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2010-08-12T09:52:00.001+01:00

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Out of Strength

2008-10-08T00:41:00.000+01:00

School has finally started. I really thought I was looking forward to it..
well...I suppose I was expecting too much from it and then now I am overwhelmed by the load of work needed to be done.

There are too much daily things that I need to catch up. Once one of my senior was telling me about some News and I told him that I did not watch News.

He said, "It is so unlike LSE students not to read newspapers"

Oh god, what did I do wrong just not reading newspaper...

Anyway, I cannot believe that I can be sooo stressed just when school has started. The next thing I am going to talk about is boring but this is my blog right...hehe...

Choosing subject for the year
EC201 and EC202 are both Microeconomics Principles but EC202 has more mathematical applications than EC201. Therefore, I thought it would be easier to score for EC202 despite that everyone is saying that EC202 is much more difficult than EC201. I simply underestimate the difficulty of MATHS! I have to study MA100 so as to be able to follow the course EC202 but I only studied MA107. That means what ? That means I must study MA100 and EC202 very well to get a very very high mark. I still have commercial law...which I know nothing about coz I bullshit through public international law last year..and my econs basics are weak (can pass coz there is MCQ and as u know, i am always quite lucky)...

ANyway, bullshit over.

hmm....................Actually I am lazy to type already. lol...cya~

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival

2008-09-15T11:47:00.001+01:00

A bit late..hehe..but thank you all for the time in Singapore again!! =)

Well, well, Just wanna be here to wish you all

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

hehe..I had a great time with friends...^^

Hope you all had a good time too!

Muackzz!!

Singapore Trip 1

2008-06-27T21:02:00.002+01:00

22 June 2008 Mon
- Reach Singapore
- Go Melissa Jiejie's house and saw Chloe, her baby
- Go home and sleep till morning

23 June 2008 Tue
- Go have my hair cut, dye and rebond with bro and teacher
- Dinner with Chenyuan and he stayed over

24 June 2008 Wed
- Early go East Coast cycling with chenyuan and my brother
- Lunchtime failed to meet Anh and Wynne
- After that go movie with Sam and Nat
- Dinner with Anh and Sam at Takashimaya

25 June 2008 Thu
- Lunch and movie with Victor, Gwen and Sam
- Go home and then go Shopping at Parkway Parade afterwards
- Damn the stupid heels make my heels got blisters
- Bro kena locked outside the apartment coz he forgot to bring the keys. hahah

26 June 2008 Fri
- Esther's Birthday and go TP celebrate with Wynne, Anh, Esther, Jessica, Meihsing, Leeping (Junxiong doesn wanna see us...XD)
- Then go shop at Tampines Mall with Anh, Esther and Wynne and then go Shie's house.
- Also ran into KC at TM.
- Fish arrived afterwards and at 9 we leave shie's house.
- Wynne, Anh and Fish came to my house and stayed till almost 12am. Was browsing through some stupid stuff haha
- Stay awake through the night so as not to wake up late

My Only Album in UK

2008-06-12T22:37:00.002+01:00

Tonight, I was unpacking my stuff and at the bottom of the box, I saw a big reddish album.
It was Fish who passed to me last August.
Without much thinking, I flipped through it.
I saw so many little faces smiling back at me....
2B Classmates...4E Classmates...4D friends...and so many others.

Now that of course everyone has changed, not for the bad, but for the good.
Just that, sometimes, I still miss those days and those people...those...days which I used to think I hate.

Well, just little complaints...eh? are there really any complaints?
WAHAHA

LOL, of course, a person like me cannot be serious for too long................
how am i even gonna survive in my work place...blehhh..

bibi bubu baba duuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

niteeezz! guys! =S

Being tagged

2008-06-11T20:17:00.005+01:00

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

tagged by Leeping

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will cry at most for a week and then forget about him.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Hope my family to be healthy and safe always

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
lol..as long as my boyfriend dont run away on that day, i am happy enough.

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yap, but I am not scared. haha

5. What's your ideal lover like?
ideal lover? i dont really believe in such things, but i beleve in FEELINGS. haha

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
is that really a question? of course being loved by someone

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
dunno? see how I feel and depends on the situation?

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do wait?
no, i am not so stupid to waste my time on him or be the third party.

10. Is being tagged fun?
Lolxx....FUN VERY FUN...(= =)..

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
hehe..have loads of money with me. XD

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family.

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
lol..a very very cute person. =D

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
...........why cannot i be rich and married!?

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes? wahaha..or else i cannot do anything with my eyes closed other than continue to sleep

16. Would you give it all in a relationship?
Nope. I believe that everyone should have their own space and privacy.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
pick nobody coz its not really love, just confusion.

18. What type of friends do you like?
anyone that is nice to me? haha

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
cheaters, f*ckers, and those who make use of others.

...and the 8 lucky ones to get tagged by me...
do you mind if i tagged all my friends who has a blog? kaka coz i wanna c their answers. haha

Singapore

2008-06-04T09:33:00.002+01:00

Hi guys...

haha..

Dont tink anybody is reading already....havent been updating...(>_<)

Well...just by coicidence, u read this...

I am going to Singapore for a week and I am going to Japan for a month.

SO..anyone want anything from Japan, please tell me yeah?

I will try my best to bring back. ^______________^

and finally........MY EXAM IS OVER~~~

Shake it~~shake it~~shake your body~~ haha

hmm..................too busy to change my blogskin..(= =)...
I change afterwards..haha..

Eh...anyone change their telephone number please contact me..or else cannot find you all..
=D

yoyo~~

^_____^

2008-05-20T21:29:00.005+01:00

LOLx...

My sadness and regret do not last for longer than 24 hours.

so I am perfectly FINE now!!

Yo~~Yo~~hsiuya power~~~!!

lah~~lah~~lah~~

For those who are SAD, DEPRESSED, STRESSED, please go and sleep.

Tomorrow is another Day~

( see whether I will be so happy when I am going to retake my first year in uni..= = ..)

WHY IS THERE SUCH THING CALLED EXAM !?

2008-05-19T21:48:00.000+01:00

I am such a failure..

WHY am I still living on this world..

I could not do anything...

I am not capable of anything..

I am useless..

I am a complete idiot..

W.h.y...

If I F.A.I.L my exams

Please laugh out loud..

Please mock at me..

Please scold me hard..

Let me know how silly I have ever been..

Let me know that the world is not as simple as I have thought..

Lastly...

F*CK THE EXAMINATIONS!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHH!!!!

Somehow, I have to say..

My fear is proportional to the distance between the world and I

New Year Resolutions & Wishes

2008-01-05T18:55:00.000Z

Initially only wanted to write new year resolutions but since Gerald said "resolution" is different from "wish", I have to differentiate them and dont ask me which one is which one hor...

Should have written these on 1st Jan 2008 but I was too lazy and too exhausted so I never did..haha..

On the last day of Year 2007, I had lunch with my cousin and her boyfriend, my brother and Andrea in Four Seasons ( wanted to go to May Flower..but it was not gonna open till 5pm....) ...ran into Phillips and Kris and another Taiwanese -forget name..(>_<) sorry and a girl. haha...Yay~Taiwanese rocksss....!!

When my mom called, I had to walk onto the street to take the call because the signal was bad. Then, a bald-headed uncle ran up to me and said "love u love u love u!!!". I was stunned and huh? then, he ran away...SIAO man everywhere. damn it...

Anyway, Melissa, Jeffery, Melissa's friend, Andrea and I went to Hyde Park - Wonderland afterwards...tell u wat, everyone had decided not to stay at home on the last day of 2007 and it was CROWDED with people. I didnt even think about queueing up for the facilities coz the queque was so long!!

At the lake, Melissa's friend ran into his friends...eh..and the group became bigger. hahaha...We went to Princess Diana's Memorial and did nothing...we were too bored.

Hmmmmmm.............then Andy and his girl friend and Jacky joined us and we took bus to China Town. On the way, Jacky and Jeffery were separated from us..tell u too many people le...and anyway, we ate at May Flower. Jeffery they all with Yizhen n jolyn etc..went to a Korean restaurant..

For the whole day, i walked till siao till leg gonna break. We followed Jeffery they all to Funland but oso a lot of ppl..i tired so i go home wif Andrea....nv go London Eye countdown coz my mom didnt want me to..but then luckily i nv..coz i heard my friend only reach at home at 2 or 3 plus...i will DIE

anyway...i slept through the new year....does that mean I am going to sleep throughout this year? coz i think i am really doing that....was talking to Esther and Andrea.....3 ppl...hw nv finished...ah..i have been staying England watching youtube and drama series only la....

hw..didnt even want to give a thought about it. Havent handed in last term's law homework...and skipped class as well...hahahhaaa...i am terrible.

this year, new year!! must encourage myself to do better~~!!

To be happier as well...^____^

Here i am, wishing everybody Happy new year and may all ur wishes come true!!

Stay healthy and happy throughout the year yeah!!

2007-12-21T09:36:00.000Z

i typed so many things yet it's gone...=__=..i hate using handphone to blog!!!

Event(3)

2007-12-15T02:34:00.000Z

Taizhong Mayor - Hu zhi Qiang's Public Lecture

We, the Taiwanese Committe, were so nervous about this event. To be honest, I did not know who Hu Zhi Qiang is until we were planning to organise this event.

For this event, I had to wake up early at 8am on Tuesday to post the damn pinkish posters and it was freezing cold!! arghh...

Anyway, Phyllis and I were in charge of counting number of heads so that New Theatre is not overcrowded..but in the end, we heck care..like we can stop them from going in...the theatre itself was fully occupied and some Taiwanese even came all the way from Oxford or Cambridge to London just for his talk...see how attractive he is..though personally, I really do not think so..

Still, I am proud to be part of the committee and I believe my parents will be proud of me, knowing that I had taken a picture with the mayor. wuhaha....!!!

I am the second one counting from the right..others not important, know me k le..hahaha..:P

and, being such a dog lover, I HAVE TO post a picture my dog..who shits and pees everywhere still...

ISNT SHE ADORABLE!? COME ON, JUST AGREE WITH ME!!!! =D =D =D

Girl power!! Cooking in one of their halls...[andrea,esther,ivy,me,teoh,selphie]

3 of us on the way to visit CTC and get our A level certificate...and..eeeesh!!! we agreed on acting cute together!! you 2 betrayed me!!! [andrea, me, teoh]

Event(2)

2007-12-15T02:23:00.000Z

Christmas Dinner by Taiwanese Society

I know, I know , it is still not Christmas yet.

But we could still have our Christmas dinner! wuho~

An event held by the Taiwanese Society ...did I mention that I am the secretary in the committe? :D

This is a joint event held by Imperial College(IC), LSE, King's at TGI Friday's...we would invite UCL if the Taiwanese Society still existed. ..Taiwan dying away...= = ...

Anyway, it is so true that IC has more handsome schools than LSE! Just compare these two pictures below...

Eh..okay, so it turned out that I forgot to take picture for IC group...Well..LSE guys are not bad...and...hmm..I am such a liar. haha..kidding kidding..like I v pretty can say others like tat..= = ..

Knew one or two new friends from IC...the one on my left is college friend..haha..

My table...college friends and xue jie~

At last, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Event (1)

2007-12-15T02:07:00.001Z

Deloitte Inside View

It is a business programme organised by one of the "Big Four" to attract talents ( like me..wahaha!!!) Ivy, Andrea and I travelled to Coventry station for this programme and unlucky accidents kept happening for the whole morning..I am the only normal one. hehehe...other than ACCIDENTALLY dropped my railware ticket on the floor and changed tube unnecessarily.

1. Andrea did not have sufficient cash and had to queque again when she was buying ticket.
2. Ivy inserted her credit card into the hole under the real one..and kena stuck.
3. We were late for the train, the train was late for the coach and so the coach was gone. 3 girls tried to get a cab but none of us knew the hotel address....we were calling like almost everybody for help!

Eh..the above details are unnecessary and just rubbish. haha..

I learnt pretty lot from this programme and I have realised that I am so small as compared to the complicated business world where the certificates always count. First year undergraduate is like a chick that knows nothing at all! Anyway, I am still aiming to earn loads of money!

One thing to mention, everything is FREE!! FREE! FREE! The railway ticket (108 pounds) is refoundable, the hotel room is free (including internet, television, etc), the delicious 3 meals a day is free..oh god, I am actually missing the hotel..T_T...

There were 40 of us, all from many different schools. They are all outgoing and friendly...can see from the picture? haha..

And I get to dress like an OL!! ..still, the heels hurt me like hell

Holiday

2007-12-15T01:52:00.000Z

Holiday

God damn it, I am shivering like hell and I stupidly covered myself in a thick blanket while sitting in front of my desk, typing in a long forgotten blog. It was not until now that I remembered this and somehow I have all the free time in the whole world for me to update my life.

Other than that, yes, I have finally changed my horrible layout and in front of my eyes, it is a pinkish, girlish, so-unlike-me blog template. SKY BLUE is definitely better but I am too lazy to check out the color code and edit it again...

Eeeesh....I am still shivering!!

I have been looking forward to this day for so long! ( since week 1..XD...) Today is the last day of week 10, and as usual, I have skipped class again. I do not think the teacher cares about me anymore..and seriously, I am doomed. Well..lets not talk about this first. I need RELAXING!

There is so much to do during the holiday and I gotta catch up all the work, yes, I slacked almost daily during the term...arghh...damn, cannot I just stop talking about studies!?

Ming, James, Ivy, Ivy's friend, Dorothy, Andrea, my brother and I met up for dinner. Havent seen those college friends for a while so yeah, talking and eating from 6 to 9pm! We kinda have to leave at 9pm because the seats were reserved by the others at 9. ( we were in ChinaTown)..

We did not plan to go home yet so we went to Funland, wasting our money on those meaningless shooting, racing and dancing games. Note: I am not rich and I do not always do that..but you know, it is the last day of schooL!! haha.....

I wont go into the details but it was FUN! Havent had such a fun in a long time...oops..or maybe not, I am exaggerating. hehee...

The Crazy Two - Andrea and James decided to go to the movie after that and to be honest, I would follow them if I do not have to go home at 11. T_T...Other normal people just went home and rest. I was extremely exhausted and yet I could not fall asleep, thats why here I am~~

Loads of friends were either going home or going abroad for Christmas while I am stuck here like a piece of shit. Even some of Singapore friends are going to Malaysia! Argh, this is making me soooo JEALOUS! so yeah, STOP!

Hmm..I forget to write about Christmas Party, The Deloitte Inside View and Taizhong Mayor's public lecture.

More Confusing Than Ever

2007-10-04T00:22:00.000+01:00

...........

Why is everything becoming so confused....

Why..
Why..
Tell me why~~~~

WHy i dont know how to use facebook!?
Ah.Am I becoming too old to learn new technology?
=_= ....bu yao ah~~~~~

My first week in LSE...orientation week. Lectures start next week and classes start the week after....

MONDAY 1st Oct

A great day to start with and I forgot to bring my oyster card. This makes me spend 6pounds in total just travelling back and forth!!! Stupid..

As there's an talk hosted by Greenspan whom is known to be a super duper famous guy and controls the bank interest rate ( I have no idea of that before 1st Oct..and even my mom knows about him!!), my dear friend Andrea and her hall-mates have decided to queue up at 5am in the monring to get the ticket. Just for ur info, her new friend is a singaporean....and he admitted he ''kia su''..hahax...=P

A group of people, walked grandly from Bankside Hall to LSE residence, at 5.30am....Of course, I was not in THAT group of people because...T_T...I COULDNT WAKE UP!!!! ARGHH!!! I was so determined to go with them...next time! I will wake up de!!

This is what I called siao ppl doing siao things...but i also siao one..so wanna follow..too bad no ability..hahaha..eh...btw..the tickets become available at 8am..but actually the tickets are all gone before 8.30am...so..yeah..LSE are full of lunatics..

well..well...if its jay chou or leehom's concert..i wont sleep for tat nite liao..wahahhaha...

Anyway, I met up with CTC friends Esther, Doeh, and Ivy later on and went for registration. Stupid Office...I never receive any so-called financial undertaking form or student registration form lor...then cannot choose course earlier...T_T...now french course is full la...

Nothing much...Juz walk around and v tired when reaching home.

TUESDAY 2nd Oct

Went for accounting induction, followed by support service induction, followed by accounting and finnace department welcome party and followed by party The Bang.

The Bang was like...a bit sian..coz dont know a lot of ppl there...haizzz...then dance ah dance ah, drink ah drink ah...a good girl likes me...DONT DRINK!! haha..

My memory failed me...I think I only managed to remember 10 ppl's faces and 5 ppl's names...while I've talked to more than 10....Ya rite..as if I have super memory..= ="...

Suddenly wanna sing...

有缘~无缘~大家来作伙~

烧酒喝一杯

吼达拉吼达拉~

(Translation: HOW WOULD I KNOW!?.....heehee..)

Anyway reached home about 11.30pm....tired to death.

WEDNESDAY 3rd Oct

Forget to bring my handphone..forget to bring my pen..then go register for NUS extra card...with a pen distributed on the road..haha...

Went for interview..then come back le..check so much info online till i almost bang my head...

This is called...

Du..Du..Du...DONG!!

Data overload.

Please try again next year.

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Tomorrow's the Fresher's Faye...I am gonna join as many as clubs as possible!!! wahahha!!

p.s. You know hor..You know hor...in the Freebies that Student Union gave us rite..got..got..smthg called.....

CONDOM!!!!

wahahhahaha..=P I go sleep..

Mid - Autumn Festival

2007-09-25T21:42:00.000+01:00

I am not lonely. I am not sad.
Today is Moon Cake Festival and I wrapped a few shit-shaped dumblings for myself.
Apart from that, today is also a very special day.

I went back to my ex-school - Cambridge Tutors College.
Things go differently when I am not studying there anymore and many people cannot recognise me because of my new hairstyle - a weird one..
ANyway, Andrea and I joined the college students for college phototaking even though we've graduated. hahaha...what an embarrassing moment and I gotta hide my face with my hair.

Didnt do anything much...Dew, Ming, Melissa, Andrea and I were the ex-students that went back today...hmm...haizzz...What a feeling.

ALso, I helped with Andrea with her loads of stuff..haha...she is becoming more independent now? =O
keke...seriously, I hate to make new friends all over again. eeesh...

Everybody~~

Happy Moon Cake's Festival

Hope the moon is bright and warm and of course, ROUND

=D...what a day.....

School will start next wk. hehe...

LoVe It

2007-09-02T23:44:00.000+01:00

YAY~~~Finally everything has been set and I love my OWN ROOM! I enjoy having a room on my own...its just sooo freeee!! hehex..

PUPPY is probably coming on monday and I am thinking of a name. =D YukI? haha...Must have a Japanese name...cozz...I love japan!! yay~Maltese ROckss!!

Lying all alone in the darkness, I felt neither lonely, nor scared. Everything was peaceful until the morning awakes me. Life...has been different. So different that I thought returning Taiwan and Singapore was a dream. Fortunately, the photos had marked my existence in Singapore and Taiwan. I was not living in a dream...

Here, on the london streets, I am staring into emptiness. Why is this place silent in the darkness, so unlike Singapore? Yeah, anyway life just gotta move on no matter what.

Havent received my LSE letter and my brother's school has started. Tons of people started to reach in England but I believe that they are as unwillingly as I am. Ohh...I am extra hungry today. Hm, I think my menstration is coming. hahaha..

p.s. I am tapping on other people's internet again. hmmm..I am always tapping others' internet no matter which country I am? haha..

Seeee youuu..

YAY~~finally i see you all on national day

Dont we just look...COOL? or HOT? haha..

T_T..Andy and Ruben leaving..

My brother's birthday~~

Meihsing n leeping~~~long time no see~~

TP ROX!!!

VICTOR!!SAMANTHA!!HY!!!

KC birthday..JOEL was kena blocked..kaka..

OKay..thats all I can do. UPLOADING HERE IS TOO SLOW LA!! ARGHH...
Just go msn space..hehe..got all..=)

Moving House Week

2007-08-26T14:28:00.000+01:00

Finally we've found an expensive but beautiful house...rental is...T_T....better not say.
Anyway, the process of searching houses came to an end and now we're packing all our belongings into small square boxess...

Well, NOW i feel like throwing all my belongings away...GOSH!! I HATE moving houses!!!
It seems I've never stayed in a place for two yearss...I moved 4 - 5 times in Singapore due to complicated reasons and now..I am moving again after 1 and 1/2 year. Then after 1 year, we'll have to move again coz my brother will be in uni...

See....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~!!~~~!!!

While packing, I saw my SIM card which I've bought in sg....hmmm...strangly, I still put it into my handphone to check whether there will be any msgs....though i know there wouldnt have la..so yeah, just threw it away after staring at it for 5 minutes. haha..

The Sun is Bright and The Cloud is Blue...

Uh HuM...haizz....nothing le...

My love will get you home - Christina Glass

2007-08-25T12:40:00.000+01:00

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

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From: http://blog.iucity.com/UploadFiles/2007-6/616244288.mp3

Busy, Still Busy

2007-08-24T00:12:00.000+01:00

Maybe life is too busy..
That's why I dont have time to be depressed over lots of things..
Which is good...so that I dont trouble myself with loads of stuff..
Yeah..After renting apartments, we are buying furnitures...
Then preparing to move house and buy an adorable Maltese puppy..
After that, my school probably has started?
Haizzz....not living near school anymore...T_T..gotta travel ..which means I cannot sleep late le..
Oh yeah..then gotta renew my visa..this time hopefully can get a 3-years-visa..

Hmm..Yeah..Life is busy...And yet I have so many things undone..
If I die now, I sure regret lotz and lotz..
Anyway, Sammie is leaving Singapore soon..Hope she can have a safe journey..

Seriously, Time Does Flies...

And hey...I am still here.

我可以画一个圈
把自己关在里面
把回忆挡在外面

---- 可以不可以 BY 卓文萱...

Nice songs for nice people to hear. =P

A puppy

2007-08-19T16:37:00.000+01:00

Before this I was looking for apartments...
Now I am looking for a Maltese puppy...
Wth..
I am in London..
Why does everyone in Scotland want to send their puppies over !?
Arghhh..
I am not wasting money hor..
I will take care of the puppy lor..not like what wr has IMAGINED...

And..Damn it...I send so many emails nobody reply ...

After I send all..everybody spam my email box...

SIA LA!!!

Apartmentsss

2007-08-17T16:25:00.000+01:00

YEsterday...
Today..
Finding Apartments in Central London..
Near Victoria Station..
Walked till leg going to break..
V V V tired..
around 750 pounds per week...
Which is like...2250 singapore dollars...
V V V V expensive..

So..=D I am gone..

My Wish Come True

2007-08-16T07:58:00.001+01:00

July and August are my luckiest months ever!!
I went back to Taiwan and Singapore
and NOW!!
I got my A level result!!
AAAB!! can go to LSE already...

Oh god, i am so happy
I AM SO HAPPY!!!

THANK YOU again for the lucks and supports.
You know who you are...hehehe...

muackzz~~~

Yes, I am being grateful

2007-08-15T16:54:00.000+01:00

Actually I know...
I know this time is probably you all's busiest time in the year....
And so sorry if I disturbed you all studying or doing projects...
Although I know I shouldnt come back this time....
It's not something I can control...

So yeah...
Seriously..I am thankful...more thankful than ever.
Even u all are busy
You all try to take out some time for me..
Either going out..
Or Calling..
Or msging..
Or in whatever forms that you make me feel my existence...

And also thank the Malaysian friends who have been here just for my brother's party...
And thank to Andrea who've lived with me for dayss...
And thank to Jiayi who've tried to hard to come to Singapore though in the end it failed..

Oopss...I feel like crying...
But no tears can come out...
Somhow, I am used to not crying..
However, Sadness remains...

=( ...arghh...damn it..I am off to sleep I guess...

The Past

2007-08-15T15:32:00.000+01:00

I should start now....

28th June - 20th July ---> Taiwan

Finally I went back to Taiwan. As I was on the plane, I saw bling bling lights everywhere. I realised something, yesss!! FINALLy I AM BACK after one and half year...I was sooo delighted.
When my mom fetched me at the airport, I didnt cry or become emo what...its just...not that kind of thing I always do.

Anyway, I did not do anything constructive in Taiwan. It was fun....lazying around...but not for too long.

We visited our relatives. Oh god, my cousins remain cute and my biao ge becomes muscular! He was trying to ride my grandpa's motorbike when he fell...=_=....so dangerous. Told him not to ride liao..dont listen to me.

We also shopped for steamboat's ingrediants and ate steamboat later on...hmm...then I fell asleep in the afternoon after playing poker cards for a while. =D

In Taiwan, I've visited my friends too...only 2 actually. =X...so sad...55555555...not many friends in Taiwan, all lost contact already.
Went shopping with them in a new and big shopping center!! ..

.............damn, I am tired. Gonna simplify.

- shopping
-night market
- daddy playing table tennis
-library
-buyin loads of stuff
-taught mom computer
-saw wu jia grandmother
- got aircon
-house becum v different
- aunty starts workin in kaohsiong
- jingquan neighbour moves out...

hmmm....tats about it?

20th July - 13 Aug

....Sammie u r great...blogging all the details on your blog. I am tired already leh..hahahah
= = ..If i was not so free, i wouldnt be here liao..haizzz..

20th July Friday
Reached Sinapore and surprised to see Wynne, Jsamine and Anh. Oh god, i love u gals...muackzzz...thank u for picking me up.
and for those who are not free, =D , i am happy enough to see u afterwards.
Erica (my guardian) and Johnson sent us to the new studio...which is...okay okay only.

Settled stuff and went for dinner with the 3 pretty girls at East Coast Park and walked v long way before going home.

21st July Saturday

I was exhausted the night before so i woke up late..Sylvia phoned me when I was half awake. I didnt even know she is back to Singapore too!! Sadly, she is leaving on the same date...so I met up with sam, shie and syl for lunch. Before meeting them, I was settling my bro's stuff.
The lunch is greatt..amazing leh...3 overseas gals can see each other..sadly jonas not there..hic..
We went shopping in Taka afterwards..and ate icecream in one of the orchard restaurants.

On the way home, Sammie and I ran into 2 stupid guys, Weirong and Daniel!! haha..v shocked to see them..They were on the way to have their hair cut. Both of them didnt have many changes...ahhh..happy to see them, one day before expected. =D
I couldnt join them for dinner coz I promsied my mom to bring dinner for my bro, sorry yeah...(>_<)

22nd July Sunday

I was sooo bored that morning that I started messenging people. hehe..and thanks to Fish, who came to my house to accompany me for the whole morningg.....^^~he's so on. =P Got a lot of things to talk about and he returned me the album which he had kept for so long...thank u thank u...

Hmm...Andrea and Bjorn reached my house after Hafidz left and we went to Parkway Swensons for lunch. Met up with sammie and shiee who accompanied me to the comics shop before returning to my house for my bro's party.

A lof of people had reached....=D...

Qinghui, Anzhen, Chenyuan, Samuel, Yangyi, Winyin, Andrea, Bjorn, Andrea's friend, Ruben, Andy, Melissa, Jeffery, Charles, Shie, Sammie, Wr, Dan, Kc, Erica, Johnson, Erica's sisters

Thank you all for coming..

ohh..when i saw kc at busstop..no big emotions leh...
Somhow I felt in a way..that..I've never left Singapore before and i was there for the whole time,, which i know..is untrue. haha..maybe coz they really didnt change at all?

23rd July Monday

send ruben and andy off in the morning and ate sushi. after tat go little india wif jeffery, faizah, melissa, my bro and andrea for Hanna. then they go bowling, i watch movie harry potter wif shie, sam and anh. had dinner wif them at hawker center, kc n wr came later.

24th July Tuesday

went to great world city wif andrea, shopping before cut, dye and straighten hair. at nite go to kbox wif chenyuan, qingling, andrea, my bro, kenneth.

25th July Wednesday

ate lunch wif bro at hawker center and then go for dinner wif mrs khoo, sam n shie at swensens. after tat go sam's house play guitar.

26th July Thursday

had lunch wif bjorn, andrea, eric n my bro coz bjorn going to army on fri. dinner wif Ama and uncle at suntec city. after tat sneak out at 11pm to celebrate kc bd wif sam, shie, dan, kc , wr at school there.

27th July Friday

read comics and watch show till wr sms me and then go bedok reservoir buy food for party. kc's party..got..joel, gwen, chinyong, dan, wr, kc, shie, sam, nat..anh came for a while too.=)
after tat 3 guys, sam, shie and i stayed over at sam's house. had a lot of fun.

28th July Saturday

play till go and eat lunch, after tat go parkway meet eric n esther. go movie inivisible target wif them and andrea, melissa, jeffery, my bro.
after tat i go dinner wif qinghui, samuel, tingting, taoguang and eric to celebrate qinghui's bd.

29th July Sunday

wake up cook instant noodle. after tat Andrea wash cloth and cook curry. now playin computer

30th July Monday

Went bugis shopping with Andrea and my brother. After tat meet shie for jay chou concert.
met nat n shie for dinner. =D

31st July Tuesday

Andrea went back to Malaysia. We sent her off in the morning with faizah and her 2 friends.

1st Aug Wednesday

2nd Aug Thursday

3rd Aug Friday

Went to TP to find yangyi they all with samuel..saw lotz of 4D ppl..but none of 4e peeps. Yangyi, Samuel, Eric, Dingyuan, Leewei, Winyin, Tingting, chenyuan, anzhen and her friend

Night time go night safari with chenyuan, shiyi, anzhen, kenneth and my brother.

4th Aug Saturday

Went to watch Simpsons with kc, wr, shie and sammie....illll....not nice one..jokes so lame. =X...haha..according to sam, coz i dont understand them. XD
Wandering around...
After tat marina bay see NDP trial, victor came afterwards.

5th Aug Sunday

6th Aug Monday

My birthday~~
watched ALONE with my bro...damn scary...but nice. =D and went katong shopping afterwards. hehee..
Thank you all people who wished me happy birthdayy...=) v v v v happy u all still remember.

7th Aug Tueday

Went to Simlim with guaridans and bought a Toshiba laptop.~~~ yay~~ my birthday gift from my mom.

8th Aug Wednesday

Went out with Esther, Daren, Anh, Sarly, Wynne, Jasmine, Hafidz that afternoon and they gave me a birthday suprise!! The strawberry and chocolate cakes are nice..juz tat I am too fat. =D
hehee..love u all.. thx for the gift tooo...
Ran into Qinghui, Gwen and Chinyong at Vivo city.

happy father's day too~~~

After tat coz guardian didnt come, went to sam's house to meet joel, daniel, wr, kc, shie, sam, natzie, gwen, chinyong foc NDP countdown. Its another suprise too....juz after countdown, a cake appaered liao....magic~~~thxx for the giftsss....

btw, wr v nice..hehehe...=D couldnt finish the piece of cake.

9th Aug Thursday

Stayed at home, chenyuan stayed over, helped chenyuan to do his project - typing words...haha..Happy birthday to Singapore~

10th Aug Friday

Went out with Victor and Sammie at Pasiris...chatted for SO LONG before going to bugis for another SO LONG chatting...

11st Aug Saturday

Accompanied my bro n chenyuan to TM coz they watchin Rush Hour 3. I met up with meihsing n leeping n shie for neoprints..sorry can only meet u all for an hour..then after tat watch movie secret wif shie, sam and wr.

The conversations mushy but cute ~~ hehehe..
wr~~~thank u for coming even though i know you are v v busy. YAY~~~ seriously happy.

12nd Aug Sunday

Went for lunch with Samuel, Eric, Yangyi, Chenyuan, my brother at Bugis there...Hongkong restaurant...ate till v v full.

After tat natiz came to my house..chatted...=D

Then chenyuan, my brother, qinghui and natiz and I went to the marktet to buy drinks...+ alchocol. hahaha...sorry i was a bit high tat day...

then kc, dan, wr, shie n sam reached. chatting..then go home!!

SERIOUSLY, I WAS NOT DRUNK AT ALL!!!

13st Aug Monday

Yangyi, Chenyuan, Samuel, Natiz, Sammie and Xiaoyan sent me off...
And thank u for the birthd gifts...
thank you all for coming....v v v touched....T_T..

and thank Anh, SHie and Netty for calling....hope k c netty next time i came back. ANh..hope u're still healthy n dont have stomache pain..Shiee..thank u for accompanying me..

and thank you daniel, weirong and shie for messenging me..haha..juz tat no credit to reply you all.

14th Aug Tuesday

I AM BACK TO UK!!!

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Die..I am missing you all like crazy...was thinking about u all on the airplane..
If I cannot say thank u or sorry coz u r my friend...then..

at least let me say...

I LOVE YOU!!! muackzzz~~~

.........................sian already....I upload pics next time....hehehe..

Back here

2007-08-14T19:26:00.000+01:00

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT
For friends who wanna get the photos but I was not online or you find that the sending process is too slow to endure. Please go to my msn space - the albums to take the pictures.

http://7unknown7.spaces.live.com/

I've tried to classify it and post all the pictures but it seems I have exceeded my upload limit today. I will upload as soon as I can.

Hmm..and..If anybody mind me posting the pictures on my msn space which can only be accessed by my msn contacts. please tell me asap and I will try to think of other solutions.

Thank you my dearsss...

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Yo...I am back to UK again. This sucky and idiotic place. Well..I am so gonna be stuck here for a long time so it'd be better if I dont complain anymore and make myself miserable.

Hehee...I said I would be blogging about my summer vacation, which still has one month left.
Eh...But I am very sleepy now. Tomorrow...I blog? ahh..damn it. Result is coming out this Thursday.

EVERYbody lets party~~

Muackzz...

=/

2007-08-11T14:53:00.000+01:00

Once a promise is broken, the magic disappears entirely.

Just some crap

2007-08-10T20:15:00.000+01:00

Just as Weirong has finished blogging, it is my turn to blog.
I didnt intend to...just that I couldnt sleep and was tossing around on my bed for an hour.
Am I getting that kind of Insomnia or what?
It's been a long time before I cannot fall asleep again..and it's been a long time before I start blogging here again too..

Hey guys...I am supposed to be blogging something thankful instead of talking to myself..
However, it is 3.20 am in the morning and I really do not have the strength to note down whatever has happened to me during my summer holiday. I guess I shall just leave it to next time...which wouldnt be long..just right after I went back to England and obtained my A level results.

Okay..why wasnt I sleeping? Why not ? Why not? I had to wake up tomorrow early in the morning...And stupid me, asking myself a question that even me myself was unable to answer.

Uh HUh, Just before my crap stops..thank you guys for everything! You all ROCKS!!!

Sorry I've abandoned this place for so long..abandoned my own world for so long. Even nobody is reading, I shall just continue to write. After all, this continues without any audience and since when I forget all about that?
Oh yeah..since I start being lazy to post up all the interesting pictures in blogger...

Amazingly, there's not even a ''haha'' or ''hehe'' in my blog...Oops..now there are.

Oh God, Weirong is still studying and that's the way man!!

Good luck and All the best for those having prelims and exams and projects...I sincerely hope that you all do well in your studies and get to achieve all your dreams in all aspects.

Right, I've crapped for 8 minutes and its time for bed. Gd nite n sweet dreamxx...

last post before going home

2007-06-21T17:50:00.000+01:00

PLEASE READ UNTIL THE LAST LINE THANK YOU VERY MUCH

I am not dead...eh...I tried to sign in but I forget my username and password...= = ...too long never sign in and visit this blog. Dont kill meee....

I think I replies to msgs at tagboard here ba...

Anh: hehee...lets go to library for outing..mug and mug..hahax..
Daren: hihihihi....~~~
Weiling: haha..lucky? now I realise that korean guy has a bad character
jia: updating in process....
Wynne: Me too...sry i havent replied ur email for so long...(>_<) muackzz
ChenYuan: hello hello~~not dead yet la....curse me ah..
Qinghui: yesss..yess...will c u on ur bd..hehe..anythg u want in particular so that I can bring back for u?
xiangning: yes yes going back~~~~
Anh, Daren, Qinghui: me oso 18~~gonna be 19 soon...n y r we tokin abt tis? = =...

If I didnt reply you at msn or what...dont be mad at me..coz..coz..my internet really lousy. Everytime I talk to u all u oso cannot receive my msg, then u all send msg i oso cannot receive de. Thats why I seldom chat on msn anymoree..haizz..sian la..dont know whats wrong wif my stupid computer...

Oh..I know that Korean guy edi..he...not so friendly...superduper childish, but overall still a good person..haha...after a while, realise he oso not so handsome..so nvm..dun need to envy me le..lolx..

EVENTUALLY, I have graduated. I attended the prom with my friends and danced like mad people. What can I say ? THe Ball Simply ROCKS!! YAY!!! ....and the food simply sucked too...well well...too bad. Things are always two sided.

OHh..and THANK GOD I didnt dance alone. hahaha..lala~~very happy got ppl invite me to dance worx...eh but stil no boyfriend..T_T....=P

The crazy thing we did for memory before graduating is...
One day, Andrea was waiting for the bus and we talked about doing smthg crazy before graduating. We came to a conclusion that we would let other people sign on t-shirst. I took my brother one.haha..big enough for everybody. =X

Then, andrea, jiayi and I also wore ex school uniform to school for a day...super embarrassing. I didnt wear bedok north one la..coz..i lost in sg le..so i wore taiwan de..hehee..after 5 years, i still can wear iT!!! wahahahah..amazinglY!

Tomorrow I am having accounting exams leh..today never study at all..I die le..I very sian now..how...ahhh...godbless...gd luck to me..dont punish me for not studying...T_T...seriously, now v worried abt my university application liao..if i cannot get AAB, I am sooo dead.

Next week today I will be in TAIWAN!!! ENJOY MY LIFEEE!!! hahaha..then will be in sg soon to enjoy life wif u guys..go where n do what oso nvm..as long as can meet u all k edi...=) hvnt seen u guys in one and half year...and after this, I duno when my next visit will be. So better dont make empty promises....

WANNA HELD PARTY? LETS PARTY HARD~~~~!!!! hahaha

ohh..I am holding a party for my brother's 18th party on 21st July, whoever wanna attend can please tell me? (>_<) thank u soooo muchhh...

I am going to announce something very important NOW!! ATTENTION!!
I am going back to Taiwan on 28th June! SO! ANyBody Want Anything in particular from Taiwan or England. PLEASE PLEASE Email me or tag at my tagboard. If I can find, I will try to bring it back for u...but if i cannot, oso dont scold me...(>_<)

eh..and also....dont tink i will be 48kg le....toooo lazy to go on a diet...= = ..fine..i am fat and so be it. hahahx..at least i dont have obesity problemsss!!!

ohh~~for people who are bored like me, join this. www.facebook.com hahaha..smthg popular in our college..its like friendster.

pictures...eh..no need to see pictures le? haha..i lazy to post. see msn space ba...muackzz to all.

Normally boring life

2007-03-05T18:59:00.000Z

Have I been busy? I don't know..sometimes the school is so boring yet it seems we have loads of things to do. Infomal concert, Paris trip, Camping,Volunteer work, Librian..so on and so forth.somemore there is going to be a prom on 1st of June, which I suppose its kinda far from now. However, they've sent out all the invitations...

My result will be out on 15th march..I am not gonna do well..I know it..what can I say? I am going to bet my future on the June exam, which is also the last exam of my college life. After that is..hooray go home!!! =D

I will go to Taiwan on 28th June and will be in singapore around 20 or 21 July. I am going to stay in Singapore for 20 dayss...die already..nothing to do there. hahax..hope can meet up with all..chit-chat also good..coz i miss u all...soo..much..

Lalalala~~~honestly, I am really looking forward to my university life now..and I want to leave this school as soon as possible. Don't ask me why, neither do I know the reason. hahaa..its just weird..and somehow monotnous despite all those activities.

I have not been to the church since the school reopened last September..well well..it just seems too much to ask from my mom since I am doing volunteer work too.

ohHH~~ there's one new Korean guy in the school. He is sooo cuteee!! wahahaha~~His name is Jimmy but sadly I dont know him. He looks like movie star leh..(to me lah..hehe..) Gosh, we are crazy over him.

happy New year to everyone~~yesterday was yuan xiao jie ..hope you all ate tang yuan and got one year older..wahaha..as old as me. AND thanks to hafidz and weirong, I am currently on a diet now. Fineee..so I look fat in the photo, so I have double chin and I look like I am 60 kg..but I am 50 kg only!!!! T_T.......If I dont slim down till 48kg when I leave UK, I am not Sandy SHIH!( I am shih hsiu ya..wahahah..)

eh..thank you all for leaving messages at the tag board..I havent checked it out for some time..hehe..I will update. thank you thank you.

Hope everyone is healthy and mind is still working properly. Unlike me, a bit siao siao already..hehehehe...

DePpResSiOn vIrUs AtTaCk~~~~

Volunteer work

2007-02-10T04:06:00.000Z

wa...hehehe..handt blogged..for..a long time? never mind..its usual nowadays..

All along, I have been thinking about the definition of life. I don’t want to muddle through my life and regret in the end. Not just studying, Not just playing, Not just…any single thing would fulfill my life to the fullest. So from now on, I want to achieve what I can. You can say I am heading my way to the perfectionist. Come to think about it. Why not? Be strict to yourself and be generous to the others.

Even if I sacrifice loads of my sleeping time, I just gotta do it this time. I don’t want to cry like hell when I cannot get into LSE, my so-called dream university. It would be too late by then. It does not mean my life is over but somehow I knew its gonna be one of my biggest disappointments in life if I ever allowed it to happen.

All right, I just have to accept whoever I am and stop complaining this and that. I must have a high self-esteem and believe that I can actually achieve wonders. Here u go, girl..HOORAY~~!! Finally I find my aim of life, temporarily it maybe, better than none?

Do I care about fashions? In a way I guess so…I would love to draw like them. Beautiful dream.
First day of childcare at treetop

Honestly, I was kind of panicked when I first reached there coz I have no idea what’s going to happen to me. This is the first time I am doing something on my own, without my friends’ or any adults’ accompany obviously. Firstly, I met Juliet. She was one of the in-charges and she is also appointed to be the one who lead me through this volunteer work. I had met her before when I ventured to this place on Wednesday. Oh by the way, the place named Treetop is located 20 minutes’ walk from my college, CTC.

Firstly, Juliet started the topic on the rules that I have to follow. As I didn’t have the pass and still not having it, I will not be allowed to bring the children to the toilet. It’s an illegal movement unless I get the pass. I suppose the pass was something that acts as a protection to the children to prevent any possible harassment from strangers. What is it called...hmm…my brain is gone.

Next, she introduced the staff and the children to me. The staffs were warming and friendly, and there is no doubt they are patient enough to take good care of these children. Initially, some of the children aged 5 to 12 were unwillingly to say hi to me because I was a totally stranger to them, to be exaggerate, an alien. Although Juliet explained to me that it was expectable, I was a little upset. Anyway, things went well in the end because I mingled around a bit.

I know it’s a courtesy to memorize other people’s names but it’s all too overwhelming,
especially when there were like 20 children whom I have never met before. The truth is, I couldn’t manage to memorize a single name. = = …anyway, one child was asking me to help him pack up the puzzles but Juliet told him to do it on his own.

Those children were down with some…I don’t know, disease would not be a suitable vocabulary to be used here. They are more like problems. Some of them are really quiet and some are really noisy and active.

I was particularly fond of a little girl who had attractive blue eyes. She was adorable and she taught me a game which goes like this..

Run around the garden, like a teddy bear
One step, two step, three stop tickle tickle tickle..

I was supposed to tickle her in the end. Haha…what can I say? They are great kids.

Juz some of my recent photos.....cann lah..i know i am fat..i will slim down before i go back!!! wahahahha~~!!

SNow? YES!! ITS SNOWING!!!

2007-01-24T10:40:00.000Z

I have an important news to tell you guys..
Today is a special day.................
I..
I..
ITS SNOWING!!!

Oh my GOD~~~~~~~~Its the first time I see real snow, as in, I can just take it from the ground and mould it into a snowball..and of course, throw it at the other people. How wonderful that is!!! Snow Snow Everywhere~~~

Hehehe..I am so so so delighted right now~~~Eeeeeeeeeee...It would be fantastic if you all were here with me. The only disappointing thing is...I am still having an exam tomorrow. -.-+...
Hehehe...never mind. I must be a good girl and study hard today...er..seriously, I am really not in the mood to study..hehehhe......haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......how?????????????????????? HOHOHOX!!! This is more like a Christmas.

TO ALL! HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P Muackzzzz~~

WAHAHAHAHHA~~~!!!

happy new year

2006-12-30T20:46:00.000Z

Heyyy..just wanna say~~happy new year!! may all your wishes come truE!!!

ahhh..hvnt finished my hw..next wk schoool is starting...haizzz..

Finally finish cleaning up my entire room..replied all the emails..finished writing all the letters..finish uploading photos..basically, Ｉ am done for the year!!! HOORAYYY!!!

Merry Christmas

2006-12-24T16:00:00.000Z

Merry Christmas to all of you!!!

Year 2006 is coming to an end and Year 2007 is starting in a few days' time. This makes me realise that how time flies again. [ Why am I feeling that all the time?? ]..Hope I havent grown old but well..= = ..haiz, life cannot be perfect.

Here, I would like to wish all of you Happy New Year 2007!!!
May all your new year wishes come true~~

I will have a more balanced life so that I can achieve whateve I want to do. Instead of sleeping at 3am and woke up at 6am, I would sleep at 12am. Instead of sleeping from 6pm to 10pm, I would study throughout this time..haha..It sounds terribly irregular to me. Why am I doing this to my own health?! No idea~~

Today is Christmas so how do I celebrate it? haizz..NO celebration. My guadian has been to Paris for her friend's wedding and I gotta cook for my brother at home. I am 'stuck' at home once more...Juz hope you guys out there are having a wonderful Christmas all rite? =)

Laziness is my forever disadvsntage..haha..I wish I could just lie around without any work awaiting for me..but that sounds impossible, at least for now. I am going to start volunteer work on some disadvantaged childcare at Treetop. Hope it went out well? COz I am gonna do it for 6 months...= = ..Better than wasting my time doing nothing rite??

It has been a chilly winter. My window is icy white every morning, and its chilly cold. I bet you cannot go out without a jacket! You'll freeze to death!!! wahaha~~hmm..lets hope it snows? Coz so far, no snow is seeennn!!!!

I went out on Saturday and watched some shows..hehe..pretty nice~~...and I had so-called Christmas lunch with Erica and Uncle Johnson. We didnt have turkey coz..yuck, I dont like it. Hmm...after that, they took a train to Paris.

Today, I receiveda a lot of Christmas-wishes-type sms from my friends and 3 emails for Christmas. Kinda lucky? hehex...Honestly, I am quite touched. =) Thank you so much for doing this..I am grateful.

OH well..I guess I am off to prepare dishes now..cya guys around.

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Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offence and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins
but delights in the truth
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope"
and to endure whatever comes.

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HaPpY cHrIsTmAs~~~~

Winter Holiday

2006-12-22T20:03:00.000Z

Well..its holiday again. I start wondering why does thec colleges in London have so much holiday? I feel so sorry that I havent been in touch with you guys for like ages...Anh was right about it. I was spending like one quarter of my time studying. [ its a lot..!! 6 hours per day!! ..]
The reason is that I had received an offer from LSE( London School of Economics and Politics), which is one of the top universities in London AND in the world. er..If you havent heard it before, its okay. ( = = )...

Many people got rejected and I seriously have no idea why they gave me an offer. I am lucky eh? I guess so..the conditional offer is AAB for my 3 subjects, excluding Further Mathematics. NO IDEA WHY AM I TAKING FURTHER MATH NOW!! Anyway, I converted myself from ' holiday mode' to ' study mode'..which is kinda wrong. I was supposed to be in the study mode during school days, not NOW? The holiday..hmm..heck

I am supposed to be having fun in Singapore instead of being stuck in this place and having a lonely Christmas. Once I thought of this, I felt like crying..well..I really did though..haha..in the library itself. Sob sob~~~~~wahahhaah~~Crying is not embarrassing, no matter you're a girl or you're a guy.

Special Thanks to
ESTHER!!!!!
I have received your letter yesterday and I was so touched. (>_<) !!! Loves you loves you..the gifts are lovely!!

And it was ANh's Birthday Y yesterday..(UK time) Hope you've received my sms?YAY!！ You are as old as me now! wahahah~~~aint I just EVIL!? haha..love u lots.

Okay..SO where I was going? oh..I was complaining about my monotonous life...well..it was not that bad..its the worst ever...(-_-) Juz kidding. A new member joined my family last Saturday - Xiao Jiu. Its not a human being..its a..HAMSTER!!!! hahahax~~~It has angelic white fur, which seems kinda dirty now due to lack of cleaning. It was a Christmas gift for my brother from my cousin..She's very kind to us!! Er...XiaoJiu sometimes is quite stupid..-_-+..easy to make fun of. Somemore, it kept running on the wheels. Maybe it thinks itself is too FAT and needs to slim down. =D

Just now I was talking to Weirong, who has gone on a trip in Malaysia with his friends and is back in Singapore by now. Hehehehx...He mentioned the DNA mixer in Times Square. That reminds me of my first trip to Malaysia with Class 4E. Early in the morning, a small group of playful people ( wr, me, eric, mervyn, junxiong, anh,kiat sheng, Daren, Aesha..chinyong? er..= = ..since when there are so many..I anyhow..) went to Times Square but it was closed!

The following morning, we woke up early again while everyone else was asleep. This time it was not closed and our 2nd stop was DNA mixer. Honestly, I regretted going onto that idiotic machine, turned here and rotated there, making me wanna vomit. The others were just super! They went on to play the other stuff while Weirong and I took a rest. That was the first time I felt like DYING in the middle of the Times Square..I lied flat on my back on the floor and others were casting curious looks at me. A police even came to ask whether I was all rite. = =..Weirong, STRONG! hahahhax
After that, we rushed like crazy people on the street. We were so scared we were going to miss the bus!~~~hahahah Good memory.

I dont know what I am writing. I would be surprised if any of you is still reading this. hahahx. All these seem to be crap to me. I think my brain is not working pretty well today..Its just that, I want to something else other than studying. Otherwise, I can go crazy at any moment.. I will try my best to update more..( When I say 'try' instead of 'do', I am not gonna fulfill the words I have said. =P haha..kidding kidding. ) Leeping xiaojie dont be mad at me. (>_<)~~~

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I am just SOMEONE
who waits there for you
who guides you through your darkness
who stays through thick and thin with you
who is satisfied to be...
YOUR　FRIEND

Jiayi and I

Melissa and I

Finally I put my photos on the blog? hahhax..Hafidz said my face was plum..(= =)...I am going on a diet now..55555~~

Friends Forever

2006-11-27T19:51:00.000Z

Eventually, I am blogging in this blog once more..this time, I am going to thank 3 guys....

WEIRONG, DANIEL AND KOK CHUANG

Thank you very much for the gift..though..I dont know what it really is for...
It must be Kok chuang who has chosen it...wolau..Leehom's concert dvd plus cd...entirely speechless.haha...you are always crazy over Leehom..=)

Somehow, I feel like a child again..always crying..and dont have the ability to stop myself..
Weirong has sent me the class 4e dvd and I watched it..I simply miss u guys so much that I hav nothing to say..Gradually, the tears blur my view and I can them rolling off my cheek, and my heart is throbbing hard..I cannot believe that I have not seen you guys in such a long time......

It has nearly been a year..and many things have changed. Still, I believe that friends forever...
I have been in deep thoughts for 5 minutes and I still cannot think of what to type..I dont know how to use words to describe..how much I miss u guys..not loads..its much more than loads..never expect that rite?

I cannot reveal my real emotions for too long..I am terrified that I wont be able to close my heart again..then I feel very awful...so yeah..I am being the cheerful me that you guys want me to be...thats not heartless rite?

I dont mind expose my weakness to u all..coz you know me well.......

Hmm...

2006-11-16T14:01:00.000Z

Actually i wanted to write something about myself...well..I have to go to class now..hahahah..I write it next time.

Anyway, I am finneeeee~~

Christmas is coming!! chenyuan!!! u coming~~~~~whennn???????????????????/

Half-term Holiday

2006-10-29T23:21:00.000Z

Hmm...I havent been updating? er..wahahha...too lazy to update over the holidays...

Many people were not free last weekend coz some of them had gone travelling in other Western countries..like..Spain..Italy and Scotland..or they visited their friends in Cambridge and Brighton..so yeah..I only managed to get Melissa, William, Kris and Yiling out..

Initially Kris was with us but he left after having lunch to watch his frien's badminton match..then we went to Ikea..to buy Melissa's furniture. Tell you what..that place is SO big! We even got lost..(@_@)..3 of us were waiting at the basement while Melissa searched for the small table..she was supposed to call us..but there was not any signal..so we juz sat on the bench(for sale) and waited..= =..wahahha~~too lazy to get up.

Next, we watched movie till 9 sth..wa..its so scary on sat nite! Before we entered the cinema, there were few ppl on the street..but after watching the Guardian, it was crowded with people..some of them were drunk..(>_<)

I went to Scotland..FUN!! hahaha..but too lazy to describe..so yeah..forget it.

I reached home on Friday minight and the next day, I was out again!!! Same people went to ANdy's house. Andy, Ruben, Kris and Ian lived together now~~~~so niceeee~~~~We had some HOT noodles and a chicken drumstick..yummy..

er..I didnt upload scotland photos now coz I dont know which one to put..too many..but I upload Andy's house one..IN msn space..hmm..blogger always fails to upload my dearie photos..T_T...

Ah..hvnt been toking to u guys for a long time..so busy..ahhh..holiday hw..= = ..die...dun ask me dun ask me..miss u all loaddsss ahh..

Hmm..sometimes i read blog without tagging one..coz.duno wat to tag..hahax..

Its raining~

2006-10-15T02:05:00.000+01:00

I was so pissed offffff!!! arghhh!!! cannot stand it..haizzz...why there's such an asshole in this world! pardon me if i use any rude vocab..aiya..never mind..dont wanna talk about him already..T_T...

This week was all rite..so far there are two people who gets unconditional offers and requests for interviews from the univerisities they have applied this week..I start getting more and more anxious now..how about me..how about me..i havent received any letters from the universities..arghh..

Honestly, I blog more on the msn space coz i go online everyday..but it was in chinese..so yeahh..= =..hahax..though most of them are rubbish and its probable that you wont understand a single word..=D does yangyi understand? (>_<) oh..and i only post photos in msn space..coz i have some difficulty uploading photos here..my cousin say i look fat..T_T..eh! AH! Can you hear my fragile heart made out of glass is smashed into pieces/?

hmm..i am thinking of blogging something more sensible..more meaningful..but my mind is blank..cannot think of anything else..juz have been sleeping like a pig for the past few days...and i am way behind in the academic area..bohuhu..tats why i gotta stay at home for the weekend..haizz..

I was in a very bad mood last friday..but i still went to the sports centre..hmm..still the same..eh..dude..i dont know wat i am sayin over here..ohH! I went to the dentist before going to the sport centre..so yeah..i walked to the center along..and..I have lost my way again..T_T...now then i realise..UK houses also look the same to me..i spent at least 20 minutes to find my way there..

WE are not supposed to talk bad behind other ppl's back..so..can i juz say out loud in front of them !? my biscuits...T_T..nvm..be kind ONCE in a while..next time wont even offer him the biscuits out of politeness..

Half-term holiday is coming..its only one week so we planned to go on a tour in Scotland. We went to Oxford during the summer..so now we took plane to go to Scotland. hehehehx..really looking forward to it! Eh..dont ask me why i never go back to singapore during the half-term holiday..coz..= =..i simply forget there's a holiday in october..until..2 weeks ago..
I must be an idiot to miss the opportunity of going to Singapore.

ah ha ha ha I love RADIO~~

2006-10-06T21:51:00.000+01:00

I was not really aware of the changes in my surroundings..my frienz said that I am especially "high" today and I suppose its becoz of the mooncake festival? =) Happy mooncake festival to each and everyone of you...Tomorrow I will be having a party..gonna be soo exhausted yet I am looking forwrad to it with all my heart..it seems I have got myself invovled in some kinda trouble..dude..how're 16 ppl gonna fit in a small apartment..

Last year, on this day, at this time, I was mugging hard for O levels, worrying about the results and there was no celebration. [ I guess so? ...since weirong doesnt have any memory of celebrating last year's mooncake festival too.. ]

This friday, which is also today, a bunch of girls hide in the toilet in the sport centre, juz to chit-chat and take photos..that does sound a bit silly..haha..hope nobody else have noticed us..hmm..honestly, I really suck at tennis..the little tinny ball was in its vertical motion..and then it's over the wall..to the another end of the Earth..which..I cannot see. =.=''...Well...to put it in short, I lost the ball. Bleh~

All my classmates have participated in the Senior Mathematics Challenge competition, it was some event like the Olympics Maths? I am not confident but who cares? wahaha..hoping to get a certificate by luck.

Dick, Duck, Dick, Duck...the raindrops fall off the edge of the roof...it has been raining for the past 3 days and eventually, I realise that I have lost my umbrella...arghh...I must be an idiot to notice it now..well..but it hasnt been raining for 3 months!!

Yangyi's nick: love keeps us alive..(tats so true...) Before its too late, am I allowed to say I love you all? haha..it doesnt matter whether you see this..but if u do, say you love me too!! wahahax...okay..I am in a frantic mode again..

Have been waiting and tolerating for so long...
I think its time for me to surrender..
I can take no more..
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I am going to withdraw money from the bank so that I have the money to buy lunch..
So hungry.......................

The tears of an angel

2006-09-30T01:25:00.000+01:00

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/musiclee0502&article_id=4682511

Hmm..its in chinese. I dont know where I can find the English version but its a true story in mainland China..hope you like it..

This week..hmm..let me think..its quite normal?

Firstly, my friends have somehow become dota freak and its becoz of Bjorn!!! During lunch time or free periods, you can see that the cyber cafe is full. Every computer appears to be the same because its all of them are playing dota games together ..=.=''...andy..bjorn..ruben..charles..kris..ian..even jiayi and beatrix joined in !! wolau..dota..a violent game without an aim..i dont like it. haha..i dont know how to play and I start feeling dizzy once i look at the 3D screen.

Its getting colder nowadays and the sky turns pitch dark around 7pm..well..it used to be fairly bright until 9pm though.. woo...the fall is arriving and soon the gloomy winter will follow...hmm..we were talking about Hallowein..(did I spell correctly? =.=..dun tink so..) and some were saying that they wanted to dress up and go around asking for sweets in the neighbourhood..

Er..sounds fun..but..crazy too..hahax...I dont think anyone would give? Then what if they dont give you sweets? You cry in front of them..? siao...=P

Also, the moon festival is coming~~~!!!

I joined the Duke of Edinburgh this week..it was an activity similar to NYAA. I think the only differnce is the name..we(andy, andrea, jiayi, my brother, jingting and shirlene) wanted to join the expenditure on this saturday. However, the max number is only 15 people..awww..saddddd.....

This Wednesday, the day when I felt my clock was spoilt for twice! Initially I opened my eyes and saw it was 8.25am..(okay..so my lesson started at 8.25am and it lasted for 45 min..) I was like...SIAN! So I went into the kitchen and told my guardian that I wouldnt be going to the school in the morning..since thats the only lesson I had in the morning.

I went back to sleep..and when I opened my eyes again..it was 12.30pm..AND my next lesson started at 1.45pm..I hadnt even taken my shower!! bleh bleh bleh..I thought my clock was spoilt and I even went to the kitchen to check the clock on the wall...

hmm..why am I saying this ah..I must be very boring..haiz..the night before..I was betting with Yuchen whether he would be late..=.=''..so embarrassing.

ohhH! also, there were some hilarious events in the chemistry lab..but I dont know how to describe.hmm..anything..hahaha..we took pictures and Mr oaks seems to be a bit mAd....

EH? Suddenly realise this week..is juz another normal week..but I am glad that I find myself happy in the school..=)

[ is my blog entry as long as weirong's already? ] bleh bleh bleh~~~

oh..I am being tagged by Qinghui..X_X...cannot escape...qinghui..rite hor? haha..

1) single, taken or crushin?
single.. nobody wants me..sob sob..

2)are u happy with ur life now?
Happy happy~~ coz I have you all..dearie family and great friends to be with.=)

3)when u meet the right person, do u fall in love fast?
Hmm..How I know? Dont really care about that now...

4) have u ever been heart broken?
hmm..if heart broken refers to make me feeling wanna commit suicide..then..NO! hahahax..

5) Do you believe tt there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
I dont believe..

6)wld u ever take someone back if he/she cheats on u?
Never...

7)ever tok abt marriage to someone else?
Of courseeee!!! I also dont know why..but the topic just comes up somehow..

8) Do u want childen?
I like children..but I dont wanna help them change diapers..=.=''...

9) How many?
Er..if i can marry then we tok about the children..hahax

10) Would u ever consider adoption?
I dont see why not...depends on whether I have the money to support my family and I..

11) If someone likes you now, what do you tink is the best way for him/ her to let you know his/ her feelings?
Er..just tell me face to face? I will say...Er..I also dont know..haha

12) Do you enjoy going into relationships?
no...its too heavy a burden and too much a responsibility to me..

13) Do you believe in love at first sight?
no..coz..i dont feel comfortable being with a stranger..unless he's a vvvv handsome guy...then..heheehe...

14)Do you believe you can change someone?
er..I think its easier for them to change me..easily influenced. =.=''...

15) If you could married elsewhere, where would it be?
Never thought of it before..

16) Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
er..fight..if lose then cry lor..hahaa....

17) Do you have feeling for someone right now?
Dont have.

18)Do you ever wished that you could have someone but you messed it up?
Yes..but I am glad I messed it up.

19) Have u ever broken a heart?
Dont think so..everyone is so strong! hahahha..If I did, I dont mean it..trust me..

20)If one day your best friend falls in love with the gal/ guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
Give up..if he doesnt know that both of us like him..unless he's my husband..then..-_-+..how to give up..

21)Are you missing anyone right now?
now..very sleepy..no strength to miss anyone...6am in the morning..and i am bloggin..

22) Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.. write their names below..
yeah.. and the list goes like this..
1) yuchen(scold me stupid somemore..u r deadddd!!!)
2) jiayi (jiayi jiayi~~~ play gamesss~~~)
3) weirong (long time never sabo u liao..quick quick!!)
5) weiling ( time to take my revenged!!! wahahax)
6) Esther (BLOG BLOG BLOGGG!!!)

Stunned

2006-09-24T00:42:00.000+01:00

Initially, this weekend is going to be a normal weekened..until I have heard a stunning news from my friends..its quite inconvenient for me to write here..so yeah..I wont go into the details..not in the mood to...anyway..

I really feel sorry for her..and I believe everyone else must be feeling the same thing I am feeling now..Sometimes, things juz happen abruptly that we are not given time to prepare ourselves to face them. I juz hope..juz hope that she's strong enough to overcome this..I know its easier to be said than done..afterall, this hasnt occured to me before. However, we believe that she's strong enough..aiya..I am never good at words and somehow, I just cannot express what I am feeling fully now...I wont say things like life has to go on..I dont know why..haiz.. sorry sorry..sobs..dui bu qi..anyone who reads this and knows what has happened, send my grief to her, pls... ?

How funny can I be when I was crying, and at the same time, the other person was crying for a entirely different reason..There's nothing that worths my tears really..haiz...

My msn is experiencing critical problem and sometimes nobody can receive my msg..so yeah..if i didnt reply..I didnt mean to..

HoW i WiSh I aM tHeRe....
EvEn I am there..could I possibly change anything?
Coz what I have, is a shoulder for you...
Now, shall we pray...

Blog game

2006-09-24T00:35:00.000+01:00

*tagged victims have to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. specify the gender of the target. tag four victims to join in this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. if tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.

tagger: Weiling
next victims: yangyi,qinghui, leeping, mervyn, daren
Target Gender:Male

Points of a perfect lover:
1) feel comfortable when being with him
2) accept all my disadvantages, including my temper
3) wont make me cry and make me smile
4) be there when I need him
5) really cares about me, even after we are no longer lovers.
6) someone whom i can be proud of to show to my parents
7) able to support me and his own family ( juz being realistic..u see..)
8) someone who doesn't smoke or drink or take drugs

而我知道五月天

2006-09-23T05:09:00.000+01:00

冰块还没融化你在看表我笑的尴尬
你说最近很忙改天聊吧
那天我在楼下想了很久想你说的话
你说爱情很窄世界很大(而我们应该长大)
就这样吧就这样吧
我想我听懂你话中的话

而我知道那真爱不一定能白头到老
而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉
而我知道我知道这一切我全都知道
我就是受不了
而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉
而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒
却还是这么难熬
微笑紧紧咬牙给你祝福你自由飞吧
你说温室没有灿烂的花(你总是很有想法)
就这样吧就这样吧
我同意可是我泪如雨下

Delighted

2006-09-19T12:40:00.000+01:00

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ~~~~
Samuel and Xiaoyan, I have received your gift and letters...thx u thx u thx u~
hehex...i like them a lot oh...>_<>

this is the bit i miss out last time..hehe..now must add oN!

now..in the school..bored~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so blessed....

NeW tErM ; NeW bEgGiNg ...

2006-09-17T19:25:00.000+01:00

I am blogging..I am blogging..I am blogging~~~ see people!! I am bloggin!!! hahahhahaha..=.=''...
Must listen to Leeping dear...so i come here and blog...

hmm..yesterday was Weirong's birthday! Happy Birthday to hiM!! hahahha..he's waiting to be sabo tml in his school..@_@....

As for me...really nothing to write about. hahaha..Everyone changes pretty much..and there are new students everywhere..^_^..i also make new friends with a few Chinese who come from Shanghai !! ( super duper hardworking type..)

We celebrated Jiayi's birthday last saturday..very very fun~~ and we watched a scary movie..PULSE..quite..lame..but..still scary. hahahha..even the guys screamed!! wahahhaha~~~!!! Andrea covered her eyes for almost half of the showtime..so yeah..details = lazy.

This sunday, which is today, i went out with church friendz..and new friends in CTC..hmm..eat..shop..walk..basically thats all? haha..get a lot of new telephone numbers...eh..dun tink i will use it though..

then last time sms till sleep again..hahahhaa...typical habit liao~~^_^

Then now, i am busy with the UCAS form and my personal statement..ahh..uni uni..i am going to uni...pls uni pls uni..accept me..accpt this pool girl~~~ whahahah..not gonna talk about the details here...reason being..again..lazy..hehe..

Thats roughly about it..

Silently, autumn has arrived....

I am a liar

2006-08-31T00:07:00.000+01:00

OkAy..I am in a big trouble now.

I am going to have my another A level exam in January, which is right after my December holiday and I have four examinations for the four subjects I am taking this year. Hmm..now I know what the December holiday is used for, is it too late to realise? T_T...dont scold me dont scold me..

The main point is, I wont be able to go back this year December then..eh..dont scold me dont scold me..>_<...I really did plan to go back. I do sonud like a liar? hahax..I will go back maybe next July or August or Septemeber? I also dont know..but then, wont be like what kenneth said, next time no more A level excuse..coz..i graduate le ma~~ ^_____^

Hmm..hope when I go back next year, we are still friends?

This week...stupid la..I went to a few universities that I am planning to apply..i walked until my legs almost broke..Then the National Railway and Tueb routes were so complicated!!!! No wonder people would say getting lost in Singapore is stupid...=.='''...

Andrea and Jiayi are coming back~~~ hehehe..and can see a lot of people on onday~~delighted delighted~~And...I would like to thank...

QINGHUI AND VICTOR!!! Thank you so much for the birthday present..I like it a lot. ^___^...its okay to be late one lah~~oh..initially I thought its just Qinghui who had sent me the gift until I saw Victor's scrippled handwriting. hahahax...=D. Anyway, really thank you two! and YANGYItoo!! for the birthday gifts!!

Friendship

2006-08-29T00:19:00.000+01:00

I hate the way adults think

Adults are forcing me to face the reality

Adults are telling me that dreams dont exist

There is nothing such as friends forever

Its simply not worth it to sacrifice my time for my frienz

Maybe I know the feelings of lost sombody

Thats why I treasure you all even more

However, I am already half-adult..

So, for the very last time, let me decide..

So, for the very last time, pardon my immaturity...

If a person exchanges a car for a trip with you, would you say yes..?

My frienz...would you tell me how to make a decision so that nobody is hurt, including me?

haha..u all dont know what I am saying rite...thats okay. Juz remember that I really loved you all once...and continuing..miss u all loads.

After reading Esther's entry on friends, my immediate thought is
" Once frienz, forever frienz. "

Dont pretend I am not there when you have already seen me..
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On wed, its a suprise that two people asked me out at the same time!! hahax..31st August was Randy's birthday and he invited me to the beach with the others.. Then I was thinking, why does everyone wanna go to the beach on special event!!!!! arghh...giving me a real headache. Ohh.and I realise there are actually 5 friends whose birthday are 31st August! My cousin is going to Taipei on 31st Aug too..haizzz..

Then, Wing asked me out on Thursday/Friday with the same group of guys last time. Haha..wanted to go v much but I had an appointment with the principal. =((...

The appointment with the principal..hmm...sux. I was landed in a very awkward position!

Hmm..I suddenly feel that the people here are honest. If they miss u, they simply say they miss u, whether they are guys or girls. They will miss u if they havent seen you for two weeks.. Look at those singapore guys..whoever say miss me before without me asking!! havent seen them for more than half a year somemore..Sad arghh..

I went to the thorpe park this sunday becoz I finally find someone who will take the rides with me!! ---> My guardian's sister!! hehehehx...who am I? I am that kind of person who wanna take exciting rides and u will see me vomitting afterwards. =.=''...hmm..it was quite fun..>_<..but I am lazy to write the details again..

Honesty is the Best Policy!!

Anyway, school is going to reopen next week, may not blog that often then. hahax.

My wishes

2006-08-24T23:54:00.000+01:00

Recently heard from other frienz that they are having major exams..(both poly and jc)
So,,,,,

Hope its not too late to wish you guys & gals all the best and good luck!!!

Must work hard to reach the cloud !

My efforts had paid off

2006-08-21T03:39:00.000+01:00

Hmm..To me, this week is very short..maybe thats because I had been anxious about my result and I dont care much about the other stuff...hehehehx...I would say that my efforts had finally paid off becoz I got the grades I wanted for all the subjects. =) Although I am not the top student, I am more than delighted!!! hooo~~~

Chemistry - A
Accounting - A
Pure Maths - A
Further Maths - A

[ later u all think I hao lian...=.=''..haizz..my blog leh!! ]

Honestly, I didnt expect this...coz I only start working really hard for the last two weeks before exam, which is when my computer had spoilt...whahahahax...=P Somehow cannot control my desire to touch the computer if its working..so yeah...okay la..stop here liao..later ppl say I hao lian then act humble..wanna strangle me..

What did I do this work..nothing much...coz..cannot remember...=.=''..I only know that my guardian's sister had come over to live in my house for 10 days and we ate dinner at a Japanese restaurant on Friday after my lessons...Ohh..I think Friday is the only busy day..hahax. I also went out with Wing and the other Mr I-forget-their-names for lunch and something else afterwards...

This week..I have made two important decisions on my own and I have no idea whether I am going on the right path. First of all, I have chosen the main course I want to study in the university..Yeah, my first choice is LSE. However, I have a difficulty in choosing a/cting and finance or business manangement. Coz...i am not interested in anything...dont wanna study at all..only wanna earn money.

Secondly, I wouldnt say what that problem is..but now I feel so damn guilty!! I dont know whether its worth for me to do this..and I sure have sacrificed quite a lot of things for it. Never mind..I will find out sooner or later..haiz...I feel everyone is blaming me..I feel so uneasy inside...

Once you have made your decision, dont regret on it.

and YANGYI!! Thank you very very much for the birthday gift!! The necklace is very very very nice~~ haha..my guardian complimented that you have a good taste. ^_^ ~~ Miss u loadss~~ muackxxxzz~~!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU...(heheehe..the parcel didnt drop into the sea lehHH~~~)

Anh, esp for u!

2006-08-18T23:04:00.000+01:00

Hsiuya's poor translation of lyrics..pardon me. hahax
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The location is one corner in the city
The time is at midnight
Here is haunted by lonely people
To exchange solitude
Quietly, I sat behind your back
It seems that you only wanna be silent

I suppose our love has come to an end
Speechless is even more of a torment
Why not just break up
Let me live alone
Please grasp my hands no more
At least, I am free of burden being alone
I may fall low if I want to
I may create troubles if I want to

I also let you live alone
Even if we continue, there'll be no ending
Why are you still accommmodating yourself to me

Let both of us go, let us live
Let both of us free, let us live
When we are in love, the promises we have made
When we are in love no more, dont be obstinate.
You dont have to repent, We can live separately.

Once, loneliness and loneliness leads to the fire of love
Inflame you and me
Now, silence and silence is even more silent
There's nothing that we miss

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okay..forget it. I dont know how to translate...=.=""...

Anh!!! Anyway, its juz a couple who has break up..hahahax..If you can understand wat I was typing above, then congratez! haha..if not..=.="'..Cannot help it.

放生 By 范逸臣

2006-08-16T02:17:00.001+01:00

地点是城市某个角落
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出没
交换一种寂寞
我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就

就彼此放生留下活口
就彼此放生
彼此留下活口
爱的时候
说过的承诺
爱过以后
就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得

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Boredom

2006-08-13T11:22:00.000+01:00

Thankx Weiling, Daren, Sarly, Gilvin, Natalia, Bear, Meihsing, Chin Yong and Chen Yuan, Issac and Yangyi for wishing me belated happy birthday...though..I dont know who's Bear lah..hahhahax..he told me he's Esther's brother...Esther~~~any idea?? ( Issac~~see i add u there..hehe..)

Ahh..talking about this week...VERY BORED AH! This proves that how studying can be a boring task....nothing much to talk about so I shall end my post here! See you gals & guys!

wahahhahhahx..I am crazy......

Only and One 18th Birthday

2006-08-06T00:37:00.000+01:00

Thank you people for the gifts and wishes!!! Really appreciate them lotzzz...

Erica & Brother - Dancing mat, dancing software, cup, bear soft-toy, me-to-you balloon, a full series of Sophie Kinsella books, chocolate rolls, "H" keychain...(Hooray!!! Cannot stop jumping up and down when I saw the dancing mat~~~>_<) They really try hard for making my 18th birthday a great one..with sacaristic remarks written in the letter..hahax..jk jk

Andrea - Keychain with my name on it, two photos with me and her inside. Thank her so much for sending the letter all the way from Malaysia..v touched worx..muackx!

Thx Wynne and Victor and Samantha for the email..Wynne!! Must do it when you promise me hor!!! hehex..=)

Thx Kc and Shie and Andrea and Wing for the sms...^__^

Thx Jasmine and WinYin for leaving me testimonials..miss u two loads too! hahax..suprise horx..winyin nv forget my birthday leh~~

Thx Leeping, Esther and Weirong for wishing at my tagboard too. Er..Esther you are not late arh..

Thx Weirong and kok chuang for wishing me again in msn too..kekex..

At last, thx Anh who wishes me happy birthday in her msn nickname. =D I saw it..hehe..and no worriess~~ I will wait for you for 4 months..Wif love! muackzzzz!!

Uh huh..hmm..nothing..juz wanna thx u all for remembering my birthday even though you guys n gals are busy..谢谢！爱死你们了~~

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Finally, I have turned 18, a legal age when I can drink alcohol and go to pubs. Now I carry more responsibilities for my own behaviour and once I committed any crime, I gotta go to jail, juz like any other adults would. Should I be delighted or disappointed that I have reached this age..? I dont know the answer and I am waiting to find out more...

What have I been busy with for the last whole week? Well..I kinda attended a stagecoach course. I gotta wake up at 8.30 every morning to get ready and can only go home at 5 or 6pm. The teachers taught us how to act, dance and sing. Its supposed to be a childrens' event but somehow we are engaged in it.

Yes..I am the eldest person in the whole group, but who knows? The other two girls, Jenny and Lechesha, who are 16 and 14 respectively, looks much older than me. =) Kinda delighted when the small kids told me that I looked like 14 years old lehH~~~ hahahhax. Well...

We gotta go for the audition for big roles like Nurse Nelie and BloodyMary. Initially I wanted to try it out too but once I saw the script, I changed my mind completely. Thats...too much to remember. hahahax..(I dont think I will succeed in getting the roles anyway..=P)

The performance on Friday turned out to be a big success and the audience continued clapping even we left the stage. WoohoO~~~ isnt it great~~ hahahax..(>_<) Its a brand new experience for me..as in..working with the children on the stage. It's a great birthday and we've kinda celebrated it on the 5th Aug..=)

Today is 6th Aug 2006, which is also my 18th birthday. To be honest, I am in a state of exhaustion right now but my mind is so packed up with "who am I gonna be?" that I cannot sleep. I have been tossing and turning around in my bed for the past 30 minutes.

A few days ago, I suddenly realised that I am turning into an adult soon and I somehow cannot accept the fact at that time..hahax..Aint I being silly again? Hmm..I wanna change myself throughly, both inside and outside. Right..I am not joking or fooling around this time. I am desperate to prove to everyone that I have grown up..somehow..into a real adult. "No More A Smart Little Girl With No Heart.."

I wanna be a different me and I gotta start doing that from now on. All along, I have been waiting for the environment to change me. However, that's not how things should work out...I should have the ablitiy to change the environment instead.

I have decided that I will participate in the voting process of the student committee when school reopens. I know its very likely I may not get a post in the student committee. However, I only know one thing. I am gonna regret if I didnt give it a try. I dont wanna be regretting my every decision for the rest of my life...

From the stagecoach course, I have learnt that, if you never tried, you will never know. Thats an important lesson for me...now and then.

If I want to be a successful person, I cannot do whatever I like whenever I want to. Thats not called freedom..thats not called simple life..thats called SLACKING! I assure that I will never improve myself in that way.. I dont wish that I spent half of my teenage years touching the computer..I dont wish that my world is limited around the computer..and when I get old, others ask what I had been doing while I was young, I told them " playing the computer.." Doesnt that sound sux to you? There are still so many things on this world, awaiting for me to achieve.

Meaning..I wont be online on weekdays..unless its compulsory. OH..sometimes u r addicted to computer..then u'd do stupid things with dumb excuses like..oh i am juz downloading stuff..oh..i am juz checking mails..oh..I am juz finding out some information..OH UR HEAD LAH! NO MEANS NO!

I can shine on the stage too..there's nothing to be afraid of. Even a 7 years old kid can do it, why cannot I? Dont be afraid of being jeered at or being ashamed if you didnt get what you want.. If they tell you " hahax..you didnt get it.." Reply proudly, " At least I tried." or if they console u with statements like " Awww...tats sad. I am sad for you.."..Reply with a geinue grateful smile.." Thats okay, I will try harder next time. "

Erica is so right about me..yet sometimes I refuse to admit. Now we all have to be humble to learn..The adults have lived more on the Earth than us and its an undeniable fact that we gotta learn a lot of things from them. I am not saying that whatever they said are correct..but you gotta take their words seriously, interpret them on your own and decide whether they are beneficial to you. Dont treat them like old folks who are nagging all day long and only talking gibberish.

And..We gotta be polite towards people, especially those elder ones. Dont let them think that we have no manners. Why is that so? Becoz that shows how your family, ur parents dont bring you up in the right way. In any sense, you are bringing shame onto your parents and thats the least thing I wanna do in the world.

Oh..By the way, girls have to behave like girls while the boys like boys. Dont try to be a tomboy...speaking vulgarities..acting like a boy..Nobody would think that you are cool..and you are juz being so un-cool about it..and some think you are ah-lian!

In this society, its being polite for girls to dress up like one..putting make-up and wearing dress make you look formal when you go to work or when you attend parties. Of course, I am not claiming that you should put up those thick-up and anyone wanna vomit whenever they see you..juz that..arghh..you should know?

And! Dont let " I have tried my best " to limit your own ablity. When you have fully believed that you have tried your best, thats it. Thats where your limit is. There's never something called "best" becoz its not for you to judge. The boss/teacher wont feel pathetic towards you juz becoz u think u've tried your best, juz becoz u've put in a lot of effort. They only wanna see the result and they dont care about the process...

That does sound unfair..but thats the reality. Well..you may argue that even idiots have tried their best, they still cannot score full mark for a simple mathematical test. I shall say..you are borned differently from them..and if you are comparing yourself with them, you are nothing but an idiot.. Juz like..Would you put an able person and a person in wheel chairs in the same competition?

Er..take note, I am not discriminating anything or anybody here..its juz an example..so...dnt shoot me... Sometimes you give complaints like..I am not smart..blah blah blah..uh huh.. IF YOU ARE NOT SMART, YOU SHOULD WORK DOUBLE HARD !!

Who is there to justify the right or wrong? Nobody..becoz there is so-called grey zone..there are all sorts of circumstances that you havent thought of yet they might fall on you one day...

Dont make any promises or assurances when you cannot achieve them too..coz when you cannot achieve them, the ones you've given ur promises/assurances are gonna be disappointed!

Furthermore, you joke at the right time. If you keep joking all day long, nobody knows when they should trust you and when they shouldnt. This is sorta attitude problem...

Once you have decided to do something, dont give up easily. I gotta have the determination to make it last. I hate practices..and I believe that everyone does. However, practices makes perfect..hmm..this reminds me that i gotta practise my piano...=.=""...

Well..we have to be responsible for our deeds too. Like me, I cannot even take care of a pot of lavender..being busy is juz not an execuse. Pets are stronger than flowers..but babies are more fragile as compared to flowers. If you are busy with your work and you forget to feed your kid for 3 days..will they still be alive !? Gosh..such a lousy comparision.

Why am I writing these..hmm..coz I used to be an idiot and now I have realised my mistakes. =) Thx to Erica. But hor..sometimes still v unhappy lah...=.=""

Hmm..Juz wanna mention sth..Wing is v nice..hahax..coz hor, I dont know him well, i only see him a few times but he would email me asking why i didnt go to church..see. The world is full of nice people...

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2006-08-02T18:47:00.000+01:00

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难过的是我们做了选择是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得为何在我心中有舍不得

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如果现在开口如何挽留感情这条线注定只能这么远
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Fiasco

2006-07-23T00:41:00.000+01:00

I think I know what wynne means..and I agree!!! hahahahx..For instane, sometimes you put in all ur effort to like somebody, that doesnt mean he'll like you. Thats what I think? hahax..heck~

(=.="")...I feel so stupid right now..I wanna make a soft-toy for someone due to some reasons..
Then..I tried really hard!!! Its my first time..and..I failed. Err...I have already put in a lot of efforts..weirong, how come I never achieve my target one? hahax..=P

I know the will counts..but hor..its so ugly that if I gave it to someone, I would be blushing like hell. The strings are everywhere..one eye is missing..its filled with tissue papers..no idea how to sew the nose..sianzzz..now I wanna hang this soft-toy rabbit..

p.s. Wynne you want lavender? I have tons of it in front of my house..I pluck it for you. Free one..hehehex.. =D You wanna put in a small bottle or what? hmm..the plant I was talking about in the previous blog is lavender..I tried to plant on my own..er..but I think that one looks nicer...(-.-") hmm..if anyone reads this, anyone wants lavender?? hahahax..I pluck all of them~~

Damn! I am such a fiasco! ( Thinking of Mdm Rogayah now~)

Heyy~!!! Today is my brother's birthday!!! yay~~!!! Happy Birthday!!! Yesterday we went to...Irish Festival..but it was monotonus..except that the spare ribs is delicious.. Then, we went to the Game Ground. We spent quite a lot but its his birthday! hahax..I tried the dancing machine~~and!!! The screen wrote " FAILED "... see lah..stupid machine doesnt know how to appreciate my dancing.

haizzz...wont be online lately coz gotta catch up with my work. Aiya..and I havent chatted with some of the frienz for a long time..haiz. I dont know how they have been becoz I always have to go after chatting for a short while. SIANZ LAH!

do do do..do so much hw oso didn see me becoming smarter...
play play play..play so much games oso didnt see me becoming more normal...
die die die..i think i go and die faster...

Gd nite n sweet dreamz to all!!!

At least you can recognise it as a RABBIT..la..hor? =.=''

CLASS 4E!!

2006-07-20T02:49:00.000+01:00

To Esther : T_T....You are not coming anymore? haiz...I have seen your blog but there's no recent updates at all..its okay, I am still waiting. Hmm...then its okay. I send you the birthday gift, all rite? hehex. Such a pity that you are not coming over to England anymore..haizzz...nvm. If you are coming next time, tell me and we shall meet up!! Miss you loads...

To Weirong: DONT SPAM MY TAGGY BOARD AGAIN!!! haiz..Use the comment thing..(=_=")..next time I spam yours then you know.

Huh? Turf Club? Where does that come from or does it have anything to do with what I have written? hahahax...Dreams are supposed to be unrealistic..I have no idea how to explain this in English. 梦想是dream,理想是"___"..fill it up on your own. hahahahx...and effort can be percentage. 50% or 100% de...p.s. I wanna fly with my wings~~ lallala~~

-_-+....indirectly saying that I am stupid enough not to know how to water the plant lah!! wahahhaa..even I know how to water the plant! So wat!! The plant is already on its way to meet the death....T_T....sianzzz....

Money is not the root of all evils. I think GREED is the root of all evils...so...weirong is wrong!!! wahahhahax...weirong, bring happiness to the others is a more respectable talent. I agree with that..but everyone has that kind of talent, juz depend on whether you are willing to utilise your THAT talent fully...maybe you would say you dont know how...er..but i also dont know how..juz treat people sincerely?

=X..paisei..principles. hehehehx...pardon me for my poor spelling...

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I wannt blog sthg..but I dont know what to blog..hmm..talk about class 4e.
YOu know...I think everyone in 4e is kinda trapped, okay, maybe not all, but many of us.

4e becomes a burden, which traps us in the past. We are unable to open our heart to new people..or, we spend too much time on socialising with 4e frienz..okay. I ask ya..now, who will you talk to most of the time?
For me..its my old frienz..hahaax. =D argh.. become a victim! hahax..no lah..nowadays..computer has connection error all the time..hahax.

Anyway, 4e is the best class I have ever been to and of course, I appreciate it as much as all the others do. Its hard to think that I will have those kind of wonderful time again...aiya..I dont know what kind of message I am trying to convey over here...juz that..dont let 4e becomes ur burden? juz a memory tat should be kept? =.=""..ahh..forget it.

Replies

2006-07-18T04:13:00.000+01:00

To Leeping : Thx..and..er..I dont know about the msg thing coz its set by a different website. Maybe you would like to ask for weirong's help? hahax.. =D

To Yangyi: yangyi~~ hahax..How's Ashin's character like? I only heard that he is quite talented and is capable of composing wonderful pieces of music. And...Taiwan is nice!! hahax..I think. However, its also quite dangerous so if you want to live in Taiwan, its better not to go out at night. Hmm..but going out at night is fun..=.=""..hahax..maybe ask ur friends along..

To Weirong: Dreams are supposed to be unreal. For instane, I dream to fly!!! hahahx..no lah..hmm..how many people in this world actually achieve their dreams? I dont know..you need both talent and hardwork to achieve your dream and its not easy!!

And..even though all of us know that our thinkings are limited by the current education system, who can break free of that mindset? You?

I know whats pineapple leh...=D =D =D ....at least now I learn how to water the planT! =P Its never too late to learn..so..you cannot laugh at me. Otherwise, you are being mean!! wahahahx...

Initially I like UK becoz everything is NEW! But after 6 or 7 months..I feel sian.. hahahax. Furthermore, I feel more comfortable communicating in Madrian with the others..haizzz....Jun jie told me that you can see horses in the horse-racing places..dont know what its called. Horse gambling? hahahx..

You crap lah..in the end still have to earn money mah!! Bring happiness to the others is not so much a visible talent? =.=''...and I dont bring happiness to the others. Instead, I create more troubles. wahahax..

Wynne: =.=""...wynne you okay anot..laugh like me! hahax..going crazy too? Too stressed liao izit?

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Yesterday I watched One Litre Of Tears (一升的眼泪） and its the only show that makes me cry more than 10 times. I dont feel embarrassed coz its really a touching show..I have learn many principals from it. STRONGLY RECOMMEND!!! wahahahx...uh hum, its Japanese show. =D so..maybe SOME PEOPLE wont wanna watch..hehex..( but then..my eyes are all swollen this morning..sian..ZzzzzzzZ)

Okay, I am exhausted now. Gd nite n sweet dreamz to all~~ Muackx muackx~~!!

p.s. I am tooooo lazy to reply in taggy board liao..hahax..

Time waits for nobody.

2006-07-15T01:28:00.000+01:00

You know..Now I truly feel that time really flies without me realising..why is that so? Coz half of my holiday is already gone...T_T..and it seems that I didnt do many meaningful thing at all...hahax.

Eventually, I decided not to be so calculating..hehex..I shall do something meaningful in a short time. =) Juz wait and see lah! hahahax...though..its kinda waste of money..but then..better to give than take?

Oh! Today I went to my brother's violin concert and I met another guy. His name is Zhang Huan, another guy who comes from China. hahax..it seems that my brother is destined to have chinese friends..Chenyuan..Yangyi..Kevin..Huan..(except Qinghui~hehex..)

He's quite friendly and you know how much he scores for his GCSE? 5A stars and 9A(without star..)...hahax..smart eh? I think so..but dont know? Maybe the examination board is somehow different..-__-+..yes..here I am, attempting to deny that I am not stupid!! hahahax..

Okay..I am off the topic. The main issue is the concert. hmm...its an informal concert which was held in a church. (ya..church again...@_@) It went pretty well..apart from the little mistakes here and there..so! We shall put our hands together and give him a round of warm applause!! hahax..PAPAPAPAPAPA..(for ppl who duno, it supposes to be the sound of clapping hands) =D

Hmm..Sometimes, I just feel that I am useless and its a waste for me to survive on this world coz I havent got any special ability or talent. ( in chinese, a waste of rice and resources only lah..) I cannot possibly study forever rite? I mean..it'd be a terrible nightmare..hahax..nope. I mean..I shall earn money. Wouldnt you feel great if u a all-rounder? You are good in sports as well as academics.

Aint you confused about what is your dream? okay..maybe not dream..coz dream can never be achieved. I am referring to future here. I mean..what are you gonna be? A businessman? A Doctor? Or something that generates tons of money..? When you are young, you simply feel that nothing is impossible and you can achieve anything! Thats why children always have wonderful dream.s...

As you grow up, you realise that you gotta study very well in order to get these jobs..would you still wanna achieve your dream or juz on the way to give it up? I dont know..you gotta present your ideas clearly to the others..so! Language is important..it really is. Without being able to speak in proper English, I cannot even communicate with the others, let alone to find a job.

This is how the world works. Human beings are always in connection with one and another..and there's no way to avoid it. Even you are someone with an introvert character..or maybe u juz wanna stay alone in ur art room, painting..you still gotta sell the paintings!! wahhaax..wolau..such a crappy example.=_=""...

eh..but I am scared of death..so..touch wood. I'd better stay far away from the Death. lalalla~~its okay! I will make myself useful now! So..wats my purpose of my life...I think..think think..

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well..since I cannot come up with an aim, why not...juz dont waste my effort and start doing my homework..hahax..I suppose homework do help me becoming a bit more useful? (=.="")...I am not nerd lah..T_T....

Quote ^_ Dont sign your life away._^

Simply Me

2006-07-13T03:38:00.000+01:00

hahax...yes wynne. i will blog..=D hahax..sometimes I am juz lazy to log into the blogger and post you see...hmm..hope you all have been getting on well? (>_<) Happy is the most important element ! hehehex...smile and smile~!!

To be frank, I dont have much dismay about my current life. I mean...I am safe and healthy, I dont have to worry about money issue and anything else that you can think of. Furthermore, I am not under great pressure on the academic aspect since its holiday now. The truth is, I should be delighted and contented with what I own..but I simply dont.

However, I am tired of doing my tasks and carrying out my responsibilities as a pupil daily. I gotta finish my homework though I havent touched it for like...3 days? You guys may think its pretty normal but the story goes differently when a tutor and I are living under the same roof. Not making any big fuss over here though...all rite. I am juz muttering to myself...I dont even know what crap I am talking about over here...

I miss the milkshake that I had at Miu Miu in Oxford and its especially so when the weather is so damn hot. I feel that the sun is scorching me and I can be "cooked" at any time. arghh....why is the weather so unbearable and even air-con is out-of-stock!!! God damn it...

Other than that, I helped cooking today's lunch! hahax..it was pretty sucky I think..but its still edible.

All rite, and I bought a lavender plant in Testco too...(>_<) haiz...I cannot believe that I made stupid mistake without even realising it. Guess how I water the plant? hahax..I simply put the whole shit in the water, hoping the root will suck up the water on its own and grow in a healthy way. hahahx...I studied in the biology that they do suck up the water mah..T_T.... The correct way is to pour the water in the soil instead..hahax..why am I so stupid like a pig...A PIG..not a piggy.

Quote ^_ 我们痛苦,所以幽默；我们幽默,所以快乐 _^

How I wish now I become emotionless so that laziness doesnt exist as well and I will carry out all plans I have scheduled. It sounds impossible eh? hahax..Although I havent been online, I havent been studying hard too.

Recently, I am damn unlucky. I went ice-kating and fell for the first time on the ice. What I got is a big bruise on my angle. Apart from that, I sprained my another angle and I walked like an alien. Then today!? I fall off from my bed...=.=''...haiz..speechless..

What else? Hmmm..How I wish if one day, I could take off all the responsibilities upon me. No more homework, no more expectations from the others and no nothing! I am allowed to do anything I want to and never worry about whether I have sufficient money to use. hahax..Daydreaming away again. It would be nice though..

I suppose that JC life is really hard to cope with? Even Anh..who had been working so hard for the past 4 years..had obtained unexpected results..That really amazes me. Maybe she is tired of studying all day long? Maybe...she starts slacking like me?

(>_<)... I have always wanted to live in my comfortable zone and I wish that even more after watching some videos on youtube. With the familiar language which allow me to express myself fully, with the familiar surrounding that I feel cosy juz by being in it...I want to go back Taiwan for sure. Haiz...who wanna stay in UK..I simply dont like it.

Now my favourite star is Mingdao, a handsome guy. Why do I like him in particular since there are millions of handsome guys in the world? hahax..maybe becoz of his character and how he talks make me laugh. I am not one of those young girls who chase stars or singers like crazy people...but I really like him a lot a lot. I admire him!!! Although his appreance attracted me in the first place, his character is even more impressive.

Quote: ^_ When you can see where your future ends, how are you gonna live..? _^

However...(-_-") He seems to be flirt flirt type..hahax. =P

Finally! FinallY!! I have finished watching Tian Guo De Jia Yi~~wakao~~the guys are so handsome...(>_<) Anyway...Juz wanna say..It really upsets me to see a man to let go of his true love and yet at the same time, he must smile.

A lot of times.. the person you like doesnt like you.. Its definite that you are gonna be upset.. and maybe silly questions like " Why wouldnt he like me..? " hahax..even you yourself know the answer. Why bother asking others for the answer?

Enough about relationship...getting tired of talking about it all the time..hmm..but I enjoy the show. =P

Oxford Trip was pretty interesting...but then..you know..I did so many things and I had so much fun tat I was quite lazy to write it down...oH!! I know...do it in points form....

1. hotel

2. Sightseeing Oxford on double-decker bus

3.Ghost Trip

4. Swimmin..rather..floating in the children swimming pool

5. Ice-kating

6. Restaurants

7. Visiting castles..including Harry Potter's dining hall! but then..no stars on the ceiling leh..T_T...dreams are broken into pieces.

Quote ^_ I will be more than delighted to see you happy, even if I have to hide my tears_^

haha...I took the whole night to finish this template. I didnt mean to do so but I was so engrossed in it that I forgot all about time...&...my homework. I havent even touched my holiday hw yet...
Initially I planned to finish all in the first wk of holiday..but then..it sounds impossible now. =P

Haiz..I supposed to be going for the 2nd horse-riding lesson tomorrow but the weather forecast predicted that tomorrow is gonna be a raining day. Sianz...The first lesson was fun though..yappy~~!!

Recently, my guardian's frienz have been coming over to watch football and they are so damn noisy. Shouting here and yelling there..my brother said this which impressed me a lot.
" If they were cats, I would say they were craving for male cats"
"However, they are humans. Therefore, I can only say that they are mad."
hahax..

恶魔在身边，天堂的阶梯，这该死的爱...超级好看！！

Waa....Its incredible how guys can be so handsome! I believe that I dont mind watching their lousy acting skills if they are handsome enough!! Rain is so cool and cute~~MIng Dao as well...muackx muackx. hahahax..crazy over handsome guys..

Quote ^_ What you feel now may not be what you gonna feel in the future_^

天国的嫁衣折磨 - 183俱乐部

看你哭著转身就走我却不知该说什麼
是我害你一个人难过每次想到我就好心痛
为何命运如此捉弄爱在手中又逃走
想说爱你却开不了口在你面前我变得懦弱
*到底怎麼了请你告诉我让我相信
在我们的爱情一道墙竖立挥之不去
明明相爱却不能长久最後还是无法去承受*
(我无法承受) 心若死了要怎麼救
想你恨你只更折磨百天黑夜不停缠著我
每次想到心就会喊痛 REPEAT *
Do you want me I need to know
Can you feel it let it show
I can't hide it deep within myself
Everytime I look at you I know

-------------------------------------------------------
Everytime I heard this song, my heart is throbbing...maybe its becoz of the show I have watched, maybe its the suffering tat love can bring...

2006-06-22T23:01:00.000+01:00

手BY 祈雨混音: 靈感音樂工作靈感淚

那是你的手曾經輕輕安撫我眉頭
但也是它摔開了我的手
洩了氣的氣球两顆心在萎縮的溫柔
你始終隻低着頭緊握你拳頭

透過這窗口有人會猜我們是朋友
最普通的朋友甚至不點頭
在記憶的上遊那是什么揪着我心頭
是不是你那双我熟悉的手

但抱過你的手還能放在誰背后
你想過沒有我們為何會牽手
是什么理由然后,沒有然后
甚至,不再揮揮手

那是你的手曾經把我捧在你胸口
但今天以后它不會再敲我門口
有一股腥紅的哀愁
緩緩的流出卡住我喉頭
你遠遠的抱着手肘隻站在外頭

但抱過你的手還能放在誰背后
你想過沒有我們上一次牽手是什么時候
然后,没有然后甚至,不再揮揮手
但抱過你的手還能放在誰背后
是什么時候我們上一次牽手

但抱过你以后有什么已被沒收
你想過沒有我們第一次牽手
是什么借口然后,没有然后
甚至,不再揮揮手分手,也不需理由

2006-06-22T09:42:00.000+01:00

Exhausted

hmm...I have been fooling around for the past two weeks..as in..going out almost everyday like nobody's business. hahax..Although I made silly mistakes sometimes, It was indeed one of the most enjoyable weeks I have ever had in England. Now, everyone is back in his/her own country and I shall start my plannings for the holiday too. I'd not like to waste my two months holiday away without achieving anything.

Some of you are having exams next week? Good Luck To You Peeps~~

Wa...I am kinda worried for my As result which will be revealed on 17th August. T_T...I have a strong feeling that I didnt do well for this particular exam..how! how! how! Although I can retake the exam next year..I wouldnt appreciate that coz I would be stressed up like hell. Arghhh..its futile to cry over split mlik..but who will not be worried for their results..=_=...

What else..what else..nothing else..What has happened today? Nothing has happened coz it was only 9am..and I somehow became sleepy again..haha ..so..Gd afternoon to everyone..and Good nitez to me..ZzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz

Words can be simple. Like means like, dont like means dont like. However, its the feelings that make the whole issue seem to be complicated. Some people are confused about their feelings while the rest are clear. There is no so-called solutions..there's no justice..there's no decisions. There is only...whether its through.

Things juz go differently when you yourself is entangled with the issue..then..its time to view this from other people's point of view. In short, dont think so much lahh..hahahx..sad then sad, happy then happy.

By the way, who gives him/her the opportunity to manuplate your feelings? You ..Who should be the master of your own feelings? You ..
The guys said, " Women are made up of tears.." This is to stop the girls from crying..haha..but women are stupid enough to be cheated. =P
( Now I am doing smthg that is called "Easier to be said than done!")

Muackx Muackx Muackx~~ Love you all~~

You never realise..do you? Stupid...I surrender.

Terrible feelings...

2006-06-17T01:04:00.000+01:00

Time to blog!!! Ding Dong Ding Dong~~! HSIU YA! be serious!!!

I never know..its so hard to miss people..yet cannot help myself but missing them...
Now..the A2 students are leaving the school. Although I havent been close with them, its a pity to state that I wont be able to see the active groups in the school when September comes..

My classmates are returning to their own countries too...Gonna miss them loads..

I guess people juz do the same thing when they leave their schools..they let people sign on their book..as an evidence tat "this special person" is once part of my life, whether to a large or little extent. However, I didnt do that while I was in Singapore..and I didnt regret. Instead, I obtained almost everyone's address and wrote a letter(christmas card..) during my december holiday.

For those who didnt receive..er..i think..you didnt give me the address..or..I wrote the address wrongly..meihsing told me tat I created many troubles for the postman coz he couldnt find meihsing's address. Oops..here I apologize!

Every night, I would pretend to be sleeping until my mom left my room..and I would start writing down the fragments of memories with the dim light on my bed..most of the times, I would wet my pillows when I think of the delightful moments tat I have spent with you guys and gals. hahax..well..I am sounding fake now..but its true. =) [er...dont believe oso nvm lah..>_<"]

Why am I doing this? Coz..instead of letting u all write down wat u wanna say to me..why not let me write down what I wanna say to u all? We maybe once very close, we maybe not. However, it doesnt matter..coz EACH OF YOU are special and nobody can ever replace your position in my heart.

At times, we will say or pen down "frienz forever", "keep in touch", "love you forever","i will always be there for you"..these kind of stuff..some of you think.."ohh!! crap! all those are never true!" while the rest would belive with all her/his whole heart. To me, I know how hard it is to achieve these promises...

When I am online, I am always in the school, having lessons and busy eating lunch..(our school has wireless network~~) When I am online at home, its around 2am to 8am in Singapore time..and seldom you guys go online.(if i am online for the whole day..means I am never there..coz I am probably downloading stuff and forget tat my msn is on..) Anyway.. I really tried..I really attempted to be there when you guys have problems tat u need somebody to turn to..

Apart from my part, you guys have been pretty busy too..with the school homework..the stress you gotta withstand..the projects tat u needa complete on time..settle the relationship problems and etc. T_T..and there are so many people..my speed of typing is never fast enough...

Sometimes, I promised to call..yet I didnt. Its not tat I forget..its juz tat...I cannot find the right time! You guys go to school in the morning..and I was in the school when you guys were free...and..dont scold me if I dont go back this year..gotta understand..its not the matter with my mom's permission..but the money she had earned through hardwork..(>_<) not tat i dont wan..

After what I have written, you may think I am juz finding excuses for my wrong behavious...you may think thats all gibberish..but anyway, I juz wanna say...

SORRY!

p.s. my internet connection is very bad..so a lot of times, i cannot receive what you have typed and vice versa. This is damn irritating when others are telling me important stuff!

Hope the 4e people had enjoyed the class gathering...=)
Sometimes, words unsaid bring more misunderstandings thatn you have ever expected.

oh..i believe everybody has talked bad behind other people's back and I wont deny that I never do tat before..but anyway, who is perfect? Juz tat..hahax..suddenly dun understan wat I wanna express...

Gd nitez to all!! Now very sleepy...(>_<)

2006-06-10T00:46:00.000+01:00

hmmm..yay!! Very happy~~ hahahax. Although its a bit childish to use "happy", but then..nvm..=D
I had finally finished my exam this wednesday after 2 weeks' of torturing!!! however, we are still having lessons next week..T_T..but..hehex..can go out!!! yay!! I am going out tomorrow too..and I had already went out today.

Hmm..I think I dont write down what I had done..you all would find it monotonous..=) SO yeah..forget about the details..and!! yo!!! Juz know I have enjoyed then =D..

Dont complain I never post any photos..I was juz too busy to..should be? hahax...and..now I am lazy to upload all the photos here..so I think..i juz put one or two here..then the rest..i upload on another webby bah. Others oso post photos oh!! I wanna see whether you guys changed anot..later I cannot recognise you all..then v sad. (n_n) Er..anyone reading? =P

http://community.webshots.com/album/551221970FaOsxx

We went to the Park Hill, frienz climbed the tree and fell. Tats e end of our trip.

zZzzzzZZz...I am sleepy now..exhausted after whole day of walking around..so yeah..gd nite n sweet dreams to all!!!

Er...the blogger uploads the photos for a long time..so yeah..T_T..tired..I think its okay to click e webby above..hehex..nitez..

2006-06-09T21:46:00.000+01:00

#1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint
#2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

I have been tagged.................this sounds very stupid to me!

Favourites
Favourite Colour:Skyblue
Favourite Food: Delicious Food
Favourite Song: Qing Fei De Yi
Favourite Movie: NIL
Favourite Sport: Badminton
Favourite Day of the Week:Friday, coz I can rest 2 days afterwards
Favourite Season:Spring, the colorful flowers and green grass make me feel great
Favourite Ice Cream:Chocolate/Strawberry

Currents
Current Mood: Delighted
Current taste: Hot chocolate..juz drank it.
Current Clothes:white short-sleeve t-shirt and red shorts
Current Desktop:Scenery with a house in the middle of the field
Current Toenail Colour: Pink…(they are supposed to be?)
Curent Time:9.25 uk time
Current Surroundings:Cosy..
Current Annoyances: HOT weather
Current Thoughts: Why am I doing this stuff !?

First
First Best Friend: Dear Dear
First Crush: Don’t be so nosy lah...=.=””
First Movie:E.T.
First Lie: When I first learn how to talk? =P
First Music: Some oldie love song..hahax

Lasts
Last Cigarette: I am a good girl so I don’t smoke!
Last Drink: Hot chocolate..still drinking..=D
Last Car Ride:hmm..Last Saturday..Is bus counted?
Last Crush:Told you, dun be so nosy already still ask..
Last Movie: Cannot remember e name..
Last Phone Call: My house..coz I juz reached home.
Last CD played: Twin’s latest cd playing on my guaridan’s laptop

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: dated as in? going out together juz the two of us? Then yes~~ hahax
Have you ever broken the law:Who never broke the law?
Have you ever been arrested: I said, I am a goodie..
Have you ever skinny-dipped:Crazy..at least I had my underwear on.
Have you ever been on TV: yeah..Mr khoo’s speech..hahax
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: Maybe when I was a baby? Anyway, in my memory, No.

5 things you are wearing
contact lens..awww..there aint even 5 things on me.

4 things you done today
1.Took pictures in the park
2.Watch some shows downloaded from internet
3.Ate lunch at PizzaHut
4. shower..

3 things you can hear right now
1.Birds chirping
2.ME typing the keyboard sound
3.Construction sound oustide..

1 things you do when you are bored:
1. Tell others that I am bored and chit-chat

5 people?
1.Yangyi
2.Samuel
3.Qinghui
4.Daren
5.Anh

Hmm..People I have chosen are very busy so I don’t know whether they will do it. Anyway, I finished my part. =D Told you! I am a good girl..wahahhahax!!

2006-06-01T09:40:00.000+01:00

CRAIG DAVID

"Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)"

[VERSE 1]
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
But why are you making this thing drag on so long
(I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
(silly games)
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state
(in a state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

2006-05-21T18:23:00.000+01:00

Oh god! I am really freaking out now..juz on the day before my examination. To be honest , I start regretting for slacking aorund for the first few months...and when i am stressed up, I tend to go online more often than I used to..The same situation goes for the O levels last year. =.=""..I think this is not a good sign for my coming exam...

I am pursuing my so-called dream..and I wouldnt ruin it without putting in sufficient efforts..

So yeah..I dont think I will blog recently. Anyway, I didnt blog much in the past too. wahahax...XD

From my point of view, "change" is not entirely a bad thing...Somtimes, I ponder...If I have changed completely, would you guys still treat me as a friend, like the way you all used to? If you guys realise that I am not as nice as it seems, would you guys still accept me the way I am?

Wheeeee~~! Davinci Code is out on last Friday and Chrisitian Fellowship is talking about it. The author, Dan Brown, claimed that all documents in the films are "facts". As a matter of fact, some of the details are not. The teacher talked about the dfferences..but I couldnt remember any~~~

* My world is toppling down..falling into thousands of fragments..*

*Fortunately, I am still alive..*

2006-05-14T18:47:00.000+01:00

Happy Birthday To Shierly! - 7 May
Happy Birthday To Shirlene - 11 May
Happy Birthday To Erica n Melissa - 13 May
Happy Mother's Day - 14 May

Everyday is someone's birthday and we must be happy on people's birthday. Therefore, we must be happy everyday!! hahahax..I am crazy. =)

MumMy I love yOu Always!

My first coming exam is on 22nd May. ArgHH~~ WISH ME GOODLUCK!!! hahahx...I know some others have exams around that period too..so yeah..all the best to them.

The rest..err...same lah same lah. =D

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
n_n

SPRING - Flowers are everywhere.

2006-05-05T01:23:00.000+01:00

I didnt blog for a week...or a little more than two week. Sorry, I didnt mean to ignore you guy...

Everytime I heard this song, I feel light and happy. Very weird hor?

I am fine. Thx lotz.

If a frown doesnt make your day a better one, why not juz smile?
If tears dont make your sorrow goes away, why not juz laugh out loud?

Of course, if a frown and tears do make you feel better, go ahead and do it. Nobody is stopping you.

With doubts, dont feel embarrassed, juz ask. Think about the answers they have given you and decide whether there is anything to amend. This does take courage, doesnt it?

If you cannot concentrate on your studies without your computer being switched on, why not juz switch it on? * this statement is wrong..coz you concentrate in either way, live experiece. *

2006-05-04T00:56:00.000+01:00

To view, change to unicode. Thx.
猪!你的鼻子有两个孔,感冒时的你还挂着鼻涕牛牛.
猪!你有着黑漆漆的眼,望呀望呀望也看不到边.
猪!你的耳朵是那么大,呼扇呼扇也听不到我在骂你傻.
猪!你的尾巴是卷又卷,原来跑跑跳跳还离不开它
哦~~~

猪头猪脑猪身猪尾(yi)巴
从来不挑食的乖娃娃
每天睡到日晒三杆后
从不刷牙从不打架

猪!你的肚子是那么鼓,一看就知道受不了生活的苦
猪!你的皮肤是那么白,上辈子一定投在那富贵人家
哦~~~

传说你的祖先有八钉耙,算命先生说他命中犯桃花
见到漂亮姑娘就嘻嘻哈哈
不会脸红不会害怕

猪头猪脑猪身猪尾(yi)巴
从来不挑食的乖娃娃
每天睡到日晒三杆后
从不刷牙从不打架哦~~~
传说你的祖先有八钉耙,算命先生说他命中犯桃花
见到漂亮姑娘就嘻嘻哈哈
不会脸红不会害怕
你很象她

2006-04-28T17:00:00.000+01:00

Netty and Myat! Happy Birthday to yoU!!!

2006-04-18T17:00:00.000+01:00

Today is a special day..cheers!! Cheers!!!

TO DEAREST SAMUEL CHIA:

HaPpY bIrThDaY tO yOu~

HaPpY bIrThDaY tO yOu~

HaPpY bIrThDaY to Samuel~

HaPpY bIrThDaY To YOU~~~!!!!!

Hehex..one year older now! Must become more mature and more gentleman orh~~!!
p.s. wanna wish you at 12am de..but then you offline before tat le..T_T....ke wu ke wu!!! I wait for so long sia..AHHH~~~!!! hahahax..

2006-04-17T23:18:00.000+01:00

To view, change to unicord.

PART　１齐天大圣 - 上
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

我不禁想起齐天大圣至尊宝在「大话西游」里所说过的一段话：

「曾经有一个漂亮的女孩脱光光躺在我面前，
但我没有好好珍惜，等到做过了才全然忘记。
尘世间最痛苦的事莫过於此。
如果上天能再给我一次机会，
我要对那女孩说：『再一发』。
如果非要在这一发加上一个期限的话，
我希望是：一万年。」

ＰＡＲＴ 2 齐天大圣 -下
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
「世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就睡在妳面前妳却不知道我想上妳
世界上最遥远的距离不是我就睡在你面前妳却不知道我想上妳
而是明明妳已经睡着我却不敢上妳
世界上最遥远的距离不是明明妳已经睡着我却不敢上妳
而是明明无法抵挡这股怨念却还得故意装作丝毫没有想上妳的样子」

PART 3 当一个男生被迫穿女装时
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

走在熟悉的淡江校园里，
我突然又有一种感悟，是的，我深深觉得，
这世界上的女生都好厉害喔！
居然可以把裙子这种奇怪的东西，那麽自然的穿在身上。
可不是吗？凉飕飕的一点安全感也没有，
上下楼梯时还得提防有没有人偷窥。
这简直不是人在穿的嘛！

还有高跟鞋也是。我猜，发明高跟鞋的人一定没亲自试穿过，
不然，怎麽会设计出这麽不符合人体工学的鞋子呢？

更不用提脸上的妆了。
假如每次出门都要花这麽多时间，
用这麽多瓶瓶罐罐来涂涂抹抹的话，
我想，不用三天，我一定会彻底崩溃的。

当女人，真的好辛苦喔！
不过，脸上的妆依旧是个大麻烦，
在洗了老半天後，脸上还是有一堆花花绿绿的。
此时，我才明白，原来，
口红根本不算什麽，真正难搞的是眼线和睫毛膏！
最後，还是学妹拿了那种专门用来处理眼部化妆品的卸妆乳液，
我才把眼线和睫毛膏清乾净。
但是，眼睛已经差不多瞎了一半

Taken from http://bbs.jht.idv.tw/viewtopic.php?t=241
Written By 作者 alucky (天使与恶魔(g))

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Personally, I agree with PART 3 entirely though I am a girl..hehex..(cannot agree with the first two parts anyway...)
For the first two parts..hehex...kinda pervertic..but never mind..
Juz come across these interesting phrases..lolx..late in the night..I was reading this kind of things..
(=_=") WAHAHA~~~

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2006-04-14T23:03:00.000+01:00

I didnt delete my blog..sorry..(>_<)

I was talking about blog with my brother..and yeah..both of us were too lazy to update..so i was thinking..well..why not just delete it since I am lazy to update!? so yeah..I did it...and then..coz of some reasons..I put it back..juz think my this kind of behaviour is crazy..hahax..

I changed the template..I used back my old template...dont like dark dark one..like so gloomy..not nice..hehex..white is much better. ^_^...shit..I asked others to delete my link le..hahax..nvm lah..not writing for the sake of other people anyway..

My Easter holiday is coming to an end. I have no idea whether I am happy or sad..or just emotionless..sound so unlike me to be emotionless ah..=D lalala~~

AND! On 10th April, some people started their schooL!!! hehex..read them in their blogs and it does sound interesting to me..like qinghui and samuel arh..so nice de..envy le..hehex..

I went to a play a few days ago. The "Les Miserables"...it costs a fortune..but well..I almost fell alseep..guess I was juz not tat type of artistic person..aiya..at least I didnt really fall alseep mah..hehex..

Nothing else to update le..oh..and saw the photos in weirong's blog..xiao si wo..esp weirong's face expression..k die man...LOLX..=P

I went to the game ground too. Got a teddy bear! WOooohOOOOOooooOO~~~my luck!!!

2006-04-02T01:09:00.000+01:00

There is no easy walk to freedom anywhere, and many of us will have to pass through the valley of the shadow of death again and again before we reach the mountaintop of our desires.

By Nelson Mandela

This is writte on the poster in the examination hall and I was sitting right in front of it. Taking exam and see this..who will not be stressed...=_="..but I think its a nice quote.

2006-04-01T03:21:00.000+01:00

我这里天快要黑了
那里呢
我这里天气凉凉的
那里呢
我这里一切都变了
我变的懂事了
我又开始写日记了
而那你呢
我这里天快要亮了
那里呢
我这里天气很炎热
那里呢
我这里一切都变了
我变的不哭了
我把照片也收起了
而那你呢
如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是深爱着对方
像开始时那样
握着手就算天快亮
我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方
像结束时那样
明知道你没有错
还硬要我原谅
我不会原谅
我怎么原谅

Now everyone is going to new school and they start thinking back how wonderful our class is..they miss us..they feel different in the new school..they feel lonely at times..everything is different. WEll..=) I get over it earlier on and now, I think..hahax...not so sad anymore.

I still miss them but not in a depressed way. If you get what I mean...I dont cry anymore. And..I also dont look through the old photos anymore.

Hmm...today arh. First time I played basketball in England. Andy, Bigyorn(duno how to spell..), Andrea and I played basketball at the Park Hill during lunch break. DAMN COLD! (>_<) hahax.. Had lot of fun although it lasted only about 1 hour. However..you all should know..i am not good at playing basketballs..then Andy they all..bully gals lah! Andrea accidentally fell down somemore..poor her! Then, I put my bag in the library becoz Rayner was taking care of it for me. Then, I also didnt go back on time so he helped me carry all the way up to accounting class. wahahahx..second time liao! Thank him lotz lotz! Waa...now wish I have same lesson as him after lunch break. No more worries about bag liao. =P ( later he bu shuang with me..-_-")

Wat else..errr....I brought my 60GB harddisk to school so that Chucks n Ruben can put in songs and movies for me. But then..too full..cannot..coz got others also...T+T..wolau..#$%^&*....

AS will begin during the end of May and the beginning of June. Kinda stressed up and all that..later I cannot finish revising or I cannot get As. I die... Xl

Today is April Fool's Day and it is also the very first day of my two weeks Easter Holiay. Chocolates are everywhere! I get some from the teachers too..happy happy~~

I also gave to some admin staff and then I have to write down my name so that they can thank my guardian..wolau..like i did sth bad lik tat..hahax..For holiday, some are going back to their countries, some have their family members came over n visited them, some are going on a trip in Scotland and etc..As For Me! I am going home too..a pathetic "England" home..which is...my house..=_="..

hahax..no life you may say..but yeah..gotta study n catch up the progress during the two weeks. After all, I dont have much time to waste. Gotta be Dead for 2 weeks. Having a headache now..gotta sleep.

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The most crucial part has faded

Without me knowing

And it is the only part that matters

What has left is the original part

Nothing more than that

WEird...? No...It changes all the time.

I cannot change the fact that it is gone

I cannot lie to y heart that it is still there

Time to put an end to it

I would apologise if you want me to

If you think there is a point of doing that..

As I looked at the railway, a quick and faint smile flickered over my face

Gonez..Its gone.

Anyway, I like myself best this way.

"SImple" is the only vocab to describe it

And I shall,

As you all have wished

"Stay Happy!"

2006-03-27T00:01:00.000+01:00

Early in the morning, never wanna get up in such a cold weather!!!
( Btw..its turning warm somehow.)

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Initially...

After that..

Thats why teachers are scolding me..T_T...

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=D I am a chemist! Not Biologist!

And mistakes do occur sometimes....

Mr Oaks said " Thats why we NEED googles. There are people like SANDY! " ...=_=""
Wolao..Hurt my fragile heart. =P

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Happily studying, determined to strive hard!!!

....Heck lah...Sleepy..

Yesterday I watched Korean shows until 6am in the morning. Crazy gal..

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This CG webby simple ROX!!! >_<>

I just finished watching " A Long Yard "..or something like that..very nice~

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Once, you thought that life cannot go on without him/her.

You cannot sleep well

You cannot eat well

You cannot breathe properly

But that's not true...

Once when he is gone,

You will realise...

Life still goes on

You can eat as well as sleep well

You breath in fresh air like before

This is all about life, isnt it?

2006-03-19T20:05:00.000Z

Damn! This is so cute!!!

To yang yi's comment:

谢谢..我懂，真的都懂了... 只是，就是舍不得也放不下...感叹人生如此变化无常..
真得有点害怕未来了。不知道自己会变怎样，也不懂你们会变得让我觉得你们是陌生人....
没关系拉！把握现在，可能以后我还会想念现在的日子呢..=)
与其害怕还没发生的事情，还不如现在活得开心一点！

忙归忙，
只要有人偶尔想起我，
只要有人偶尔sms 我跟我说 I miss you
只要有人偶尔在我的blog上留言
只要有人偶尔在我online时讲hi!

那我真的没白活啊！
人吗！就是都会身在福中不知福！是我们的特性！

and..the website's content! I have seen it in your blog..hehex...

"that person" in my heart are many many of them..not only one! hehex..

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My friends said that sometimes marriage breaks up becoz they hold high expectations toward their partners!

If they treat their marriage partner like their friends, they wont hold high expectations!

But easier to be said than be done!! hahax..

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Its kinda weird. I start dreaming my Taiwanese friends!
-_-...I thought I would be dreaming of Singapore friends instead...

BYE!

2006-03-19T16:00:00.000Z

By e way

Happy Birthday To Aesha!

2006-03-19T02:57:00.000Z

Chemistry Lesson 1 - Structure and Bonding

I am a molecule

my society is a large compoud

there are hydrogen bonds between me and my families

there are Van der Waal's forces between me and my friends

once I thought I have a dipole-dipole bond

but eventually, it turns out to be another Van der Waal's force.

currently, the number of Van der Waals' forces are increasing.

the molecule is increasing its size at a slow rate

my chemical formula is always changing

so...I am an unknown substance...

2006-03-17T19:19:00.000Z

I have many craps to write..hehex...( so free arh...yes..very free...as for hw...erm..and as for studie..ermmm...later then see how...=_=")

=comment for Anh= ( if she reads it..)

Its kinda troublesome to leave comments by logging into friendster. -_-..sry arh..I am lazy to log in for the second time..

Anyway, I just wanna say. I feel the same. =)
I agree that you will be disappointed that if you hold higher hope. But wont it be boring if you are not looking forward to anything? Even it might not happen..Maybe the thought of looking forward to it will make you happy? I think liife are full of ups and downs..
( you never know in a few years' time. Just believe that things do change after years, okay?)

=Schools=

I will be taking my AS examination in this coming June so I am kinda stressed up now..or not really..had been fooling around anyway..wahahx..but I am going to work hard!!! I must achieve as many As as possible ( though I only take 5 subjects...) so that I can go to LSE! hehehex....*picturing a beautiful dream in my brain*...

I was in a bad mood this morning because of my chemistry test. how much I get !? 15 out of 30..that's the worst result in year 2006! ( though i believe there will be more...-_-") Anyway, Ming sensed it and asked me to work hard. Zzzzzzzzzz.......entirely speechless.

After that, he helped to copy the chemistry note becoz basically I was doing nothing other than staring at the teacher blankly ( not in a rude way..). Well..I was supposed to be thankful but his handwriting is @#$%^&..it is comparable with a few people in my used-to-be 4e class.. if you get what I mean. I guess I had to redo it again..hahax..thats ungrateful of me isnt it?

=English=

Many ppl commented that my English will be improving lots since I have come to England. But I think..that wont happen. So dont expect me to speak with a British English accent that sounds entirely alien to me..You see the way I am typing? It is not making much progress~~ My vocabularies are definitely very limited.
I had a English IELTS mock exam this week..listening..speaking..reading..writing..Easy anot? You will know if you do it..( but u wont do it..)...anyway..You will be wondering.."What the hell is the problem with Singapore O levels!"

=blog=

In the past, I used to think
"Why am I managing a blog?"
"What's the use of writing blog?" ..Blah blah blah..
These questions didnt bother me much but it stops bothering me now! hahax...
According to weirong, blogs are supposed to be read by the others. ( what if there is nobody to read my blog? Then shall I continue writing? )

In fact, I agree to that statement to a certain extent..* sounds like I am doing Social Studies again!! wahahax..*

I write blog because I dont wanna leave my life blank. You may say there are photos but you only take photos on special days. Who will go around and take photo everyday? Not crazy or what..
You dont take photos everyday but that doesnt mean that you are only living on those days you take photos! It is just fragments of my past..thats all..not to write to cater readers' interests or what..why should I do that anyway? I wont get any money... means i would do that if i got money..hehex..

You may argue that it is a waste of time..my effort may go down the drain when blogger is shut down...Well..I can only say. Anything lah..shut down then too bad lor. too suay already

And why write blog instead of writing a diary? Hmmm...Sometimes I wanna convey the message to all of you? Sometimes I am lazy to pen all my thoughts down?

Human beings are always changing. Can you remember the old way you used to think when you were young? For me, I dont.

=friends=

Do you know who is your true friend? Who is your best friend? Who is merely your friend? Do you know who really cares about you or they are just pretending to care?

And..does it matter?

If one day you have realised that you dont own any true friends, are you going to lose contact with all your friends?

I dont think so..thats extreme

I cannot remember clearly, but I know there is a saying " Do what others do to you to the others"...I dont know how to say..anything lah..

I was thinking..Well..If there is no beginning, then you are not going to do anything? eg. In the chat room, everyone will be waiting for others to talk to them. That is silly....=_="

But what I know is...If you have done something to the others but they are not doing the same. Initially, it is okay..it is fine. I dont mind..but as times go by, you will become tired..tired of beginning everything..Like my Taiwanese friends...all that..Well..although I am not demanding anything from them. Sometimes, you have to think positively. Something little you do may just cheer up another person's day!

I have my worries..I have my worries that I cannot maintain the frienship I used to have. But now, why should I care if they dont...I am not perfect so I wont have the time to keep in touch with practically EVERYONE! I wonder who could..DUDE~!
anyway, It's not that you dont know how to maintain a friendship, its whether you want it. One way or another.. nothing is counted as an excuse. But then...everyone has a new life. Cannot blame anyone de lah..means..kekex..also dont blame me..I am not saying i will do that though!

= a person=

Is there a person who used to be special in your heart?

Although years have gone by,
you are still wondering how their lives have become?

Is there a person who used to be very close to your heart?

Although years have gone by,
you are still bothered whether to talk to him/her?

Is there a person who used to leave deep footprints in your heart?

Although years have gone by,
you are still thinking whether to send him/her a Christmas card,
whether to wish him/her Happy Birthday?

Is there a person whom you have done something wrong to?

Although years have gone by,
you are still consdering whether to apologise?
( although he/she may not have remebered the accident..)

Is there a person whom you are constantly reminded of?

Although years have gone by,
you still have the urge at times to ring him/her up or send an email
just to ask " Hi! How are you?"

Is there a person whom you miss the most?

Although yeras have gone by,
you are still picturing the beautiful past you once have ?
just that it is impossible to have it again..he/she may not be there any longer.

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YES I DO!

I will end here..A bit exhausted after pouring out all my thoughts..
Dear Bloggie! Gd Nitez N Sweet Dreams~~
WAHAHA...I am crazy !!!!!!!!!!!

By the way..

Chenyuan's nickname is...nice!!!! (>_<)
Here it goes...
从现在开始我只需疼你一个人
要宠你不能骗你
答应你的每一件事情呢都要做到
对你讲的每一句话都要真心
不能欺负你，要相信你
别人欺负你，我要在第一时间出来帮你
你开心呢，我就要陪着你开心
你不开心呢我就要哄你开心
永远都要觉得你是最漂亮的梦里面也要见到你

2006-03-16T16:00:00.000Z

Happy Birthday to Wynne!!!!

OHHH!!! You have become 17 years old this year..same as me leh..>_<
hehex..enjoy your birthday! CheerS! Your favourite pink..hehex..shd i put a cat too? wahahax..

2006-03-16T10:27:00.000Z

hehex..now i am in the computer room, typing for my blog oh. too bored already..wahahaxz..

i joined newsletter club..somehow..i also dont know how i joined. I just go there once, wanna try out for fun, then the teacher wrote down my name...i am responsible for drawing..see!! I am an artist and i design for school magazine!! ke siao..i am thinking..shit lah..so dead..i dont know how to draw arhhh....!!! Why am i responsible for this shit...T_T...die le die le...

2006-03-12T23:11:00.000Z

Dont you think !

Some times!

Some occassions!

Some things!

Some pictures

Some colours

Some words!

Just remind you of THAT person !?

After you are reminded of THAT peron

What is your first thought that comes to your GREAT mind?

Next,

You are going to be thinking of THAT person

Or you continue with what you are doing?

Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleh....

Thgs tat reminded me of Yangyi
1. words: Sheep
2. pictures:

3. Sheep-shaped thing. eg. magnet

Thgs that reminded me of Qinghui
1. words: QingWa
2. Qingwa-shaped things
3. Green colour

Thgs that reminded me of Wynne
1. Cat
2. Light Pink
3. kena beat up at the back
4. Hello Kitty!

Thgs that reminded me of Anh
1. Ant
2. White colour
3. Me

Thgs that reminded me of Shie
1. Hot pink
2. A song by Xiao zhu "Baby! Jiu shi ni..qing kao jin wo xin li..blah blah blah..."
3. A song with lyrics.." Would you want a hot girl friend like me!? ..." Sth like that...

Thgs that reminded me of Nat
1. Black
2. Hug!
3. Geography lesson
4. Vulgarities

Thgs that remined me of Netty
1. Car!
2. er..er..short..>_< ( nvm..she v cute..wahahax..)

Thgs tat reminded me of Netty n Sylvia
1. SHOCK!

Thgs that reminded me of Chinyong
1. Car
2. Jay chou song - piao yi. ( He everytime copied that..)
3. Spiderman..the stupid song.." spiderman~spiderman~~"
4. BIG BIG SMILE

Thgs that reminded me of Hafidz
1. Fish
2. uh hum..pervert stuff..wahhax..
3.secrets

Thgs that reminded me of Kok Chuang
1. Leehom
2. Songs by leehom, esp da chen xiao ai
3. Crap

Thgs that reminded me of Daniel
1. Picture:

2. Secrets

Thgs that reminded me of Weirong
1. Penguin
2. Panda
3. pictures:

Thgs that reminded me of Samuel
1. Snow White color
2. Innocence
3. Picture

Thgs that reminded me of Dingyuan
1. Straight-line eyes
2. Hairstyle...( Yy n samuel get it? hehheex..)

Thgs that reminded me of Esther
1. Heavy bag
2. Sweet~~

Thgs that reminded me of Junjie
1. Solid Wall..See the basketball..hahax
2. "GUi ah ~GUi" Some phrase he usually use...

Thgs that remind me of 4E
1. the pictures I designed
2. the cd wr gave me

Thgs that remind me of victor
1. airport joke
2. Music..and..the instrument he is playing..

Thgs that reminded me of Jasmine
1. Jasmine green tea..=_="" I mean it..
2. Green
3. Big eyes

Got a lot a lot more lah..lazy to write le..wahahax..stop here then..

2006-03-12T22:35:00.000Z

tick tock...

tick tock...

time is passing by quickly...

If I cannot achieve what I want...

Then at least I will attempt to like what I achieve...

So be it!

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Steaithly, I wander into a land called "the past" ....

I was a 7 or 8 old girl.

I never expected that I would be...

communicating in english

writing in english

watching english channels

reading english newspapers

even....

fly to a country where english rules!

Many events have occured before this

I learnt a lot from my four years

In Singapore...

Slowly, I am stepping out, venturing out for new life

in a new country

in a new school

with a new home

but living with the same old people...

2006-03-10T16:00:00.000Z

Happy Birthday to Jonas!!!! ^_^....

2006-03-03T21:59:00.000Z

Dont know what the hell this is...hahax..like ghost. put for fun.

Locker room

Block A

Car Park

Corridor

Toilet ( as if your school doesnt have...)

Library with computers

Library again

Further Maths Class

Park

OKay! Rafidah~~ I put here as you have told me. =) Next time also post pictures from your new school, okay? hehex.
All these pictures were taken by Andrea who wants to show her friends too. =D ( except the park one..)

2006-03-03T21:32:00.000Z

This has been a freezing cold week!! I was trembling all the way to school and home. =_="
It also snows for 3 consequent days though each time, it is only for a short while. I stretch my hand out of the window and try to catch the white snowflakes. However, it melts immediately by my body temperature. Apart from that, I took a "snowing" picture with my handphone camera but know what? It looks like nothing else but raining. I guess the snow is not big enough. =P

Hmmm..spring is coming!!! FINALLY!!!! Happy HappY~~~Its getting dark at a later time too!!!

In Singapore, the postings have been released on Friday too. I suppose most of my friends are quite satisfied with the outcome? Hmm..Not sure about that as well.

Has not been doing well for the tests...then black panda eyes all come out due to lack of sleep. See lah..play gameboy till I dont have the time to do my homework and prepare for the tests. Walao! Furthermore, the homework doesnt wait for me. It keeps on piling up and up!! My desk is at a mess becoz of that!!! ( hmm..okay lah..some other rubbish which I never bother to clear too..)

Hope everyone can enjoy their new lives in a new environment.

Now! I am sleepy! Gd nitez n sweet dreams!!!

2006-02-28T02:03:00.000Z

This Time Round....

Let's wish and cheer for Someone....

DANIEL ANG WEN MIN/MING!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

[ Well..you'd better tell me which pin yin your min/ming is next time. =D ]

Enjoy your birthday and stay happy always...

2006-02-23T23:26:00.001Z

Hehex..This song is sent by one of my friends in UK- ANDREA~~~
She told me that a Singapore friends sent her this.
Then I sent to Yangyi.
WAHAHAx..Thx yangyi for helping me with the html. =D

Er...dont know how to stop the song though. Off the music when you find it irritating. Which is what I will be doing in future..hehex..

2006-02-19T13:21:00.000Z

We Send You Our Blessings

Daniel is angry and scolds me if I am going to put his name here. So cannot put le..sob..sob...
=P

2006-02-18T17:43:00.000Z

Hmm...I was having half-term holiday for the past two days and my tutor was away from home on Saturday. That's why I have to cook on my own. Its nicer to put it as "cook" but in fact, I simply put the pizza and mashed potato into the oven. wahaha!! I guess THE hardest cooking is fried rice...as compared to other oven food...My brother's comment was..." As long as you are hungry, anything is nice to eat." ( translated from chinese.)

=_=" ...never mind. I am not skilled in cooking...SIAN AH!!!

2006-02-15T01:28:00.000Z

这次我离开你

是哭，是泣，是不舍

你笑了笑

我摆一摆手

一条寂寞的路

便展向两头了

如果，

时光可以倒流

如果，

主角又是你我

告诉你

我愿意再来过 ...

2006-02-13T18:21:00.000Z

Happy Birthday to Daren!!!

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Hope everyone would enjoy their day, whether you are single or not.

To someone I love

2006-02-11T22:38:00.000Z

To my friends who are single
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,
But love's only special when you give it to
someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.

To my friends who are not so single
Love isn't about becoing somebody else's
'perfection'.
It's about finding someone who helps
you become the best person you can be

To my friends who are playboy/girl type
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in eyes when all you do is lie.

To my friends who are married
Love is not about "It's your fault,but "I'm sorry"
Not "Where are you", but "I'm right here"
Not "How could you", but "I understand"
Not "I wish you were", but "I am thankful you are"

To my friends who are engaged
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together,
but how good you are for each other.

To my friends who are heartbroken
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and
cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
but to learn from them.

To my friends who are naive
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble,
Be consistene but not too persistent
Share and never be unfair
Understand and try not to demand
And get hurt but never keep the pain.

To my friends who are possessive
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else,
but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To my friends who are afraid to confess
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love
has no idea how you feel.

To my friends who are still holding on
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
Only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be,
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he isn't worth it now, he's not going to be worth it
a year or 10 years from nom, let go....

Relationship need a lot of work,
compromise and understanding.
Happy ever after?
Only with the right person at the right time.
And not just the shoe fits.

By Quennie Tan

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Agree? Hope you are happier after reading it...

2006-02-11T12:11:00.000Z

Friends..I am wondering what are friends..anyone...who can give me definition of friends? T_T....

2006-02-05T16:00:00.000Z

RUSHing RUSHing RUSHing~~~~!!!!

CHEN YUAN!!!

!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hush...Luckily I am not late...it is still 6 Feb 2006. =D

....................................crow cracking....AH...AH...AH..........................................

(okay fine, I admit I change the date...lame)
Forgive me bah...dot dot dot...

Still, Hope you have enjoyed your birthday!!! Hehex...

2006-02-04T22:39:00.000Z

To read,go to "view" at the top, then "encoding" and at last select "unicord".
Dont wanna read, then get lost. =) Thx.

今天用华文来写网记是有原因的 ... 以下是我跟明的一段对话 ...

明：你可以打中文吗？
我：可以阿
明：那你干嘛打英文？
我：因为新加坡人都打英文阿
明：可是你又不是新加坡人
我：好吧... 我打中文就是了 ... =_=

那时突然想到，对哦 ...我是台湾人，　又不是新加坡人　．．．( 反省当中 ...T_T)
可是，华文打很慢啊！又可是，华文才能完完全全的表达我的意思跟心情... 哈哈

算了 ...　我刚刚在整理房间 ... 来过我家的人都知道，我！房间会乱不是没有原因的啦！这时突然想起有一次，在别人来我家之前，我跟杨熠拼命的整理，就为了不让某些人一直念我 ...哈哈

然后，我看到了以前的2005 年没一班的班照 *class photo*, 那时候的大家，笑的都好天真无邪...=)　经过了离别，我也长大了不少　（别吵！我说有长大就有啦！）...不知道他们现在还是一样吗？以后会变吗？是的 ...人是会变的...可是希望是变好啊 ...=)

对了对了，还有！（我老师的朋友来看她...^_^) 可是，昨天我在吃宵夜的时候，我老师跟她朋友坐在我的对面，不停的念我，就因为我每一天回家吃饱就睡，还叫不起来. (不准骂我是猪！-_-+) 然后，会凌晨三四点才睡觉，后来又在课堂上情不自禁的闭目养神... 要想想我得在两双愤怒的眼睛下，还得死命的吃那嫩鸡，填饱我那可怜的肚子！多痛苦的一个情景啊！！打死我也不敢再乱睡了！
不能吃巧克力了... 就因为我脸上有一点小痘痘 ( 好吧，我承认是有点大，有点多...=_=) 可是...真是有够给他...$%^&*O....王八蛋！

现在我啊？很闷阿！好像在自言自语... 贴些照片好了 ....

宁死不屈的弟弟 ...不让我拍，在玩电脑还嫌我烦！

我的存钱桶！只可以用“空空如也”来形容 ... 不过很可爱. =D

在晒衣服还笑得那么高兴得怪老师！！哈哈. =P

Samantha给我的圣诞礼物！谢谢！是鸡还是鸭阿~ @_@

我要开始当个乖小孩的生活了...好悲哀啊~ 可是，这是我现在的宿命, 我被屈服了..但我肯定！
不会是永远被屈服，只是暂时性的! 我忍！

写到这了...对...就这里了...我很累了...真的累到没有力气在做任何事情了... 抱歉... 对不起...

拜拜 ... Good Bye!

2006-02-03T13:18:00.000Z

Today I saw a guy in the piano room. He looks like JONAS!!! At one moment, I thought I saw jonas leh..O_O. but hor..his name is joel..hahax...wrong face to wrong person. He is a member of Christian Fellowship. Sounds interesting? Well..yeah..but I am afraid that I am going to fall asleep during CCA time. That will be rude..so..I'd rather spend my time sleeping in the library. >_<

Now cannot sleep in class..very xin ku...T_T..sob sob..