trusted lor..dun be so busybody as well..

In friendster, i lik to c testimols from others as it represents wat other people think abt u...veri nice la..coz they wont go n write bad things..sort of unreal oso.but i lazy to write for others. HAHAHA

I veri weird, when i am happy, i love everyone n wont be angry one. Then when i veri angry or sad, i hate everyone..now i tin jun jie not bad liao leh...hehehe.

♥ My World My Life

3:25 PM

♥29 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

i hate myself n hate everyone...wahahah

we k not ask for love as we already have it.

Before u forget me...i wanna forget u first..so tat..i wont feel tat sad..

I love others easily, as well as hate not to love others easily.

Love is veri difficult to understand. Understand it n i noe tat reality is the unknown future, not myself.

I lied, I even lied in my dreams.
I lied in my dreams, so who i wanna deceive?

If u luv somebody, always wanna Own(occupy) him, tats not called love

sometimes, u r not waiting for things, chances or who.
U r waiting for time,
waiting for time to make urself change.

In our heart, every friendship is a world.
Before a friend reach, this world is not formed.
Maybe after meeting a friend, a new world will be borned.

No matter if i need u, u r always beside me. Thank you! you wont be able to get rid of me, u r already get too deeply involved with me. I love u.

Dun belief who told u.
U hv to believe wat u belief, for example, ME!!

A real friendship, increases good things in ur life, decreases bad things.
Try hard to find a good friend, a life without a friend, is lik living on an isolated island...
in a life, being able to find a real friend, tat is fortunate.
being able to continue t true friendship, tats happiness.

Holding ur friend's hand, walk through bad events,
use love n smile, let him feel ur love.
BUt, u must noe when to let go.
As we hv to learn, so tat we k grow.

Do some good things, say some loving words, t world is happier

Make others feel t happiness. If u k smile to others, tap on their shoulder, maybe u k save a person from t border..

No matter where u go, i k always find u.

Everything has a positive side, if u gv up now, u wont be able to c it.

the world of tear, is a place full of mystery

Me?
The time with bad mood is more than mood,
but i look happy?
hehe
Because i have super ability.

Dun close ur eyes,
hope there is no darkness
Dun sleep, no dreams

When u must tackle a lot of problems, u r lik in t sea, dun wanna sink, so u must swim hard.

Who k help me to defeat fear?

Everyday make a decision is not t way. Y things k not cum try juz by thinking?

Nothing will change, wat changes is outselves.

I am ready to learn at all times, but , i dun wan let others to teach me.

Only when u find strength in ur heart, tolerating all t injuries, u k find t turning point of growing.

There are so many things tat i care in t world.

i tin i am an influencial person, change myself, n change others.

So tired, i really wanna change a new environment, Then everything will becum better?

Suddenly realise tat i hv so many things tat i must do. Thinking of tat, without a word, my head feels dizzy. AH! i am wasting my life again liao.

wat u k get, try to get it.
wat others gv u, they k snatch it away.

Continue trying.
U believe urself
I believe u too.

♥ My World My Life

5:01 PM

♥28 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

wahaha..2day jin yee bd party really fun k..but i lazy to write..hm..juz write a few words bah.

1 piano n drums
2 television
3 noodles
4 swimming pool..all wet.
5 water bombs
6 few boys
7 buffet
8 catching game
9 twisting
10 sad conversation
11 going home- - taxi..ex..lp n esther

♥ My World My Life

2:22 PM

♥27 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

Most people learn how to be a father after they are one but he only knows how to be a son after his father passed away.

For years, he was busy in working. At midnight when he went home, he pushed open the door softly and his father was always waiting for him in the living room.

Father would switch on t lights in living room n asked 'u r back. r u hungry? u wan me to cook beef noodle for u?'

It is already a big sin to go home at such a late time, how could he bother his father to cook for him??

He replied 'i am not hungry, i am not hungry.'

After son's kind rejection, he staggered back to his room.

Thats t only moment tat they meet each other. When son went to work early in t morning, father was still asleep. When he went home at midnight, father was ready to sleep.

Their conversations are always 'r u hungry?' 'i am not hungry, i am not hungry'

After a few years, he worked on a ship n becum a commander. After tis trip, he will be able to own n manage his own ship.

Next, he received a mail.

His father passed away.

The ship was still on the sea and needs 15 days to reach land.

For 15 days, he kept thinkng t time tat they 2 spend 2gether.

Every scene repeats in his mind.

'r u hungry?'

'i am not hungry'

If i changed 'i am not hungry' to 'i am hungry' ,then t conversation wont end with a lonely foolstop.

If is 'i am hungry'....then....

Father would walk into t kitchen happily, n cook a hot n delicious beef noodle.

He would sit in front of father , let his father see his greedy eating face.

They will hv a short conversation, father wil therefore noe wat has happened to him on tat day..n vise versa.

He could say 'thank you! father, it is delicious'

Father would feel so contented on tat day.

HOWEVER, NO! Tis never happened in real life as he only said 'i am not hungry'

This understanding act ends all possibilities of warmness.

The beef noodle becum a false one, only k be remained in t memories of brain.

After 15 days, he went off t ship n gv up his rank n high salary which every1 envies. He worked on land.

He lost his father.

God gv him a chance to repay.

He stil hv mother.

NO matter wat..even all friends have abandoned u..

Only ur family awaits for u...n that is t real wind shelter..

♥ My World My Life

4:28 PM

♥26 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

yesterday our gp hv debate with xy they all..sia la..never prepare k! Of course i tin we lose..then when i tok, veri embarrassed! keep saying wrong thing..then..Hafidz veri exaggerating! After i tok for so long, he stil laughing. then i almost laugh to die when chin yong tok abt SEX!!!wahahaha...

Wolau leh..jun jie read my file n take away my hw without my permission when i was hving debate! veri angry with him as i dun lik pp to do tat. i never say i wanna lend him okay. K! i am mean! So wat!..recently veri angry with him..dunno y. He oso anyhow step on my dear shoes k!

wel..2day i k go home at 12!! So shiok k. When every1 stil hving mrs fong lesson..wahahha..i am already on t way home. When i steped out of clas..so many pp ask where i am going..how to reply al..so juz RUN!!!wahahha. T piano test is carried out in Funnan la..2 nervous then play veri badly.(i tin la)..then hor, practise for 1 yr juz for a 15 min test..feel a bit waste time.haiz. Hope t teacher veri kind to pass me.

2day chem teacher scold me n sam as we never bring textbk..so fierce..wanna chase us out of clas already. Therefore!!!! I decide to bring my own textbk ever after..dun wan share with sam liao la. Then when we share with daniel n chin yong..haiz..oso k not.wat t..haha..anyway. Daniel n chin yong veri kind liao.

tml Yang yi bd!!! HAppy birthday to her!..hehe..gonna gv her bd gift..

Now hor, i dunno y. Hate mrs Tay more liao..then feel tat mrs yong better than her. Dunno la..recently hate a lot teachers, they nag nag nag, so fan..

aiyo..life boring la. Nth..

♥ My World My Life

5:28 PM

♥23 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

Yesterday, for relaxing! i go out for t whole day til 830 sth..so shiok!!!wahahhaah...relaxing oso.

In morning, i go rollerskating at East Coast park..but coz long time nv go..almost forget how to play liao..haiz haiz..fall til arms all BLUE BLACK color k! Idiot la..then til now i stil dunno how to turn around..or even stop. Everytim wanna stop...juz knee down on t ground liao..wahahha..poor balance.

In afternoon, i go watch Twins Effect 2, quite funny..i lik t characters most! all of them so cute n handsom..hope to hv friens lik them k!..Unfortunately, i dun..sob sob.

Around 3 or 4, we go popular to buy ...dunno wat thing..juz browse bah. Then weirong say he saw my bro but nv c me!!wahahha..no fate. Maybe i walk here then he walk there 1..Tis reminds me of last time tat in t beginning of yr, i ran into xy at supermarket..lol..she oso veri cute at tat time.

Then we go marine parade lor, shopping til 7 sth..walk til legs veri suan..2day oso pain 1. I bought lots things n quite ex leh!!!hm..hahaha..i bring my bro to hv a hair cut..but..lost my way again. Dunno which floor..then found it after a long time..sia la..go n die la..idiot shop.It has been so near to me k. Now i am thinking tat chances r always veri near to us, t only concern is tat if we r able to c as well as grab t chances..remember..chances run away easily. At t shopping centre, a lot pp gather around tv as they r watching lee jia wei(watever it spells) playing..unfortunately she lose lor..then 2day c t newspaper..she is crying..n i tin quite scary! It is lik her eyes are full of hatred...much lik to 'gd brother'...no offends hor.

After tat, go eat steamboat. I ordered a lot of dishes n k not finish. Then my tutor scold me as i everytim lik tat 1..haiz..shd chang my bad habit oso..t rest dao bao then finished it 2day liao. Wow...when my tutor go toilet at tat shop, she heard tat 3 waitress r laughing at us..Feelin lik to ask them shut up at tat tim!! HAiz..but it is my fault lor. tel u wat, t coffee ribs really SUXS..k not tolerate t strong coffee smell n i feel dizzy. Feelin lik to vomit vomit lik tat...lik pregnant woman..wahahha.

After going home, i veri tired already but stil wanna play pc. Wat t hell..my bro oso wanna play. So we 2 argued..n cried..complained to my mom. She say tat t elder one must 'lang' younger one.always lik tat 1..feeling wei qu.then i more upset liao..even shout at my mom. i feel veri sorry to her but i k not control myself when i really angry as well as upset!!!!!!!!!!At tat tim really hate my bro to core but now okay okay liao.

2day PE lesson we tak our weight n height again. Damn it..becum taller sia..No1 wan me liao la..wawawawa. Haiz..lucky never increase weight. Height is 166, weight is 45kg..becum bamboo..Subsequently, we dance for..dunno wat day..hahaha. Juz dance lik last yr but i stil dance veri badly. K not catch up with t speed n then blur abt left n right..haiz. I personally tin tat our clas boys behav veri childish 2day..same as class 2f k! They al so noisy n play around, nv paying attention to teacher 1..lik tat disturb our progress! I dun wanna hv extra lessons for tis k!
Afterwards, i discuss with daren n he tins same as me! wahahaha..Daren: They are only physically mature..they r not inside.(toking abt 2F). I feel tat if u wanna learn sth, do ur best lor! Then when i really seriously practising t dance steps, hafidz cum n say 'u really go n learn ah?'..a bit annoyed by him. Then they say some pp dance veri funny..so wat..mind ur own business la...(me so fierce 2day sia)
lol..daren gv me chocolate..yummy yummy..

Eng lesson get my summary! 15.5/25..happy happy. Total is 59%..1 more mark to B3 leh.
Chem lesson spoil my mood as i get 59% for chem test.wel..some pp say it is gd to pass liao, but tis is not wat i wan! Diff pp hv diff expectations mah..Then my heart is lik drop from a summit of 10000000000km mountatin to t end..n all break into pieces!!Y DO I FEEL SLEEPY DURING CHEM TEST! MAKE A FOOL OF MYSELF! I STUDY SO MUCHT THEN WASTED LALALALLALALALALA!

chinese 44.5/50..quite decent mark..hehe. During maths,,mrs khoo nv cum n i dun wan do exercises..so..play with sam!!! I insane lor..sam mak me laugh til turing around on floor..k not tahan her expression. Then tech hua keep singing songs with awful words..wahhaha..FUNNY! Victor oso a bit insane..i laugh he oso laugh with me 1!! Of course after tat my mood becum much better liao.

Bio test i oso..dun care lik tat. Then mrs tay says tat next wk we hv another test on plant..wat..wat..wat..its topic is. WOLAU!! SHOCK!! i study 1 chp til 'si qu huo lai', then she treat us lik tat..hau tao yan! In fact, a lot pp feel tat she dun lik them..same here. I tin she dun lik me but she tok veri wat lor. If we sleep or tok or play in clas, then she wil say 'i wil lose 1 bio student next yr'..wat t hell man..I never failed leh! I never wanna drop bio leh! How k she say tis! As if i am coping badly!..forget it..she always black face one..ABUSH!!

Art club sian la..nth to tok. When i go home by bus 21..lee ping ask me to walk for a small distance with her...then i miss bus 21!! i only c another 21 after waiting for 15 min!..regert.. Even choir pp gone home as i saw samuel. haiz..only reach home at 630.

hahaha...blog is actually a sort of punch bag..allow u to release anger tat type. However, i write til veri sian..lol..fun to read other pp blogs though. yest is oso 'qi si'...a romantic story between god n human..but nth romantic happen to me la..haha..
A bk says tat when people pass away, they becum stars in sky to look after n to care abt their family or friends..n tats t reason y there r so many stars. In t bk, t kid asked wat if t entire sky is filled up?..then her mom said tat..there are always stars falling. According to samuel, it is called 'shooting stars'. When stars fall, tat means new babies r borned n they hv an entire new life. If someone ask me if i wan to repeat my life for many times, i wil say no. A life without mistakes is not a life...hm..n t worst is tat i dun wanna study so many things all over again.HAHA.jkjk

Curiosity kills a cat.

It seems i hv nth to write liao..BYE BYE!!

♥ My World My Life

5:36 PM

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A girl like me..♥

..so shocked after reading xiao yun's blog..dunno y..but then oso feel veri frustrated.

It is not easy to face reality. It is so cruel n heartless. Killings, rapings, crimes, humans' cunny hearts..everything seems so scary, so y do we hv to accpt it? Isnt it gd to be childish n pretend not to know anything? Although there r positive sides of t world, there are negative ones. I still k not n not willingly to accpt it. It is juz 2 difficult. U noe wat..it is always easier to say than done..
I guess tat everyone lie to themselves. I tink i am mature..alrite..i am lying as i am not. I tin i am clever..alrite..t truth is tat i am not. I am a happy gal...alrite..i am not. wat i am? when k i realise myself? It seems myself is more scary than all the crimes. In cartoons, everything is fake. People pass away in comics is all fake. Stories are beautiful n they wil always hv a gd ending, unlike in the reality..

Then i am not good at listening to people. I am not good at how to intereact with others. I never know wat to do is suitable. Others wont tel u but juz judge u in t heart. U never noe wat they tin abt u..n..my fear cums up. Wat if no1 lik me anymore? wat if..no1 care abt if i am dead or alive? wat if they tin i hao lian?..U juz never noe!

Everyday i pass my life blur blur 1. Y? I dun wan be blur, i dun wan others to say me blur as i tin it means stupid!..but..being blur wil allow me to hv a better life? be more fakely happy? Tel them i dun understand n life is easy. No explanation needed n they won tel me things i dun wanna hear..seems to be a wrong concept..but..who k control?

Acting is tiring yet every1 does it..every1 put on their false masks before they wake up daily. The only difference is tat how thick their masks are. Some r so thick tat i wil be totally blinded by their surface behaviour, appearance..If i hv t power to noe wat pp r thinking? will it be better? dun tin so..i tin i will juz go mad as i won be able to bear with it..t most complicated is mind. I believe tat humans are borned to be kind hearted..no..i mean evil.

i have long time ago giving up finding a true friend...No one k be trusted n tats it! I am betrayed be4, not only once. Or it is not called betray. Juz tat i tin she is ur best frien but actually she is not. She dun even care if i cum to schol! she dun even bother to ask n hang down t phone. WEL!!THEN FINE!!! my heart went cold at tat moment n start putting up multi layers of masks. Even when i cry, i dunno if i really wanna cry, or juz cry for t sake of crying? I cry becoz i tin i schould but not t real feeling..is it?..

I dun believe tat any1 k hv any best friend. I juz refuse to trust any1. Maybe i am obstinate, but i WILL NEVER NEVER TRUST OTHERS TOO MUCH!..unless any1 prove to me!

I hate every1 yet i luv them!...confused..veri frustrated.

I dun lik to tok bad things behind others back..n pp wil tin i am nice. Better than those who always tok bad things. However, i guess tis type of person is most scary 1..always kept thing in own heart..

All along, we hv been learning wat teachers, parents teaching us. They tok abt 'wei da' theories, principals, mind set. However..they dun even obey! In t reality, pp teach us not to trust pp 2 much n on t other hand they teach us to be kind. Last time, an old woman is carrying lots luggage in airport. When a young man passed by, she asked for his help n t kind man agreed. However, it was found tat there r drugs n weapons in t luggage later on. The old woman had vanished n t kind man was jailed. Who will believe in him? No one..pp in modern society starts to exploit Kindness. Some pp even pretend to be beggar, monks, or disabled...to beg for money as pp wil pity them.
LIke tat..i wil never help any1 to carry lugguge even if they are really no harm. I will be suspicious when donating money. It is hen xin ku hen xin ku to be suspicious of any1 yet i k not help my find. Those wick thinking juz cum into my find n dun pretend not to c it..

If u dun go out with them..they wil stop. For t 1st time, they ask u if u wanna go out. Then u reject. 2nd time..3rd time..FORGET IT!! they will say..'u wont be able to go one la'..ya lor. I k not go..but so wat! I juz feel my difference between them. I am alone on t bank, n all of them r on t other side..There are shacks in t river n no1 goes through.

There is so called peer pressure..n it really works. Not only in schol, but everywhere. They dun friend u if u dun agree with t majority. They tin u r weird as u dun do wat they do. In t society, there r racial difference...hm..but not 2 clear abt it.

Life is full 0f miseries..n happiness maybe?

CONFUSION GOES WITH UR LIFE AT ALL TIMES!

Juz tat wat i wanna say??????!!!!!!!!!!!!HAIZ...

♥ My World My Life

5:25 PM

♥21 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

haiz...y do i choose 3E ah..stil hv to study bio. As mon hv bio test, so i hv been doing bio for the whole day til now..stil k not finish but i dun care liao..at most do tml lor. It IS JUZ SIAO K!!! so many words. Anyway...it is t path i choose n tis is t suffer i have to tak with me. haiz..maybe i wil regret more if i dun tak bio bah. WHATEVER LA WHATEVER LA! ANYTHING ANYTHING!

I am going out with hafidz n Anh finally!!!!!!!!! Next sat is jin yee bd n we r going to her party. Be4 tat, i tin we will be watching movie..HOORAY!!!! Juz hope no more change wil cum liao..or else sad again.

hm..Nth liao. 2day chem teacher never gv back chem paper..sad sia..WAIT TIL MONDAY!!

♥ My World My Life

6:05 PM

♥20 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

aiyo aiyo...2day suay k..lost my way when i took bus 21 as i busy smsing lee ping. I didn get off bus on time n when realise..dunno where i am already. Then i took 7, 197,10,31,853,11...a lot la..then walk, tak bus, walk , tak bus..IDIOT KKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my body all wet liao..but on t way..i stil hv t mood to admire rainbow on road n buy little 1 dollar cute items..hhahaha. i buy a 1 dollar small doll n hang it on my bag. In the end, i feel tat I AM FURTHER N FURTHER AWAY from my home..AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!siao dao..stil see road signs of geylang n kallang. Haiz..so i tak taxi home..spend 6 dollar..waste money sia. When i reached home..i realise my doll disappear! it drop off! OMG! feeling myself so dumb 2day k. In total i spend 2 hrs to reach home..so SUAY LA LA LA LA LA!!!

In english, a color rep. pervert thinking is blue. However, blue color oso means depression...but i lik blue a lot leh, does it mean i am depressed? i tin it is quite a relaxing color wat..haiz

everytime i forget mention abt seventh month n tis time i do! yayZ! hohoho..beware of tat thing oh..i am wondering if my old classmates wil cum n look for me..how would i react leh? honestly..quite miss them...but..dunno if i am scared.

As 2day no tuition, so i go home veri late. I n some others stay in schol chat n walk around..oso dunno for wat lor. At first wanna go watch movie, but anh mom not allowed, then daren dun wan go, weirong oso k not...therefore, hafidz n i decide not to go liao. We play a bit football..though it is rainging...n i never wear shorts..but..hahahah..dunno leh. Juz follow t ball around without kicking it. Then afterwards i go home with hafidz...he go n hit t tree n all H2o com onto me..then i dunno la! He juz keep laughing..so i oso keep laughing. Dunno la..wanna laugh when i saw him..lik weiling saw me. 2day she go tel jin yee, samuel n pook senf abt tat 'idiot coffee' incident leh..haiz.so embarrassed,,they all laugh to death. My faulT mah! juz daydreaming never notice mah. Then dy say i am more weird liao..dun care abt him. Everytim say tat. i am VERI MUCH A NORMAL PERSON K!

it seems so many pp r sad over their results, including him..haiz..poor him..gonna get scolded again. Nvm..coz i oso gonna get scolded.hahaha

so envy tat samuel hv tamagochi..cute cute..haiz. I no money to buy la. but i tin after a few days i wil be veri irritated by it oso..hahahah

wolae...minus 3 mark for physic then now becum 33 liao..sad sia. wel, it is my mistake anyway. If dun tel teacher, she oso won noe..but tat lik..cheatin others sia.
Anyway, tis time only occupy 15 percent..not tat important bah. lol..2day i finally finish COPYING my RD ws n get my paper! surprise! 15/25! hooray! veri happy. but..wr...sorry..mY e maths 27/30...sia la..all careless mistake! sooooo damn idiot of me.

I wanna concentrate in study so i won be able to write blogs tat often liao, maybe 1 week once?..hm..i dunno..juz hope i k control myself from touching pc lo.

Quite happy with my blog liao..so oso dun wan change anything..2 troublesome for me..haiz.i LAZY BUG la..

Nothing more is special in my life..thinking it is meaningless! I am hving a 2 plain life. Although being plain is a kind of happiness, it is not exciting at all..but..i oso dun wan 2 excited..hahaha

Piano test coming liao..god really bless me. next thu k go home early to practise liao, happy happy. HOpe my examiner is a kind person who gv me all simple qns lor..god i beg u again...

nite nite every1. Muack!

♥ My World My Life

11:18 AM

♥19 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

2day nth special except get test results..lucky my humanities pass sia..geo 16/30. My ss EQ is 6/12 n SBC is 15/25...SBC is quite high n many pp fail..Then teacher say not counted sia! well..maybe i veri selfsih la..but i stil wan it to be counted..sob..sob.

Then eng pass..tat mrs yong! Veri wat! almost angry til cry liao..though it is my fault tat i never do my hw lor. However, she should gv back our test paper mah! If i never do, then she not gonna gv me isit?..haiz..but stil hv to do. Later i didn get mark..then tutor gonna scold me liao.

My physic 36/50..not so happy as i wanna get A1 actually..haiz.dunno wat goes wrong la.

nth liao..cya

♥ My World My Life

3:38 PM

♥18 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

well..mon i nv go art club as there is common test. Then i heard other pp say tat art club is cancelled coz 2 few pp there. Then t teacher seems to be angry..well..no wonder. Coz all sec 3 n sec 4 students nv go mah..haha. K not blame us, coz we needa study oso.

Then after exam liao..wanna ask others to go out, watch movie or shopping sth. However, hafidz not sure then Anh k not go..haiz..who k go le..or else i will be veri sian at home.

Then 2day after E maths test, other few pp n me wanna noe geo n ss mark veri much so we go n ask mrs Fong. HOwever,even so many pp go ask..she never tel 1..haiz. Then we stay in schol til 5 sth..then go home. Sleep til 830..then tak shower..wahahaha. how i wish to sleep as much as 2day man! Next, lee ping call me..as i never reply her 3 msg..well..then i lazy liao la. So juz tok on t phone.

2day my bro lend his hp to a female classmate..then she..ACCIDENTLY seen by teacher n hp was convisgated..poor my bro. Haiz..tml hv to go general office with him liao.

from yesterday nite to 2nite..i never eat anything except some biscuits leh..so surprise. I tin i gonna becum xian (god) liao. hahaha..tats t reason y i becum fat n then thin liao.

2day during recess ah..i veri sleepy lor but wanna sleep oso k not. It is juz 2 noisy in t class liao. So i went to a dark corner outside t class..well..dunno if u noe wat i toking la..continue continue. Then i sat down, trying to sleep. However, still k not coz dunno who la! Go n keep banging t behind door! ...When i walked out..kiat sheng saw me..seems so surprised n asked me where i cum frm..wahahahha
However, stil in bad mood so i juz go out n stare at t basketball court below with ks. we 2 stand far far away 1.hahaha Next..weirong cum liao lor. He k c i am in bad mood..haha..quite true. Then i tin i a bit fierce to him..sorry hor.
Dy cum afterwards..but didn notice la.,only noe after wr keep saying 'ding yuan ding yuan'
...suddenly hv a urge to kill wr..hahahha

Then 2day CME lesson mrs khoo say we wil play 2 games next wk...both of them i played before. One is polar bear..learn frm 2b classmates. Then t other one is sort of detective game, learn in Inlingua. Veri excited abt it.

nth to tok liao..trouble wr a lot a lot la..dunno..sry sry..thx u thx u..anyway..nite nite..haiz..say bye to him need 10 min 1..quite funny..hahaa

♥ My World My Life

4:05 PM

♥16 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

lol...now still hv bd gift to receive. Yirong gv 1..thx her a lot. hehe

2day a maths 33/35..so sad k! initially i get full mark leh..but then other pp realise my mistake n minus marks liao.

my eng compo get 17/30..quite happy i pass la. However, jonas do t same topic as me n he get 28/30..if not wrong la. wel...veri jealous la!!!!

In our clas only 5 pp pass ss SBC n 10 pp pass GEO...seems worse than 3c..y leh..haiz haiz..i tin there is a very little chance tat i pass both. This means tis term i wil probably fail my humanities sia..omg..

Then 2day Physic test I veri lucky. 2 qns in section B i hv done it in tys be4..but i oso veri stupid la. After checking answer, i noe i get it wrong again. Haiz..tin no 1 more stupid than me liao.

2day Tong oral leh..gd luck to her but...result seems not so gd. haiz. 2day yi oso sick..poor her.

study most important hor..dun get into relationship now...wahahaha..said by weirong. Quite true hor..but tat easy do 1 meh..hehehe..

.:Mental Condition:.

~~Depression~~

1st stage- hug
2nd stage-tok rubbish n sing
3rd stage-evil n loud laugh without reason
4th stage-hide at hom n cried

~~Delightness~~

1st stage-smile all time
2nd stage- laugh happily
3rd stage-sing softly
4th stage-jump up n down..haha..siao

~~angry~~

1st stage-face expression kena shit
2nd stage-dun wanna tok n ignore pp
3rd stage-pp who irritate me i scold n kick walls
4th stage-pp who hit me i hit back hard!

These are wat i do in different mood, hope i k change as i wanna be happy at all time mah!

.
NIce pictures..t gal cute cute cute..hehehe.

♥ My World My Life

2:56 PM

♥15 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

write more write more write more write more bah...

Mrs Fong said tat when your friend backstab urself, dun be disappointed n said it is our fault to be too trusting. Who wan others to be better than themselves leh? Juz smile smile in order to use them for own benefit, like a smiling tiger. They wil step on u to go up up n up..but u oso k be a smiling tiger, n use each other to benefit each other...wel..true mah? In movie, lots of similar incidents happen so maybe tis is wat really occured in t society. However, i oso not sure la..2 difficult for me to trust everybody anyway.
Bur mrs Fong as a teacher, she tell us all these things. She wanna help us to realise the cruelty of life or wat?? No idea..maybe herself is betrayed be4 bah..hahaah.

I like to listen to Mrs Khoo, Mdm Rogaya n Mrs Fong's principals though i dun totally agree with them. Their words make me THINK more..

Mrs Fong ....FED UP FED UP!! I AM FED UP WITH U ALL 3E PP!!
....IT IS UR FAULT TO BE TOO TRUSTING.
Mdm Rogaya....WAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.
....WAT U DO TO OTHERS TODAY, OTHERS WILL DO THE SAME TO YOU ONE DAY.
Mrs Khoo ....SOME PEOPLE JUZ ASK FOR THE SAKE OF ASKING
....U ALL STILL LIVE IN UR SMALL WORLD, DO U UNDERSTAND MUCH ABOUT
THE OUSIDE SOCIETY?
....DO YOU TIN TEACHER CARE ABT U EVEN IF U MAKE THEM ANGRY IN SCHOL?U
GET PUNISHED N THEIR LIFE IS AS NORMAL AS BEFORE.
....U MUST KNOW WHOSE HW K BE OWNED N WHOSE K NOT.

when other people ask me abt questions on study, most of the time i say i dunno coz i really dunno!!! However, they wont believe me 1 lor..they tin my result is gd n i juz dun wanna teach them..walau leh..I only know a lot be4 the test la..n i really dunno k not meh. Even say me bluff..idiot them. Haiz..this is wat i tink la..veri personal opinion..but i tin k feel 1..

There are juz some veri cute cute people in the world tat u c them..u wanna approach them..n HUG HUG!!!hahaha..like yang yi n xiao yun..all cute cute cute cute..wahahaha

Well..people tend to approach popular people. However, since they hv so many friends, y do we wanna to make friend with them? y dun we find some less popular people leh..hm..guess it is becoz in most cases, popular people r more friendly n easy to tok to than less popular ones bah. Or coz popular pp r fashionable, so pp who wanna be fashionable will follow their steps.
Er..wat i writing ah..dunno dunno...

i will concentrate in class n try to memoriz n understan as much things as i k so tat it is not necessary for me to waste my time n study frm day to nite for a stupid n idiot chapter..I MUST GET IT DONE.

i tin i quite nerd leh..even in blog oso tok a lot abt t studies..haiz..but we r students mah..wat else to tok leh..i am a motonous person anyway.

Erm..i write quite a lot already n i hv nth liao. I wanna learn wu gon leh..but tutor say 2 boylish n not gd for a GENTLE LADY like me..haha..pls la..as if i am gentle. I juz wanna learn mah.

NIte nite every1! sweet dreams!

♥ My World My Life

12:59 PM

♥14 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

No matter how hard i scold him...he juz...haiz...oh my god..

♥ My World My Life

4:30 PM

♥

A girl like me..♥

My taiwanese friendz stil remember my bd leh..happy happy.

I dunno y he is so sad n cried so much..even called me to tok abt it. However,i am bad in comforting pp as i dunno wat to say except dun cry dun cry liao..Haiz..i dunno wat to do when he cried k..haiz haiz.

...tis yr plus next yr i hv to buy a lot of gifts liao...god..

Today is xiao yan's bd n i wished her Happy Birthday here bah..oso wished her juz now in Msn..

2day nth special happen lor..juz study study til veri tired..sia la..seems every1 is studying Physic..2 pp ask me abt it..i stil blur blur. From Now on! i wont be blur liao! I will remember all the formulaes! I must!wahahahha..

♥ My World My Life

12:51 PM

♥13 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

I was very happy

When i saw you laugh

With the smile that melted everything away

Spring was still far away

Inside this wet and cold Earth

I was keep waiting for the plants to sprout

Even though today is another painful day

Even though I still carry the pain from the yesterday

If I can open my heart that I want to believe in

I can never be born again

But I can always change myself

Lets stay together forever

Veri meaningful...

♥ My World My Life

2:05 PM

♥

A girl like me..♥

2day is another happy day lor.At 1.30 recess, me n some 3E friens wander around t schol as we hv beeing studying A maths for 2 hrs!(mrs yong didn cum mah..) Therefor,veri sian to stay in clas so we play around. Lee ping is daren n my children..n i divorce with hafidz..sth like tat bah.wahahah. Then we go class 3D..to escape frm hafidz who wanna spit H2O on me(..2 much chem). However,i scare they tin we veri proud as be4 test, we go their class..but we really didn mean tat,juz wanna play bah le. If they r disturbed, then i am sorry.

Hafidz say dy really lik me but i stil dun believ..dunno y. Juz tin tat it is impossible for any1 to fall in luv with me..tin so bah.hahaha

Then Aesha gv me bd gift 2day, a blue coloured necklace, quite pretty n i quite lik it. Jessica says tat my shoes, my glasses, my bag, my pencil case, my file, my hp all in blue colour n i nv noticed tat! she oso say she put my gift at home liao..blue colour 1 again..wahahhaha.

Last time i chat with weirong n daniel on msn ..they r juz crazy. Weirong kept typing n DRAWING big words using dunno-wat-it-called machine. Then later both of them start WO DE JIA WO DE JIA...me..in front of my pc..almost laugh to stomachache liao..2 siao sotong lai de.

After schol, i stil stay back to finish up my EL n CL reflection, so damn sian. Lucky 2day no tuition n i oso dun wanna go hm. So i wondered around again..wahahha.i am a wanderer.

♥ My World My Life

11:30 AM

♥12 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

wow...tis time i hv a lot to say l.

After 4 days holiday, schol finally started again yesterday n i tin it is much more fun as well as crazy. 2 days be4 i sms pervert msgs with hafidz n then he went to tell everyone!(p.s. he starts it first hor...not my fault) He n i showed those idiot msgs around n everybody is lik 'OH MY GOD!!!' All of them say they didn expect me to be so..wel. They always tin i look veri innocent n has simple thinking but everytim i tell them tat i am not..they dun believ me! Now they go n say didn expect wat wat wat...wolau leh! hahaha...pp opinion abt hafidz oso change to a large extend..serve his rite la.

Then yest he say...bite butt la..hv sex la..banana..n lots lots la. wel..he say i bite sb(secret) butt n i was so damn shocked!!! He even told tat person..n i oso dunno y..tat person juz blushed.hahaha. Anh even keep saying i disgusting(but she stil cum n hug me!lol..)

yest during recess i received another gift frm yiwen. It is a photo frame n a card by so-called internet family..tin i am touched.
When i ask samuel to gv ambrose t comics..yiwen saw n asked tat she wan to read first...then i oso dunno wat to do. Watever la.they 2 so troublesome 1.

chem overall 70% n bio is 62%(same as daren) When some of us hv injection in library,every1 sad as i found out tat not only me, most pp grade is dropping.. Then we complain 2 each other a lot.(injection small case la..not painful at all)

Today is a sad n stressed day. I veri scared of geo as i only started studying t day be4 exam..hv to blame myself..play 2 much pc. Then i got my ss result 6/12..so damn depressed sia!!!!!!!!!!! after clas i even go n ask for marks but mrs fong juz wont gv me.haiz....

After tat i go toilet n cry. As i really k not tahan already, so many poor results n so many tests. Lucky only few pp noe tat i cried but...pp sitting around pp may feel i am a bit weird. Eyes swollen n red..during eng period..many times wanna cry again k!

During recess...hafidz kept wanna play with me abt 'sex issue' but i really not in mood to. I juz ignored every1 n dun wanna be with my classmates. I found yi n hui in canteen eating. They oso k c tat i am sad n cried..i feel grateful when they try to sooth me..even though i am stil sad.

I only cheer up after going back to clas when Daren gv me a doggy doll for late bd gift. I veri delighted to c tat little n cute doggy!!! Daren is such a nice guy! pp lik leeping,yirong,angela n daren said nth abt my weird behavior juz now n..i tin they mak me feel better. I am luving t class more n more liao,even lee ping feel in t same way.

hahaha..then in afternoon sex issue is brought up again. This time i argued with him loudly n every1 laughed..most kua jang is weiling..laugh til dunno wat. We tok abt giving birth n man's concave-shaped breast(sort of bah)..then in t end i k not finish my food as i laugh til veri full n no time oso..his fault la! every recess cum n disturb me 1.sia la..

To me, sex is a nomal thing as most pp wil experience it in future. Maybe i wont if i dun get married anyway. To me, making luv is k be toked, but k not be watched n k not be done..wahahahhaha...we shd look at tis in a more mature way mah. REMEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I AM NOT PERVERT,I AM MATURE!

Feeling relaxed after geo test..lik i am a bird n gonng fly into t sky,getting freedom! lol..every1 tok abt t answer n i tin i wrong wrong wrong lor. BUt of course! i wanna get gd result! even..i anyhow write..haiz.

After reading weirong blog, i find out tat one statement is unusual..'..hsiu ya will think i like to disturb her and always make her angry.. '..I have always been tinking is tat i disturb weirong a lot leh. I tin i oso disturb pp lik samuel a lot..but if they r disturbed, they oso wont tel me 1 wat. Unless they veri honest lor.

I tin i wanna write lots things on blog but everytim i forgot wat i wanna write 1..haz..poor memory. NO!!!!I AM GENIOUS! I BELIEVE IN MYSELF!!
WAHAHAHAHHAHA...evil laugh..learn frm daniel

♥ My World My Life

3:24 PM

♥10 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

wel..2day really nth to write leh. In my life, there r juz so many days tat i hv no idea wat i am doing. Sometimes in busy crowds, i find my peace. Looking around pp walking here n there, i feel tat every1 has his own life to manage. However, my life now is like shit la. Recently feel veri unhappy n everything veri sian 1. Even switch on pc oso dunno for wat..stare at screen lik idiot then mom find out i am playing pc..get a scolding again. dunno la..veri frustrated n everything juz k not sort out themselves.

I oso dunno wat i am writing n tats it..only thing i k say is...WATEVER la!!!!!!!!!!

♥ My World My Life

2:00 PM

♥09 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

haiz..for 2 days i veri sad already. Yesterday i cried n 2day i cried again. Wat t hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!feeling lik crazy woman lik tat..damn every1 la.

Yesterday i beg my mom to let me go Thailand at t end of yr for 2 wks but my mom kept saying 2 dangerous liao. Then at last i gv up lor..as i am stil going back to Taiwan for nov hol. How i hope to go Thailand n c how poor the children there are..i oso wanna tak care of them mah..i know i am veri fortunate to own so many things already..anyway..gv up. Adam Khoo say we hv to grab our chance n try bravely..but..with so many constrictions. HOw to change myself leh?
Finally..i cried lor.but didn let mom noe la..later she sort of worried. Then becum crazy n sms pp around. sms samuel til 1 pm..really...siao..hahahaha

Then 2day is National day mah..stil hv tuition okay!!!! I feel so tired to study..not in mood la..At 5 oclock,my tutor is leaving n i am delighted. However...shit her la..stil gv me chemistry hw!!!! Chem is not t 1st paper i tak wat!! Hv not touched my Geo yet leh! sob..sob..
Then wo ren..ren til after she left.. I cried again lor. Feeling so wei qu n damn angry with her sia!

Wondering wat is life...always thinking tat qns but never get t correct answer. I hv been studying n studying...wat for leh??who noes. Then after o level when every1 is enjoying their life, i hv to study again.

write next time...samantha cal me now..

♥ My World My Life

12:12 PM

♥06 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

Today is the most delightful birthday i hv ever had!!!!!!! everything gd juz happen on tis fateful day.So damn touched by all my friends n i almost cry already.haha

In the morning i wake up early but daydream for a long tim so go schol veri late. Then, when i reach shcol...dunno where to go..class locked, k not gv bol comics,so sry.

Lee ping is t first person gv me gift.Like her a lot. Then 4 sec2 galsgv me 2 gift. Never expected tat. When i return to floor 3 again..saw samuel,yi, Qing hui n other 3D friends. They oso gv me gifts..so happy! (samuel bad..lie to me) Then samantha, Anh oso gv. Other 5 pp say they wil gv me on wed. In return,i gv whom i consider gd friends lolly pops! Hope they lik it.

Then...the parade starts n saw many classmates walking til veri funny. Hahaha

Daren n I wear same cloth n they tease us again..haiz..

Then we proceed to hall n watch performance. Idiot chun kit eat my lollipop without my permission!!!!!! i juz bring enough number so 1 of them didn get liao. haha..but he was scolded for eating sweet later on.

During singing, Anh keep asking me to stand up. So embarrassed,only 2 of us stand, lik 2 only n bare trees on a green field.(weird imgination)..Then i saw lots pp singing on stage..almost at the end..whole schol stand up. Feeling great to sing with all my friends!!!! WAWAWAWAQ!!!i luv them!

At 10 oclock, whole class go back to 3E. Every1 bring a banana as we r told by Mrs Khoo. It surprise us when Mrs Khoo tak out t ice cream!!! hv many flavours n it was yummy yummy. but...tis ends me up in a bad state. The class sang bd song for me n i face veri red n hot.

Later.......i am trapped. Some of them throw ice cream at me sia!!!!!! Who i remember most is xiao yun, natalia n hafidz liao...everything is so wet, sweet n sticky!!!! hair n face oso..of course i tak revenge liao..hohoho. Then, i go tak a SORT OF SHOWER in toilet..Yucks..smell of ice cream.

Lee Ping, yirong, jessica, daren, Suaidah n Anh r t ones who stay to clear up everything. Feel so sorry to them. More touched but oso tired when c them clearing up the staircase areas.

Later leeping,jessica,angela,daren n i sang loudly in front of general office..sing the songs juz now sang in hall. I lik Yang zhi tat 1 a lot. At tat moment..i feel tat they juz understand me a lot. Lol..

then mdm rogaya noe my bd oso gv me sweets n a card..feeling grateful. Then after helping teacher to write names on file, we go home. Before tat,,play water with hafidz again.

Then..i go home n eat my delicious cakes n lunch..tuition all t way to 8 oclock n eat seafood. Never ate so many yummy thing in one day in my life.WAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

..i open all my gifts when i reach home..then sms them to show my gratefulness.wahahaha..c..i so nice one.

Yang yi- doggy doll
Qing hui- sheep shaped doll for put hp n a he ma(chinese) key chain
samuel- butterfly crystal ball
Lee ping- dophin file, he ma shaped piggy bank n note bk
samantha- white teddy bear
ah zhen n ying ping- mug,small bear n a touched little card
zhi ying n wan lin- wrist support
anh- ear rings(but i dun hv ear holes)..haha
esther- a pretty bag
mdm rogaya- chocolate
tong yi- chocolate
tutor- pencil case, bag for pat
daren- doggy doll
yiwen-photo frame n card
Aesha-blue coloured necklace
yirong-cup n bottle containging star sand n a note 'happy birthday!'

aesha,shierly,jessica,win yin n yiwen say wait til wed they gv me..dunno if they wil..haha..but stil happy liao

Hold my hands n Say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! tats wat most pp do

... Love yourselves..n love others...

♥ My World My Life

4:17 PM

♥05 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

2day i siao siao one..go play with others with water n mrs khoo scold liao..

Daren say i luv 2 many pp.but it is gd wat. We should luv ourselves as well as others mah..but veri embarrasing when angela ask me n hafidz to say i luv u in front of whole class.So wat!!but i really did la..outside classroom. wei lin becum priest somemore n xiao yun becum my ban nian(in chinese)..hahahahah..laugh to death liao.

i stil hv lots things to write..but..keep chatting k not write. Next time bah.haiz...happy bd to me..so touched by yiwen, bol n samuel.

♥ My World My Life

4:55 PM

♥

A girl like me..♥

2day veri sad..
In the clas, dunno weijie or jun xiong do hw then mrs fong found out n cramble t paper 2gether. I tin veri wat!!! It is other pp hardwork n finally finish it. So i decide to do following action which i regret a lot n a lot...
After class, i stealithily tok away the paper n...

Mrs Fong: WHO IS SO BUSYBODY TO TAKE AWAY TAT PAPER!!

Me: me...(stammering)

Mrs Fong: y?

Me: I want to help u throw away(lying n gv back paper)

Mrs Fong: I can do it myself! U wanna help ur boyfrien tak back is it!!

Me: (blushed n ran away liao)

...so so so sad..feeling myself so busybody. Maybe if i didn tak it, she wil return wei jie..so sorry to him..

For t whole day i find myself veri irritating. Juz feel tat no1 lik me in the class,every1 hate me somemore. Then, after school..teck hua told me i everytim sa jiao(in chinese). Wolau leh!how com say t same thing as wei jie. But i really didnt!!
Then i tin myself sux..sob sob..hate myself a lot

Oso veri stressed coz of many tests..juz be4 t test n during recess, i feel lik jumping down t building already. So..HUG HUG with Anh..LOl

2day shierly plan didn success as mrs yong is angry at first place. i wonder if she
knows our trick. then the situation is lik..veri gan ga( in chinese)

2day is Lee Ping bd n she seems happy as t whole class sang bd song to her..nice gal..

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5:30 AM

♥04 August 2004

A girl like me..♥

Recently marine parade have basalama(whatever it spells..Means night market)..N t items are really cheap n funny.many of them I didn c before,esp t food.quite delicious la.

Few days ago,sam n I go there to buy cloth but I really have no idea how to choose cloth. I never bought my own cloth before n I k not decide anything. Sam is much more experienced than me I tin. I oso have a few clothes..hm..nvm..Sooth myself by saying tat 2 much cloth is a kind of waste money.hahah

I feel that he gets well with other gals n I a bit jealous though I treat him as a friend only..But..haha..dunno y..In my life, there is no such thing call best friend as I have 2 many things k not be told. Maybe I dun trust people 2 much,or maybe I not confident in myself enough lor. Hard to find a true frien n even I find 1, I wont noe n t chance would be gone..Feeling so sad.

I think I am quiet person but nobody thinks t same way as me, maybe it is coz I am always crazy n make noise during recess time. However,friends who noe me better noes I tok a little, n listen a lot lor. As my knowlege limited, I have no idea what to tok abt except study..feeling very sad!!!! coz I tin I become a nerd.

I wanna improve but t first thing I should do is get rid of this dear but oso hateful computer...haiz..haiz..haiz..dunno how to control myself.

In msn oso k form family one, all my family members very funny n they always online. I am the mother of the family!!!hohoho..Am I so old?? Forget it..I should tin I am mature.haha

Dunno y lor..recently teacher keep scolding me..sometimes I tok to sam 2 much n sometimes I automatically fall asleep. I think I am going to became a bad gal. My manners get worse. My study oso get worse.My hw always hand in late.WaWaWah...wat should I do...god..

Lol..2day during Eng lesson very funny. People behind all laugh till like siao coz of Mrs Yong..As..haha..I tin I better not say. Later she kill me. BUT she really what lor,I juz didn hand in 1 Eng reflection n then I have to do 2 during the weekend.Feeling so what,n she gv us lots lots hw..in my opinion la..every teacher gives a lot.
I still have to believe in my parents n teachers as they always say
'It is for your own good!'
yah..For my own gd..or else they wont waste time to mark for us n waste strength to scold us liao.

Tats it for 2day! BTW, I hate BIO!!!

♥ My World My Life

1:11 PM